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Sweet love

It’s sad when you have a dream that the guy you like talked to you. It wasn’t a dream that he made sweet love to me or anything… he just talked to me. Not that I haven’t made sweet love to him haha, but he is just really quiet and it’s a pain getting him to talk.

I got my first real period without the help of medication yesterday!!! I guess it’s because of that surgery. I have really bad cramps though. Maybe that means I am ovulating and one day (far away) I can have kids.

Babz and I are talking about me driving to DC to see her this weekend. I told her I don’t know because there’s a tropical storm that may come. Not that a tropical storm is a big deal because I have been through a million, but I just don’t want to drive in the heavy rain. I want to see her though. It’s been a long time.

Well, I am going to straighten my hair then go to bed. Nite

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Animals

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Heyyyyy I wasn’t talking about you. Everyone does it. It’s not like I haven’t done it before. I hope you’re not mad at me. I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!
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There’s so much stuff to know about fish. You don’t put a fish that is going to grow over 12 inches long into a 10 gallon or similar tank. Yes it’s true they will stop growing and not get large because the tank is small, but that’s because they will die. There is also something called “cycling” and putting fish in a new tank or a dirty tank will hurt them if not kill them. It is because there is not enough good bacteria to get rid of the ammonia. You never change out all the water in a tank when you clean it. Again you are killing all the good bacteria when you do that and your fish will suffer from ammonia burns. All fish need a filter and should not be in a bowl. For one bowls are too small and there’s no surface agitation to provide oxygen. The water gets too dirty and there goes the ammonia thing again.

This is not directed to anyone. I know you are thinking it is my friend. People should learn about fish before they get one. People should not think that fish are disposable because they are living things. Did you know goldfish can get over a foot long and produce a massive amount of waste? There for if you are going to put them in a tank they it should be at least 60 gallons and not that many goldfish in there. Goldfish are also coldwater fish and should not be in the same tank as tropical fish. Tropical fish need their tank heated. I just recommend goldfish for ponds.

Sorry I am picking on my friends tonight. That’s like Emily telling me that her dog has dread locks. It is not cool for a dog or cat to have dread locks. It is very bad for their skin and hurts them. Take your damn dog to the groomers. If not buy some clippers and cut them yourself.

People need to be more responsible pet owners. Ever wonder why all your fish always die? That’s because you are not taking care of them the right way.

Visit this site and forum Aquaria Central. There is so many websites that have fish listed and the minimum tank size and how to take care of them. It is confusing at first, but if you care about anything you will want to learn.

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Free gas

I came up with a brilliant idea. I am going to start siphoning out the gas from my parents gas tanks. What are they going to do call the cops on me My mom told me to do it to my dad. She said he’s so dumb that he would probably go pay to get his gas tank fixed (my birth father). It sounds like a good idea to me. No more paying for gas. My step-dad’s business pays for his gas anyways and my mom’s gas too sometimes.

Okay I come up with weird ideas.

This morning I was freaking out because I didn’t take my Lithium in two days. I was talking to Emily and going wacko. I went to Rite-Aid looking like a crack head. That’s okay though because Rite-Aid is on 17th street where all the crack heads hang out at. You probably think I am crazy and need meds… well it’s not that. It’s just that withdrawal from psychiatric medicine sucks. That’s why they always say you have to stop taking it slowly, or you’re going to lose it. I almost lost it this morning. I am getting lazy about filling my medicine and stuff.

Someone hurt my feelings. You know who you are. I don’t believe it’s impossible for you to care about people for one minute!!! AND I still don’t give up hahahahhahahahahaha

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Hi

I decided to get a treadmill instead of a fish tank.

Someone take the phone and internet away from me when I get drunk please.

Goodnight

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Fish tank

I am thinking of getting another fish tank. I need to do everything right this time though. I used to have four fish tanks and I went way overboard. I spend thousands on supplies and stuff for them only to get sick of them and sell them for nothing.

If I get one it will be 55 gallons so It won’t be too small or too big. I need a couch, but I am thinking of just putting the fish tank where the couch should be instead. I don’t have much room in here. I get sooooo attached to my fish and if they die I get so upset. That reminds me DO NOT BUY FISH FROM ALL PET BECAUSE THEY SELL DISEASED FISH (the only reason I buy ANYTHING from there is because they are close to my house. That’s where I get my dog food.). I do everything right as far as testing the water and stuff. I clean the tank every two weeks with a Python (the best invention ever). I kind of forget everything, but I am sure I’ll learn quick.

Well I think I am going to go to Animal Jungle now and see what they have.

