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I am about to go to the hospital. If I can even drive there without passing out. I feel like SHIT. No one is answering their phone to take me

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Tired.

I have had this feeling in my left lower rib cage. It feels like something is in there or something. I don’t know what it could be. There is no possible way it could be a baby. It’s freaking me out. Maybe I have a tumor or something? Maybe it’s from smoking?

I just went to 7-11 at 12 and I saw Shane there. That was weird because I looked like crap. I am sure he has seen me look worse though. He was in his girlfriends Lexus. What does he want with me? He must have like serious commitment issues or something because nothing ever works out with him and his girlfriends. He is really cute too so I don’t know what the problem is. The only reason I would never be with him is because there just isn’t chemistry between us. I have known him since I was 12 though. He was the second person I ever had sex with. Something seriously REALLY bad happened to us though. I don’t think I could ever even blog about it or tell anyone but close friends. It was VERY horrible and out of our control. I am surprised we still talk.

There has been a few things I going on that I want to blog about. I am just not in a typing mood… I guess. I don’t really feel like even writing lately. I don’t even feel like talking to anyone online. I guess I get in those moods sometimes.

Three more days till I find out if I have to have that surgery.

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Mother’s Day

Happy Mother’s Day to Ally, Ashley, Dorka, Jenn and Kelly!

AND TO MY MOMMY!!!! (not that she reads this)

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Funny

I love when you tell a guy that you would like to get to know them a little bit before you have sex with them.

Their response is always……

“What do you want to know about me?”

HAHA

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Why?????????

How come all the fun, drama and crap always happens when I have had like 4 hours of sleep? I swear EVERY time.

I have a busy night. I went to get my stereo system installed. Christy found out some crazy crap for me and I don’t know if I want to blog about it. It is kind of personal and hurts my feelings. Maybe I’ll make a password protected post. I am glad she told me though.

Okay I need to get ready to go to Christy’s.

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:)

I can get a lot done on the middle of the night. No one is calling and distracting me.

I think I might go to Best Buy today and get a car audio system installed. Christy gave me that idea. It’s either that or a Coach purse. Hmmmmmmmmm, hard decisions. I think I’ll do the car thing.

I am starting to tell that I am losing weight. My pants are falling off of me and being around kids they like to pull on your pants and show everyone my ass. I am super motivated. If only I could get Christy to walk with me. It was her damn idea.

I think I am going to go visit Emily this summer. I am not about to drive 8 hours by myself so I guess I will fly there. I keep meaning to ask her what the nearest airport is. I hope she doesn’t have to drive all the way to Atlanta to pick me up. Maybe there is one in Savannah? Okay I just looked it up and there is and it’s only a 3 hour flight

Okay, that’s all. I think I should get to bed.

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Fun times

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I went without it because I didn’t know I only had one pill left late Friday night. Trust me it wasn’t by choice.
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Today I went without my Lithium for two days.

I ran into a mailbox. Hard. (with my car)

Listened to screaming kids all day.

And ended the night with throwing up all over myself and from the desk all the way to the bathroom.

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Hi

Does it hurt your feelings when you see someone you haven’t seen in a long time and they say “you look really great, I didn’t even know it was you!” As if you were so ugly before. Anyways I was wayyyyy better looking when I saw him last so he must be blind. Maybe my hair looks better or something???

Why do I always end up bored on the weekends and busy as crap on the weekdays??? I am not talking about work either. Who knows?

I am now a myspace addict.

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WTF????

Is there something wrong with my sidebar in ie??? Can someone tell me??? Just what I want to do, fix stupid ie problems. I’m at my mom’s and on ie and it is screwed up.

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Nevermind I fixed it. It was something in the blockquote CSS.

Sorry I freak out if everything isn’t perfect.
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Japan!!!!

Hi I have been hanging out with Christy soooo much that’s why I haven’t been on. My mom tells me I should start paying her rent.

My brother invited me to go to Japan for Christmas. I am not sure if he meant I will be there on Christmas day or just around then. Here is the letter. Please excuse his poor punctuation.

i dont know what i was account i was emailing to but know i will make sure i email this one how are you doing i havent heard from you in a while i missed hearing from you how is everything going i am out to sea right now i was thinking. we are probaly not coming home for xmas how would you like to come to japan dont worry about the ticket i will take care of it you just need to get a passport i love you i got to go just email me back if you want to come

love
tj

I am excited, but nervous of flying that far. I will have to take some anxiety meds before I go. I think it’s at least a 12 hour flight. I still want to go though. I better get my passport soon.

Shane was going to come over last night and I told him not after 10 because I was tired. Well, I called him at 8 and told him to come over now or not at all because I was tired. He said he had something to do real quick so I told him I was going to go to bed. We have a long fucked up history together, but that’s a whole other post.

Edit @ 12:28pm
I have called like 3 people and they all say they have been trying to call me and my voicemail just picks up. I tested it out and my phone is not ringing Cingular is dumb and did nothing. I went to the Cingular store and it worked there, but not at my house.

I just found out TJ and Esther have myspace. I am slow.

I really don’t feel good for some reason. I should get in bed.
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