One week!!!!!
I had a few drinks at Outback tonight. That was fun!
I am getting some ass this weekend no matter who it’s from. Shane, Chris or Andrew. No I don’t sleep around. Shane and I haven’t had sex in 10 years (literally), Chris is the only person I have slept with in 2 years and 2 months and I’ve never slept with Andrew. Something in me snapped and I want it all the time now lol. Don’t worry, I’m safe! Condoms and birth control are a must.
I still haven’t even touched a cigarette. I have been around smokers and wanted one, but I am not going to smoke. Sometimes are worse than others. Usually at night I really want a cigarette. It’s getting hard but I didn’t go one week without one for nothing.
Today my mom confronted me about spending so much money. She basically told me it has to stop and she is not giving me money anymore. Now I am really worried. Shoot I need to do something. We talked about me going back to school. I think I am going to do that ASAP. We’ll see how long that lasts for.
Oh and my tongue hurts REALLY bad. I think it is from these Commit Lozenges, but I can’t live without them 
Dorka gave me the idea to read. I think I am going to go read my book I have been wanting to forever. I saw it on Oprah. It’s called “He’s Just Not That Into You.”
June 16th, 2006 at 1:32 pm
Yay, I’m so glad you’re doing so good quitting! You’re going to make it all the way - I know it!
You go and get yourself some this weekend. lol. Just be safe.
Hope you enjoy the book
I still need to get motivated. Maybe I’ll go outside and relax in this beautiful weather and open a book while AJ is naping. Hmmm.