October 19th, 2006 Marie
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I decided I shouln’t write about it because there is a link to my website on my myspace page. I can kind of say what it was about though. It involved a friend with kids cheating on her husband and a bunch of drunken sailors. Anyway sorry that’s all you get. If you really want to know ask me.
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Just when I said I didn’t feel like doing anything or seeing anyone… I had the CRAZIEST night last night. I will write about it later because I was out till 4 am and woke up at 8 am. I am going to take a shower and hopefully sleep for a little bit. (:|
I got a new couch today too.
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October 18th, 2006 Marie
My depression is officially here. I made an appointment with the psychiatrist for the 24th. I am going to look into getting one of those light boxes for SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder). I need to do something because I cannot go through this for another 5 or 6 months. I have no energy. It was torture just washing my sheets and making my bed. I literally run out of breath just walking a matter of feet. I get so drowsy and tired I cannot stay awake all day. EVERYONE keeps asking me what is wrong. I hate it because no one ever understands when I tell them.
I try to stay away from people. I don’t really have anything to say to anybody. I don’t have anything to blog about. Or maybe I do but nothing seems worthy of a post. Nothing seems exciting.
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I couldn’t make it to the toilet and got sick all over the bathroom floor. I am sooooooooooooo sick of this!!!!!
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October 16th, 2006 Marie
I went to DMV this morning an spent like 10 minutes there. That was great. My mom always tells me to go early, but the last few times I have been there it has taken no longer than a half hour. Then I went and got my insurance switched. My mom was telling me not to drive all weekend because I didn’t have insurance. The guy told me I did because if you buy a new car it covers it. That is good as accident prone as I am.
I am depressed today. I think maybe my depression is coming. That’s going to be fun stuck on a plane for 16 hours and then in another country for 10 days in December. I am not going to want to do anything and be tired and my brother is going to force me to. I can already see us fighting like we did when we were younger. We used to get into huge fights up until we didn’t live together anymore. He used to beat the fuck out of me too. I would hit him and run like hell. Well, he didn’t beat me up, but he has hit me quite a few times and he is STRONG. I’ve never been hit by a guy other than stupid fights with my brother. Chris punched me once cause I took his pot and threw it all over the living room. He totally deserved it though. It’s not good to hit girls.
I am so sick to my stomach and I have been all day. The only time it feels okay is right after I throw up and I haven’t thrown up today. I have come close to it but I try so hard not to… it’s gross. I am really getting sick of it. Next time I feel like it, which will probably be in a matter of minutes, I am just going to go to the bathroom and do it.
I NEVER get sick. I can hang out with 20 people in a small room that have a cold and I probably wouldn’t get sick. My mom, Christy, Kameron and Bryan were all sick last week and did I get sick? No. I’m not complaining though. I got sick once last year I think and before that I went like 3 years without getting sick.
Well, I am going to go throw up and clean up after that.
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October 15th, 2006 Marie
I got a car. It’s not the Acura, but I like it just as much. He didn’t want to sell the Acura for a few more weeks so I went and looked at this one.
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October 13th, 2006 Marie
Yayyyy he still has the Acura. I am going to look at it at 11 tomorrow (I think). He called me back and I was asleep so I forgot what time he said. I have to call him tomorrow and ask. I am so excited. It is going to be so nice to have a car again. Hopefully nothing will happen to this one.
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October 12th, 2006 Marie
Man I have been getting extremely sick to my stomach. I can be doing anything and I will have to try so hard not to puke. Most of the time it doesn’t work and I have to run as fast as I can to the bathroom. After I throw up my eyes turn BRIGHT red and I start shaking. I guess that always happens when you throw up though. Don’t get any funny ideas. It just happened and I feel like shit.
I am so tired. I haven’t been home since 7am this morning. I drove 45 minutes to look at the car. Well, Christy drove, and it wasn’t worth the money, so I am still looking. My mom said maybe she would give me more money for this Accord I want.
Anyways I am freaking tired. Nite.
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That car yesterday… for a newer model car it was a piece of crap. Whoever had it treated it like crap. There’s a few Accords I am looking at. There is ONE car I REALLY want and I am waiting for them to call me back if they even still have it. It is an Acura and it is REALLY nice and a REALLY good price. I doubt he still has it though because it’s such a good deal and it’s been posted for a while. I HOPE, HOPE, HOPE he does.
