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Are you kidding me?

This next sentence is going to be way TMI. My right leg is all fucked up from almost doing the splits doggy style. It hurtsssssssssss :-((

You want to move in with me and have an open relationship??? Are you crazy??? For one, no one is moving in with me (except Andrewwwwwwww heh). Two, open relationships are for idiots. I knew never to trust him. I would never be with someone who cheats on their girlfriend to be with me.

Everything I say to him is because I don’t want to hurt his feelings. I am through with guys, except for you know who. Why do I attract idiots? Nice quote on your profile. He just seems like a scam artist to me.

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Lord

Andrew told me to email his friend and tell him I have AIDS. I emailed him and said:

Okay, we can hang out, but if we have sex, we have to use a condom. I didn’t with Andrew and I feel bad because I have AIDS, and he doesn’t know yet.

It is funny, but for a short period of time he is going to think I have AIDS. I wonder if he will tell Andrew. It is funny, like I said, but I don’t want anyone thinking I have aids :-))

What’s up with my friends? Today I told Emily my nose hurts and she said it’s because I have herpes in my nose. Do my friends think I am a nasty whore or what?

I guess Andrew’s friend wont want to hang out with me anymore. I wouldn’t even if someone did that to me and told me it was a joke. It wasn’t a good idea anyways. Even if Andrew didn’t want me to he would never admit it. I don’t want him to get mad at me. I also don’t want his friends to think I am a whore. He is really cute. Not as cute as Andrew though. Plus I love Andrewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

I am selling my Sidekick and getting a Blackberry. It already has 14 bids!!!! I think the fact that it is like new and I have a 512MB SD card for it helps. It comes with a 32MB SD Card, but Andy chewed it up the very day I got it. I take really good care of my stuff. I don’t know if I ever mentioned that before. It’s great for selling all my old stuff on eBay. I am still trying to figure out what I want to do when my unlimited minutes contract ends, so I am not getting the Blackberry right now. I’ll probably stay with Cingular, their Blackberry data plan is just so expensive compared to T-Mobile, but T-Mobile’s reception sucks. I also need Cingular because that’s what Emily has and we will still have free M2M. I talk to her hours a day usually. Not having unlimited minutes, I am going to have to be careful. I don’t want to talk on the phone for .40 cents a minute or whatever it is. Yeah I have a home phone too, but I think I may get rid of that too. Decisions, decisions, decisions.

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Llalalalalala

Wow, Andrew has been in a really good mood lately. *knock on wood* If he reads this, he will realize he needs to be an asshole more I’ll take my chances.

Two pump chump just called me. That was awkward. He said he saw on my site that I refer to him as “two pump chump.” I was like “ummmmm sorry.” For some reason he blocked his number, called me and then hung up on me. Then he blocked his number again and called back. I don’t have his number anymore, but I used to have it. I don’t know what the point of that was. I asked him and he says it is automatically blocked. I don’t believe that. He is weird. I thought it was Shane’s psycho girlfriend at first. I thought she was going through his phone or something, because we just talked today.

At least he got me off the phone with my boring neighbor that just moved. Lord he loves to talk. He’s trying to convince me not to get that surgery and telling me to go on some type of diet lol. He keeps telling me he is looking for the paper on the diet. I am like “don’t waste your time, I am definitely having the surgery.” Nothing could stop me from having this surgery. Except maybe my insurance company lol. I don’t have 15 grand. They are paying for it though, so I am not worried. I would probably take a loan out for it, if I had to. The price of a cheap car. It’s worth more than a car to me.

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Cool

Last night one of my friends from when I was a teenager found me on myspace. Her name is Sarah and we used to hang out when I was like 16. Last time I saw her was when I was 19. That is the 3rd person that has found me from a LONG time ago on myspace. I haven’t even had myspace that long either. I am surprised my old friends remember how to spell my last name hehe. Then she told me about one of our friends that is on myspace, Courtney. I added Courtney to my friends list, but I don’t think I would ever hang out with her. She has serious issues. We went to middle school together and when I was like 18 or 19 she lived with me for a little bit. I am thankful for Courtney though, because she introduced me to vibrators lol. She used to be a lesbian (don’t ask me how you change) and now she has 3 kids and a boyfriend.

Sarah has two kids now. She lives in Chesapeake, so we are definitely going to hang out. We talked on the phone for 2 hours and 45 minutes last night. It was fun talking about all the people we used to know and all the things we have done. Myspace is sooooooo cool. I have found tons of people I used to know on there. Most of them I didn’t even email because I wasn’t close with them or anything. That’s how I found Jayme.