Edit @ 4:19pm
There was a 75 gallon I really want. It comes with the stand, tank, hood and light. It’s not to tall either. I don’t want a tall one cause its hard for my short ass to clean them. I am so excited. This is going to be expensive. I need the set up, filter, rocks, test kit, decorations, meds cause I know the fish will come home with Ich, food, heater, ammonia to do a fishless cycle, a dropper thing to add ammonia to the tank, Python and fish.

I am going to make it fresh water cause I have no experience with salt water, salt water is a pain to clean cause you have to mix the salt in buckets and saltwater tanks are expensive. I know I am getting some Clown Loaches for sure. They are the coolest fish!!!

Or maybe I should just buy this guy haha:

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Nails

OMG ever since I last got my nails done something is wrong with them. The skin is pealing around them bad. You think I got something from getting my nails done? Lotion doesn’t help.

Damn it… why must they do this to me…….
(Click the X on the top left to enlarge it)

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4am

Why am I awake? I know why… I think. Because my doctor is messing with my medicine. I don’t know what I am doing tomorrow/today. Probably going swimming with Christy, Kameron and Bryan.

Christy went to a “Passion Party” tonight. That’s where they sell all kinds of toys, if you know what I mean. She said it sucked and the toys were really cheesy. She said she is going to have her own called a “Slumber Party.” I can’t wait. That should be fun. I have two toys and I don’t need anymore, but oh well.

I hate when my friends have jealous boyfriends/husbands. You should trust someone unless you have a reason not to. I also hate when my friends are stuck up their boyfriends/husbands ass. Well it’s just usually boyfriends because you are sick of them when you are married to them. That’s one good thing about Christy. She can’t wait to get away from her husband

Well I am going to go back to bed. Here are two pictures of my mom and brother. One is at Esthers house (brother’s wife) and the other at the San Diego Zoo.

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Car insurance

I never had this problem before, but now all of the sudden I have a problem with getting my bills, putting them in my desk drawer, and forgetting about them. You know what will teach me… the fact that I drove around without car insurance for like 2 weeks. Luckily I didn’t get in any accidents. I got this letter in the mail saying my car insurance was canceled. I swore I never got a notice that it would be canceled. Guess what? I just found the notice in my desk. There were tons of papers in there and it needed to be cleaned out. I paid the bill off like 3 days ago and now I have insurance again.

I think I am getting an infection in one of my incisions, but I’m not totally sure. I am just going to watch it and see what happens. It is turning red and clear liquid is coming out of it. I thought it was totally healed not that long ago because you could barely see it.

My hair thing will be here tomorrow. I have heard from several people that wet/dry straightners don’t work that well. I have to see it for myself though.

Have you ever got butterflies in your stomach just thinking about someone you like? I don’t think that has ever happened to me before, and if it has it must have been a long time ago, because I don’t remember it. I don’t know why because he can be so difficult, but there’s just something about him.

Don’t you just love being called a slut by a guy because you wouldn’t (never) have sex with him? Damn come up with something better than that.

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Flat iron

I just ordered a wet/dry flat iron although I probably shouldn’t have. It was kind of expensive. I am sick of drying my hair or waiting for it to dry. There are some good reviews on it and some bad ones, so we’ll see how it works.

I have like my 5th big bruise from my friend’s dog on my arm. She jumps on me and digs her nails in me and it hurts! I guess I bruise easily. She also likes to scratch your face and that hurts! I love dogs, but that dog is annoying. She is a golden retriever. She is also a hurricane Katrina rescue dog. I think I like small dogs a lot more now.

The class for the surgery went well. I need to make an appointment and bring $495.00 because no insurance covers the classes and stuff I need to take. That is totally dumb, but oh well. I will also need to pay $150.00 for each saline injection I need. That isn’t bad because I don’t need that many. I will need to go to 8 appointments a year after the surgery and I won’t need an injection at every one. Why doesn’t any insurance pay for that crap? That is dumb. The surgery is about $23,000 and my insurance will cover it!!! I will probably call and make an appointment on Monday when I will have the $495.00 I need.

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The world hates me

Edit @ 10:18pm
Obituary
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Ugh I just got sprayed with gasoline everywhere. I was filling my tank up and the pump didn’t stop when it was full so I got sprayed on my clothes and leg grrrrr. I told the people that worked there nicely, but I was pissed.

My Grandpa died yesterday morning. I have to take my mom back to the airport early as crap tomorrow I have been to the airport sooooooo many times in the last 2 years and I haven’t gone anywhere.

I went to my class yesterday and I need to call and make an appointment with a surgeon.

Ummm that’s all I have to blog about. I need to clean. How come my apartment gets so messy and I am the only one that lives here? Must be the dogs

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