Helloooooo
I am probably scaring all my visitors away. Except Ally haha you sicko. Just kidding. Here is a another lovely pic of my one of my incisions.
Today it just hit me that it could be cancer. I am really scared now. She doesn’t think it is, but if it is I will be in the mental hospital. I have always had a huge fear of cancer because I have seen SO many people die of it. It is one horrible disease. Even if I never had cancer if I could cure one disease in this world that would be it. I wouldn’t even cure mental illness (which I suffer from). Cancer sucks ass!!!!
I decided to try to go all day without taking a pain killer. Bad idea. My throt is still KILLING me. It also feels like I have something small stuck in it…. maybe it’s swollen?
My post-op is August 8th and I will know the results then. I wish she would call me with them if she got them earlier.






July 24th, 2006 at 4:22 pm
I write songs about death and Murder and Etc.. I must say i cant handle them pictures!
Anyways glad it went ok! 
July 24th, 2006 at 5:14 pm
Okay, I’m sorry I’ve been slack with commenting. I have been everywhere lately…
Anyway, ewww let’s hope you don’t have to drink any of that shit again. I can only imagine how gross it was.
I’m glad the surgery went well *hug* and trust your doctor, if they don’t think it’s cancerous, don’t freak yourself out. They’ll be running tests on it, right?
Yay for graphic pictures! It’s betting than trying to explain what it looks like, right? hehe
*BIG HUGS*
July 24th, 2006 at 5:44 pm
Aw! Feel better soon
July 24th, 2006 at 6:43 pm
Nah, you’re not scaring me. Considering that I’m about to undergo stomach surgery (c-section), I’m enthralled. And the pictures, honestly, are freakin’ cool.
*hug* I hope nothing turns up from the tests they do.
July 24th, 2006 at 11:08 pm
The incision looks like it’s still painful.
I’d not worry about cancer until my doctor told me it was time to start worrying. Cross that bridge when you get there, y’know?
July 24th, 2006 at 11:41 pm
hm..half my post got cut off. Anyways, was just saying that after my ear surgery my throat felt sore and like something was down there..but it was just because of the size of the tube that they put in to help me breath
July 25th, 2006 at 12:51 am
P.S. Quick question about the incision - where is that at exactly? How big is it?
July 25th, 2006 at 8:46 am
I am hoping that it’s not cancer. My mom had cancer, but she’s a 10 year survivor. Thank goodness.
Your post-op is on my birthday!
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