I was talking to my friend Shane like 5 minutes ago. He is the one with the PSYCHO girlfriend that wont let him talk to me. I had sex with him a few months ago. He said after we had sex he went to his girlfriends house. HAHA I think that is great. He says she is REALLY psycho, like borderline schizophrenic, but she is REALLY hot and rich. Is being hot and rich that important? That you would put up with someone who beats you up and calls your friends and bitches them out? I have seen him at 7-11 in her car (she wasn’t with him) and she drives a brand new Lexus SUV. I still don’t think I would put up with someone like that no matter how good they looked or how rich they are. Maybe guys don’t care about getting beat up. I would never let a guy hit me though.

Some people are so psycho. I have never called any of my boyfriend’s friends because I was jealous. I stole Drew’s phone from him once and he HAD A FIT. I couldn’t help that he was in my apartment pushing me around and fucked up as shit. I had to call his cousin to come get him, because there’s no way he could have drove home and I wasn’t going anywhere with him.

I did used to look in Dede’s cell phone though to see who called him. I just did it to do it. There was girls that called him, but I didn’t make a big deal out of it. The most I did was ask him who they were. He was from Kosovo and had a really strong accent. He used to say “Why you look my phone?” He was so freaking cute. He is my only ex boyfriend that I miss. We had so much fun together. Until he had to leave me to play soccer in Europe

Some other Dede quotes:

“Why you call me?” (when I would call him right after I just saw him)
“Open the door” (when I used to close my legs during sex to fuck with him)
“Ever never pick up the phone” (when he called me - he loved pretty woman)
His version of the Nelly song: It’s coming hot in here so take off all the clothes. It is coming so hot I want to take the clothes off.

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Eeeeeeeeeeee

Okay, I feel better. I still don’t really feel good, but I feel a little better. I think I am just tired. I talked to Christy and we made up.

God blessed me with two periods this month 8-| I guess it’s all messed up from when I messed with my birth control, so I wouldn’t have my period in Japan. My period came a month after I stopped taking it (even though I had started the pills again). Now I am on day 21 (white placebo pill time) and I get to have it again… fun!!!!

My next appointment is on the 1st. It is for this class thing. It is 3 hours and they are going to give me one of those things that monitor how many steps you take, and teach you how to eat and exercise. Then the 2nd I have to see the ear, nose and throat specialist. I can hear out of my ears, but they still pop. The 9th is my body scan. Then I have to go to the support group I missed, in Chesapeake. Then that’s it!!!!! Three more things to do for the surgery. I keep screwing stuff up though. I am not going to again!

The appointment I had for the body scan the other day, I really did HAVE to cancel for something EVEN more important that that. The support group was a huge mistake. I should have read the paper better, instead of trusting my notes that said the 26th. I am not looking forward to going to Chesapeake. I don’t even care that it is maybe 45 minutes away. I just hate driving places where I have no clue where I am going.

I feel useless today. There is so much stuff I want to do, but I don’t feel like doing anything.

BTW, I’m in love 8->

I miss my ex wife too (Maria on my myspace)

Me (9:24:22 PM): hey
Maria (9:24:24 PM): hey
Maria (9:24:31 PM): what are you doing
Me (9:25:06 PM): nothing… i want to ask you something
Me (9:25:09 PM): hold on
Maria (9:25:01 PM): sure
Maria (9:25:12 PM): any thing for my ex wife
Maria (9:25:14 PM): lol
Maria (9:25:15 PM): hahahaa
Me (9:25:29 PM): LOL
Me (9:25:31 PM): hahaha
Maria (9:25:20 PM):
Me (9:25:37 PM): do you like this:

Can’t post the rest and I will tell you why another time.

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Grrrrrr

So Christy basically ignored my email. I took her off of my myspace friends list, along with her husband and her best friend. Then she notices and wants to email me. Screw her, I am ignoring her email. I don’t know why she is so pissed, I said one sentence in a rude way on her voice mail.

I cannot stand when people get mad over the dumbest crap. I am not like that. If she wants to ignore me, then she isn’t a good friend. I have a lot of flaws so I can’t be friends with someone who gets pissed easily :-))

Maybe I am being immature too. Oh well.

GRRRRR I am in one of my moods again.

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What is this??????

I have never heard of it, but I want it!!!!! I bet it’s not an option because I would have been told about it if it was.

