June 30th, 2006 Marie
OMG I’m in so mach pain I’m about to pass out. The sex headache is back. I’ll blog more about it if this damn thing goes away. I can’t even keep my head up to look at the screen. I’m about to f’in cry 
Okay I am back and my head is a little better. So I guess I am officially a slut. Can’t I be like “Sex and the City” cool instead of a slut?
I got my headache from using my vibrator. If this is going to happen every time I almost cum I don’t know what I am going to do. I heard something about this on TV I think. If this happens when I am about to have an orgasm then maybe Chris almost made me cum. I will give him that much. Although it is easiest for me to cum when I am on top so that’s what I thought it was. I take all credit for it if I cum on top though.
I had some good sex tonight!
Okay I am going to bed. Christy asked me to baby sit for her tomorrow because Jake (her husband) is complaining that she works every weekend and he doesn’t get to go out because he has to watch the kids.
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June 29th, 2006 Marie
So, as you can see in my cam image, I got a horrible hair cut yesterday. It doesn’t look as bad in the cam image as it does in person. I think God is paying me back for talking so much crap lately.
Emily told me it looks good, but I don’t believe her. She also says I am not ugly and me being fat doesn’t make me ugly. What a liar!
I had to venture to a part of VA Beach that I’ve never been to today. Lets just say I did like 10 u-turns. I am the WORST person in the world when it comes to directions.
Somehow I know my elecricity is going to go out soon. It goes out when the wind blows around here and it’s storming now. I better “Save and Continue Editing.”
Ummm I’m not sure I have anything else to blog about. I really need to go to the store to pick some things up but I don’t feel like it I guess I’ll out on a hat and go.
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June 28th, 2006 Marie
My little boy is a one year old today!!! I love him sooooo much. Maybe I’ll go to the pet store and get him some special treats. The grocery store has this ice cream for dogs I want to get for them too.
Before I got him:
Right before he flew home:
The day he came home (after a haircut):
A few days ago:
I did something really mean that I feel HORRIBLE about yesterday. I stood someone up. I don’t want to call them and be like “yeah I didn’t show up on purpose.” I mean I have no clue what to say to them. I feel horrible so I guess I am never going to call them again lol. I wont ever do that again because it’s mean.
I guess I am going to go shopping and out to lunch with my mom. I hope it is sunny so I can go swimming too. I doubt it will be though as much as it’s been raining. Actually I am still kind of tired. I don’t want to go back to bed though because I want to go shopping. I will never turn down some shopping.
Well, I’m going to get in the shower and stuff. Yeah I know that post was crazy yesterday morning. I don’t know what was wrong with me but I was in a BAD mood.
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June 27th, 2006 Marie
I was in a good mood…then I had sex and I am in a horrible mood. I got the worst headache ever from sex for some reason. I changed my mind; I don’t like Chris even as a friend. I don’t know why I have sex with him. He just pisses me off. Not lately but in the past he has thrown shit in my face and said shit that was just plain mean.
I don’t know why I even started talking to my old friend Maria again. She is the same wanna be, stuck up, dumb bitch she always was.
I posted a comment on a friend�s myspace page and he deleted it. He told me to post the fucking comment. Well, it was my idea but he agreed that I should post it. If you are supposedly so into me…. never mind I’m not going to go there.
I liked a guy as the people that read my private post know. Well, he supposedly isn’t looking for a long-term relationship, but has said different. He ended our convo with this: “i need to finish packing, just so you know i told you more things about me than most people know.” Is that supposed to make me feel better? No Andrew I am not mad at you in any way and I still wanna hang out. I just need to vent. I don’t think a guy could ever tell a girl the truth even if a gun was to his head. Even the book I am reading states so. (He’s Just Not That into You)
Yeah sex is done with Chris. It’s so damn meaningless that it fucking sucks. I don’t like being fucked with no emotion lol.
I have a bunch of shit to do tomorrow when I really just want to be by myself.
One good thing did happen today. Remember that lady that wrote me a bad check? Well when my bank sent me a copy of it I never noticed it said that I could still try to cash it with the copy. I went to Navy Federal and cashed that shit. I hope it makes some of her checks bounce.
Remember I am a nice person that is just in a REALLY bad mood. Maybe it was the BAD sex. I guess big dicks can’t make up for everything. Andrew you were WAY better. GOOD NIGHT!
Oh and if Andrew is mad at me and things don’t work out with Paul. I swear to God two more years here I come!
Wait something else too… Don’t ever buy that KY Warming Jelly shit. That is the gooiest make a fucking mess shit ever. It’s not the same as the warming oil massage crap, just so you know, its the jelly shit. At least Andrew could keep me wet. 
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June 26th, 2006 Marie
I am in pain. I am really burnt. Mostly just on my shoulders face and back. I’m surprised I didn’t get out of the pool when I saw a HUGE spider on my mom’s float. Okay it wasn’t THAT big but I am scared to death of ANY kind of bugs. I seriously scream like a little girl if one comes near me. Yeah, so now you know something new about me.
It is storming out and it woke me up
My mom bought me a new bathing suit. It is pretty cute surprisingly. I don’t know if it flatters my boobs though. It doesn’t lift and separate enough lol.
I think my brother is somewhere in the water near North Korea. He is out to sea and well I don’t know if I’m allowed to say anything on here. I am not even supposed to know. North Korea sucks. Sorry if this sounds mean, but we should just blow them all up. The middle east and everything. Yeah, that’s why I will never be elected as president. Other than the fact that I am crazy and a woman.
Well, I have a super duper busy day. A super busy week at that. I better get some more sleep.
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June 24th, 2006 Marie
I am kind of debating whether or not I should put up this new layout. It is plain, but that’s the look I was going for. Gahhh I hate graphics. My brain works better with coding. I could sit there and code for hours and not get bored. Graphics just plain piss me off.
