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I am kind of debating whether or not I should put up this new layout. It is plain, but that’s the look I was going for. Gahhh I hate graphics. My brain works better with coding. I could sit there and code for hours and not get bored. Graphics just plain piss me off.

I am not so sure everything is okay with the stuff I mentioned in the private post. Well, it is okay but there is an obstical. I will blog about that in a protected post and about the other surgery I mentioned. Ally asked me what it is and I didn’t forget about it. I just haven’t got around to blogging about it.

As much as Chris pisses me off… if there is one guy I actually get along with it is him. Actually I get along with Shane too. I know EXACTLY why too. It is because I don’t like them. I like them just as friends so there is no pressure there. There is no games and crap. That’s the best way for things to be with men.

I admit I can be extremely immature sometimes. I don’t think of it as being immature. I think of it as just having a little fun. I only do it on occasion though. Yeah, someone pissed me off so I was really immature. That person is a nice person so I don’t know why I was so mean. I actually kind of feel bad about it. If he reads this, he will know I’m talking about him. I am sorry for the things I said about you. I am not sorry about the things I said about that bitch though. I realize what I did was way fucked up and everything that happened was my fault. You did nothing to make me act the way I did. I am sure you guys have no clue what I am talking about, but I had to give him that message.

In 4 more days my baby boy will be a one year old. I love him so much. Them two are my rason for living.

I must admit that I cheated. Yes, Wednesday night I got really upset and went and bought a pack of cigarettes. I smoked half the pack then broke the rest and threw them away. If anything it was a good thing I did that. It was, because it was nasty. I didn’t enjoy smoking them one bit. It tasted nasty and didn’t really do anything to make me feel better. So now I know that I am not really into smoking anymore. Next time I get upset I wont even bother buying or wanting any. This time it’s really going to happen. I am quitting for good and I am excited!!!! I only quit one other time and I was very close, but I know this time is it.

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