My body aches sooooooooo bad. I must have walked like 10 miles yesterday shopping and stuff. Yayyyyy for going to the Navy Exchange. I didn’t see that many men in uniform though 
We went out to eat twice went to Starbucks, and went to the mall for a while. Christy drives me NUTS. If you have something to do that takes 10 minutes… expect it to take an hour or more with her. I am an extremely fast paced person. Not to mention that I am probably the most impatient person you will ever meet. Slow people drive me CRAZY.
I also got my doggies groomed yesterday. They look funny, but at least their hair is short.
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October 11th, 2006 Marie
If everything goes perfectly I should have my new car tomorrow. It is a used Nissan Altima. I did a carfax history report on it and it came back clean.
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October 10th, 2006 Marie
I really need to start wearing my glasses. I am having a hard time seeing. It gets really bad at night. I guess because my eyes are tired. I just hate wearing glasses and there’s no way I am sticking contacts in my eyes. :-B
I ordered my birth certificate from Florida tonight. I need it to get my passport and I have a little over two months to get my it. I just need to go to my mom’s house and fax over a copy of my drivers license.
I spent the whole day with Christy today. We went out and did some stuff including shopping. Bryan was in such a bad mood. Maybe it was because we were out all day and he didn’t take a nap. We also went to the military hospital in Portsmouth. I get this big dumb grin on my face looking at all those military men in uniform. Andrew seriously needs to wear his uniform over here. Maybe not though because I would rip it off of him. I bet he looks sooooooooo hot in it.
Speaking of Andrew I have a good idea. I can’t say what it is now or maybe ever. It may be illegal. Christy gave me the idea and we had talked about it before. I just realized today that it was a good idea. I’m kind of slow.
I am going to get my babies groomed tomorrow. I feel so bad taking them there because they hate it. They REALLY need it bad though.
I am getting my car soon, I promise. I am waiting on my mom to decide some things. One thing she needs to decide is how she is going to pay for it. Personal loan maybe so I don’t have to have full coverage insurance. Auto loan maybe or something to do with her home equity loan or something like that. We’ll see, but I am not worried because I know I am getting one soon. I just wish it was right now.
I am so freaking tired so I am going to feed the dogs and go to bed.
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October 8th, 2006 Marie
Grrr I have tried everything to disable autoplay in firefox and it’s not working. If you are a regular visitor and you use firefox it will probably annoy you. I suggest you install this plugin to disable media autostart. It takes less than 2 seconds. Sorry, but I can’t figure it out.
It’s amazing how much adult stuff they slip into little kids shows. I never knew that till I started hangin out with Christy and was forced to watch cartoons.
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October 7th, 2006 Marie
I have been helping Christy out like I promised. She is so great. I kill her plants and she trusts me with her kids. I rear end someone, back into someone, drive my car into a pole, into 3 feet of water and she lets me borrow her car for a few days. That’s a true friend :-)) Her husband is pretty cool too. He reminds me a lot of Andrew for some reason. I think it’s because they both are really tall, like the same exact music, conceded (sp?) and assholes. There’s only one difference. Jake (Christy’s husband) is nice to me and Andrew isn’t… dumbass. b-(
I was driving Christy’s car (a newer Acura) and I am like damn this car can accelerate fast!!! I want a fast car I’ll probably get stuck with some family sedan car Unless I get what I want… another Honda Accord. That would be great.
Emily almost flipped out when I had to drive her car cause she was too drunk. I am like look bitch, I know how to drive a stick shift. Then the next day she told me how she was so proud of me. Not that she probably even remembered me driving us home.
As far as my incision goes. I am not going to the doctor. Atleast the doctor that did the surgery (my gyno). I know she will say shit like “when you smoke it takes longer for things to heal.” She really gets on my case about stuff and I don’t like it at all. I really don’t like her much. I know smoking is bad and being fat is bad…. but I don’t need to hear about it from her.
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I have a TV tuner in my computer. I need to figue out how to record this commercial and convert it to something uploadable. OMG it is so funny… you will see once I figure it out. I can’t find the commercial online.
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