I am not so sure everything is okay with the stuff I mentioned in the private post. Well, it is okay but there is an obstical. I will blog about that in a protected post and about the other surgery I mentioned. Ally asked me what it is and I didn’t forget about it. I just haven’t got around to blogging about it.
As much as Chris pisses me off… if there is one guy I actually get along with it is him. Actually I get along with Shane too. I know EXACTLY why too. It is because I don’t like them. I like them just as friends so there is no pressure there. There is no games and crap. That’s the best way for things to be with men.
I admit I can be extremely immature sometimes. I don’t think of it as being immature. I think of it as just having a little fun. I only do it on occasion though. Yeah, someone pissed me off so I was really immature. That person is a nice person so I don’t know why I was so mean. I actually kind of feel bad about it. If he reads this, he will know I’m talking about him. I am sorry for the things I said about you. I am not sorry about the things I said about that bitch though. I realize what I did was way fucked up and everything that happened was my fault. You did nothing to make me act the way I did. I am sure you guys have no clue what I am talking about, but I had to give him that message.
In 4 more days my baby boy will be a one year old. I love him so much. Them two are my rason for living.
I must admit that I cheated. Yes, Wednesday night I got really upset and went and bought a pack of cigarettes. I smoked half the pack then broke the rest and threw them away. If anything it was a good thing I did that. It was, because it was nasty. I didn’t enjoy smoking them one bit. It tasted nasty and didn’t really do anything to make me feel better. So now I know that I am not really into smoking anymore. Next time I get upset I wont even bother buying or wanting any. This time it’s really going to happen. I am quitting for good and I am excited!!!! I only quit one other time and I was very close, but I know this time is it.
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June 22nd, 2006 Marie
I fixed the issue with the comments on the protected posts. It was because of Brians Threaded Comments. I swear everytime I install it something goes wrong. I don’t know why I even bother.
New layout coming soon.
I had a bad day today! I was in a really bad mood. I feel a little better now. I called Emily all day and was complaining to her. I swear she is a great person to put up with me because I can be crazy. I will do a protected post about it so 3 people can read it. I swear I trust you 3 so much because I wouldn’t tell anyone other than Emily and Christy. It’s just been weird today and I am confused if you know what I mean. Hint, hint 
I got tagged by Ally and Ashley:
5 things in my refrigerator:
1. Milk
2. Beer
3. Bacon (that I need to throw away from when I was on the adkins diet)
4. Cat food
5. Dog food
5 things in my closet:
1. Shoes
2. Clothes
3. Lamp I don’t use
4. Vibrator (hidden)
5. Pictures
5 things in my purse:
1. Wallet
2. Cell phone
3. Sidekick
4. Commit lozenges (or as I call them, my cigarettes)
5. Keys
5 things in my car:
1. Tons of trash
2. Sunglasses
3. Windex wipes
4. Change
5. CD’s
SIX people to get tagged!
1. I
2. don’t
3. have
4. any
5. any
6. friends
that haven’t been tagged already
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June 20th, 2006 Marie
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June 19th, 2006 Marie
Why am I up at 5am you ask? Because I stayed up till 5am the night before last. I then woke up at 9am and went to my parents for Fathers Day. Soooo I went to bed really early last night. I bet you’re wondering why I was up till 5am. Because I got summmmmm.
Okay so you people know me. I have had this domain for a year and six months. Some of you know me from mayreee.com. I didn’t have that domain long because of a “stalker.” Anyways you know that I NEVER talked about sex or even had sex…. for 2 years. Why all of the sudden am I so horny? I think it’s my birth control messing with my hormones or something. I’m not a total slut now or anything. Two people in 2 years… that’s not bad? I don’t plan on making the number any higher because…. because I just don’t.
Okay I need to lay off talking about sex and cigarettes. That’s all my blogs are about now-a-days. I promise I will after I tell you I still have not had a cigarette. I lost count on how many days. I’ll figure it out later.
My step-dad got a totally awesome digital camera from my mom for his birthday (the 16th). I am really jealous. I keep asking him if he wants to trade. Mainly because it has “image stabilization” and I think I don’t like Sony digital cams anymore. I like them other than the menu sucks. Also when I take a pic it like has a delay and snaps it a little after I hit the button. It is like almost brand new so I know it’s not cause it’s old. It wasn’t cheap either. It sucks when you are trying to take pics of moving things like my doggies.
HAHA:
James Fisher: youre the most gorgeous jerk i have ever met
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June 16th, 2006 Marie
I had a few drinks at Outback tonight. That was fun!
I am getting some ass this weekend no matter who it’s from. Shane, Chris or Andrew. No I don’t sleep around. Shane and I haven’t had sex in 10 years (literally), Chris is the only person I have slept with in 2 years and 2 months and I’ve never slept with Andrew. Something in me snapped and I want it all the time now lol. Don’t worry, I’m safe! Condoms and birth control are a must.
I still haven’t even touched a cigarette. I have been around smokers and wanted one, but I am not going to smoke. Sometimes are worse than others. Usually at night I really want a cigarette. It’s getting hard but I didn’t go one week without one for nothing.
Today my mom confronted me about spending so much money. She basically told me it has to stop and she is not giving me money anymore. Now I am really worried. Shoot I need to do something. We talked about me going back to school. I think I am going to do that ASAP. We’ll see how long that lasts for.
Oh and my tongue hurts REALLY bad. I think it is from these Commit Lozenges, but I can’t live without them
Dorka gave me the idea to read. I think I am going to go read my book I have been wanting to forever. I saw it on Oprah. It’s called “He’s Just Not That Into You.”
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