The plan
My mom and I decided what we are going to do. Of course it could change like it has a million times, but this is what we think is best. She is going to move into my SMALL apartment with me and put all her stuff in storage. She is going to bring her dogs because my landlord most likely won’t mind but we are going to try to hide it from him. It’s not like we see him often and if I do I will just tell him I am watching them or something.
Anyways with her staying here we will be able to save up like $50,000 in a year for a down payment on a house. Yes, it is going to suck living in this small apartment, but in the long run it will be worth it. Sometimes you have to suffer and sacrifice to get what you want.
This probably won’t happen till summer or the end of summer because she still owes $7,000 on her truck and she is trying to get it paid off first so she has no car payment.
Anyways every day is getting easier and easier with going off these meds. Yesterday kind of sucked because I was sooooo tired. I tried taking no medicine to help me sleep the night before, and I slept but woke up over and over all night and fell back asleep.
My mom helped me clean my kitchen. Something I am bad about and Babz can tell you that. I mean I am not disgusting, but I am bad about wiping cabinets down and stuff like that. It looks so much better in there now.
I also went to Target ♥ and got some shampoo stuff for my Hoover Floor Mate (my mom gave me her old one a while back). I also got some Draino because my hair clogs up the bathtub sooo bad. I swear I lose so much hair in one day I am amazed I have any left.
One of the meds my doctor gave me for anxiety or sleeping is making me feel sick to my stomach constantly. I think it is the Restoril for sleep because I haven’t taken the Xanax in a few days. Every smell and sometimes for no reason I feel like I am going to puke.





March 29th, 2006 at 9:17 am
Well it does sound good in the long run, got to do what you got to do to make things better. Glad your feeling better as the meds wear off :). Well if you had me it would always be clean cause i am a clean freak.
March 29th, 2006 at 12:38 pm
I think that your Mom moving in and you guys saving up money will be good.. even if you have to deal with a smaller apartment (well, smaller because of someone else moving in with a bit of their own stuff) then so be it. It’ll only be for a little while.
I lose a lot of hair, too.. and it clogs up our shower drain. I think I need to get one of those things you put over drain specifically to catch hair.
March 29th, 2006 at 8:59 pm
I think that your mom moving in is a good idea. And it’ll definitely be easier to save money when you’re living and sharing everything together
Ugh, I lose so much hair. Ross gets so pissy and always tells me to come in the bathroom and look at the huge ball of hair he rips out of the drain. Haha…