Beware… I’m bitchy
I was in a good mood…then I had sex and I am in a horrible mood. I got the worst headache ever from sex for some reason. I changed my mind; I don’t like Chris even as a friend. I don’t know why I have sex with him. He just pisses me off. Not lately but in the past he has thrown shit in my face and said shit that was just plain mean.
I don’t know why I even started talking to my old friend Maria again. She is the same wanna be, stuck up, dumb bitch she always was.
I posted a comment on a friend�s myspace page and he deleted it. He told me to post the fucking comment. Well, it was my idea but he agreed that I should post it. If you are supposedly so into me…. never mind I’m not going to go there.
I liked a guy as the people that read my private post know. Well, he supposedly isn’t looking for a long-term relationship, but has said different. He ended our convo with this: “i need to finish packing, just so you know i told you more things about me than most people know.” Is that supposed to make me feel better? No Andrew I am not mad at you in any way and I still wanna hang out. I just need to vent. I don’t think a guy could ever tell a girl the truth even if a gun was to his head. Even the book I am reading states so. (He’s Just Not That into You)
Yeah sex is done with Chris. It’s so damn meaningless that it fucking sucks. I don’t like being fucked with no emotion lol.
I have a bunch of shit to do tomorrow when I really just want to be by myself.
One good thing did happen today. Remember that lady that wrote me a bad check? Well when my bank sent me a copy of it I never noticed it said that I could still try to cash it with the copy. I went to Navy Federal and cashed that shit. I hope it makes some of her checks bounce.
Remember I am a nice person that is just in a REALLY bad mood. Maybe it was the BAD sex. I guess big dicks can’t make up for everything. Andrew you were WAY better. GOOD NIGHT!
Oh and if Andrew is mad at me and things don’t work out with Paul. I swear to God two more years here I come!
Wait something else too… Don’t ever buy that KY Warming Jelly shit. That is the gooiest make a fucking mess shit ever. It’s not the same as the warming oil massage crap, just so you know, its the jelly shit. At least Andrew could keep me wet.





June 27th, 2006 at 11:42 pm
Bitchy and nasty! Wow, girl I almost got a bit turned on by reading that saucy little entry of yours
hehe
Damn, I wanted to try that KY lube…
June 28th, 2006 at 1:21 am
I got a big cock but its my tongue that is the pleaser
Ky warm Jelly i never used that but i used some other oil stuff from a sex store it worked no sticky or messy!