The Mini Gastric Bypass (MGB) is a minimally invasive, short, simple, successful and inexpensive laparoscopic gastric bypass weight loss surgery. The operation usually takes an average of 30 min., hospitalization usually less than 24 hours. The Mini Gastric Bypass has been shown to be low risk, it has excellent long term weight loss, there is minimal pain and when necessary can be easily reversed or revised. People from all fifty states across America and around the world are choosing the MGB as the “Best Choice in Bariatric Surgery.”

http://www.newsweekshowcase.com/healthcare/clos-gastric-bypass.php

I am such a bad mommy. I set my commit lozenge on my nightstand last night. Today I found it on the floor. If Andy got to it, and chewed on it (which he would have), it would have poisoned him. I am pretty sure. I know the patch says it has enough nicotine to poison a pet or child if they get to it even after it has been used.

Andy chewed on Andrew’s watch and pen last night I feel bad. He is such a bad boy!!!!! I hope Andrew isn’t mad. I realized he left some stuff on the floor and picked it up because I knew Andy would chew on it. I guess I didn’t get to it in time.

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WTH?

There are some real losers on yahoo. I hope if I replied he was going to send me to some porn site or something. Hopefully he wasn’t serious.

bigmatt197629: hi I’m part of this truth or dare website and got dared to take a lets say not too flattering pic of myself then run a yahoo members search for any female who’s online and offer to show them the pic. and I have to show at least 20 ladies so do you wanna see my pic?

Ummm I’m bored. There’s nothing to do today. I stayed up till like 1am. Then I woke up at 3:30am with Andrew and stayed up for like two more hours. Then I woke up at 10am. Everyone is doing something but meeeeeeeeeee Hopefully Christy will check her email and forgive me today. See I get mad and say stuff I shouldn’t. I can’t help it. I am going to try not to anymore. No matter how bad someone pisses me off… I will stay calm. She can’t be too mad. She hasn’t moved me on her myspace friends list. I am her best friend in Virginia, so she will forgive me :-/ [-O<

I am pretty sure Terry is on drugs...

Terry: todd has been try to call you
Marie: who is todd?
Terry: my brother
Marie: call me?
Terry: for
Marie: terry what are you talking about?

From now on I will put my boring conversations with random people behind a read more link.

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I’m dumb

Damn it I am going to kill Andrew. He hasn’t even been here for an hour and he already fell asleep. He has been SUPER busy, so maybe I will let him live. He does have to wake up at 3:30am. I wanted to see him more :(( He is the biggest bed hog EVER. I turned my heat up really high so he wouldn’t wake up in the middle of the night freezing, like he has every time he has stayed the night. I love to keep it COLD in here. Everyone that comes over complains.

I can’t believe I screwed this up. I thought the support group was tonight. I even wrote down the 26th. Well, the paper says the 4th Thursday of every month. DUH MARIE, It’s not Thursday! Now I have to wait another month for the group or go to one in Chesapeake two weeks from now. I think I am going to go to the one in Chesapeake.

It was FREEZZZZZZING today. Last time I checked, earlier today, my computer said 29 degrees. If only it would have snowed.

I am pretty sure Christy is mad at me. She pissed me off so I called and got an attitude on her voice mail. I haven’t talked to her in like a week. I just emailed her and said I was sorry, so hopefully she will get over it. I had a good reason to be mad though. I shouldn’t have to apologize. I am always the one to give in when I argue with my friends. I am just too nice and I hate when someone is mad at me.

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Dddddddddddd

It’s been 24 hours since my last cigarette. I am going to try to quit AGAIN. Every time I want a cigarette, I just think of how nasty they are. One of my problems trying to quit this time is, I go get a pack of cigarettes instead of putting a Commit Lozenge in my mouth. I for some reason think the lozenge wont work, but they do. I doing good so far and it’s not torture.

I had to reschedule the White Light Scan. I have something REALLY important to do tomorrow instead. I have to wake up early as crap too. I hope I can go to bed early tonight. My new appointment for the scan is Feb. 9th. That is my last appointment.

I just wish I could get the surgery done and over with. I am starting to get nervous. If it is anything like my last surgery, it will be a piece of cake. I swear, when I woke up from my surgery I could have done anything. I felt just fine. Maybe it was the drugs. I don’t know though, I never even went back to sleep that day and I was walking around. The only pain I felt was when I just woke up and then they gave me pain medicine in my IV and I never felt pain again. Then I had to walk funny because if I stood upright it felt like I was going to rip my incisions open. Other than that it was so easy. I am sure it will be easy though. It is not a major surgery. Nothing like Gastric Bypass. If you told me I could get it done right now, I would say lets go.

I miss Andrew He is gone till tomorrow. I think he meant this Friday. Heh, it was only two days, but I loveeeeeeeeeeeee him

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