Edit @ 8:26pm
OMG I AM DISGUSTED!!!!!!!!!! Someone searched for this and got to my site…
“painless way” dog “to sleep” “cannot afford”
That is extremely sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish I could talk to that idiot. /Edit
I just got back from my cooking class. We didn’t actually cook like I thought. We watched the teacher and her assistant.
There was three long tables and the class was full. Why does nobody have the common sense to move all the way to the end when they get there. The space was tight and they had to keep telling people that came in to move to the end. I had enough sense to know to sit at the end. Then some women were saying the had to sit at the end. Please.
Peoples cell phones were ringing and stuff. I am also polite enough to turn my cell phone off when I am in a class or any kind of meeting. These people were way older than me and they were acting like high school kids. Like I have said before, I have the BEST manners and am always aware of how to be polite.
I also used my table manners, which I know how to use, I just don’t. I wasn’t a messy eater which I have a HUGE problem with. Ask anyone that knows me. I have more food on me than I have ate, when I eat something. I say it’s because my boobs are so big. It attracts food… I swear. I know how to eat, I just don’t bother to do it right most of the time. I blame it on my PCOS and having diabetes symptoms for so many years. When your sugar gets low you get so sick you just want to shove food in your mouth to make the feeling go away. I got that way so much I am used to eating fast and being messy.
The food was okay. We made portabella mushroom towers (portabella mushrooms with tomatoes in a vinegar sauce). Shrimp with broccoli and brown rice. I forget what it’s called. Then we made apple mousse. The shrimp thing was my favorite minus the shrimp. All of it was sugar free and very healthy. I am a really picky eater and there is A LOT of stuff I don’t like. Every meal I eat, usually is chicken. I love chicken!!!! Whenever I go out to eat I look for chicken on the menu. That is good as long as it is not breaded. I want to learn how to cook some chicken stuff.
Okay I am going to pick up. I am constantly picking up after my dogs. Now Andy has been eating the stuffing out of the couch. I am a bad discipliner.
Here’s a picture of the “white light scan” I have to do. I am not sure of the real name of it. Maybe just a 3D scan… I don’t know. It’s large so you can see the words.
I went to my parents at 9:30 because they were having furniture delivered and they needed someone to be there. They buy SO much furniture. It’s fine with me because I get all their old stuff (which could still be considered new). I predict their new family room set will last them a year before they get sick of it. I just wish I had a bigger apartment so I could fit all the stuff they get rid of in it. I am still waiting for them to get of their leather couches. I am always the one to be there to pick it up. Every time I have been there they are always on time or early, so I don’t mind it.
OMFGGGGGGGGGGGG I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (TIMES ONE MILLION) LUCKY I DELETED THAT. IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My mom told me to think before I type. All my life she has been telling me to think before I speak. Sometimes I just get mad and stay stuff I shouldn’t.
My cooking class is on the 24th. I paid for it on Saturday. Then I have a “white light scan” on Friday. They will scan my body in a dark room to contribute to research for this surgery. It’s something about finding a better way than BMI. I will get a print out of my before and after. It is a shadow of my body or something like that. Then I have the support group friday night.
On the 1st I have this class to take. It’s 3 hours and they are going to talk about eating healthy, exercising and stuff. THEN I AM DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!
I am still in a good mood I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but something is. I am in a good mood most of the time, but not as good as the one I have been in.
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Patrick Fortuna: May I ask you a question Marie?
Marie: sure
Patrick Fortuna: May I take you out for dinner tonight at either Capt. Georges or Cheeseburgers in Paradise followed by a movie of your choice?
Patrick Fortuna: I PROMISE you’ll have fun
Patrick Fortuna: You have my word
Patrick Fortuna: and if at any time you want to go home I’ll take you home
Patrick Fortuna: kind of a blind date kinda thing
Marie: not tonight and i am busy tomorrow
Patrick Fortuna: if u want to know stuff about me, i’ll give one of my ex’s your number and they’ll call u and i’ll let them tell u that I’m a great guy and they’re my ex.
Patrick Fortuna: i could give u a list of ex’s
Patrick Fortuna: i broke up with all of them because of various reasons but they all still would like me back
Marie: ok]
Patrick Fortuna: but u gave the typical answere
Patrick Fortuna: busy tonight and tomorrow
Marie: yes
Patrick Fortuna: so there for when tomorrow comes i’ll remember not to ask and forget by the third day
Patrick Fortuna: it’s fine
Patrick Fortuna: thanx for your time
Patrick Fortuna: sorry for bothering you
Patrick Fortuna: have a great night being busy
Patrick Fortuna: Ya know Marie, I’ve tried everything I could do just to be nice to you and it’s got me nowhere. Why are you SO SHELTERED? Do you really think that your that, “fat”?
Patrick Fortuna: That’s why I’ve never seen you on cam.
Patrick Fortuna: You never let me see you on cam because you say your fat
Patrick Fortuna: I don’t believe you
Marie: im not into meeting guys onlline
Patrick Fortuna: I just asked you out on a date
Patrick Fortuna: I’d pay for everything AND pick you up
Patrick Fortuna: I have a job
Patrick Fortuna: a paid off car
Patrick Fortuna: 2 actually
Patrick Fortuna: ok Marie
Patrick Fortuna: Well thanx for the info
Patrick Fortuna: I’m gonna delete your s/n so you know I’ll never bother you again because it’s just a waste of your time. But before I do that. Could I see you on cam for 1 second just so I can see how, “FAT” you truly are. Or at least you portrey yourself to be.
Patrick Fortuna: no right?
Patrick Fortuna: Wow, not even going to answere?
Patrick Fortuna: Could u at least say yes or no to that?
Patrick Fortuna: Ok, well I guess not. Have a great life Marie and I’m sorry I couldn’t at least make you SMILE.
Patrick Fortuna: probably too, “fat” to right? haha. Sorry. U don’t wanna be nice so i had to say 1 mean thing. Well. Have a good life. Sorry your soooo depressed.
Patrick Fortuna: bye
Marie: you are psycho thats why i dont want to go anywhere with you
Patrick Fortuna: no not really
Marie: yes… really
Patrick Fortuna: your too depressed to even leave the house. that’s why your always on the internet and you don’t let people see you
Patrick Fortuna: i knew that would get an answere out of u
Marie: i work on the internet
Patrick Fortuna: I did major in Psychology
Patrick Fortuna: talking about psycho
Patrick Fortuna: haha
Marie: whatever then why are you in the marines
Patrick Fortuna: all I did was inquire if you wanted to go to dinner and a movie
Patrick Fortuna: i’m not anymore babe
Patrick Fortuna: haha
Patrick Fortuna: times have changed
Marie: sureeeeeeeeeeeeee
Patrick Fortuna: livin in va beach now
Patrick Fortuna: u think i’m lyin, fine. go right ahead
Patrick Fortuna: at least i let people see me on cam and give people chances
Patrick Fortuna: unlike yourself
Patrick Fortuna: who seems VERY sheltered
Patrick Fortuna: you need a LOT more self confidence
Patrick Fortuna: you CAN’T be as fat as you portrey yourself to be
Patrick Fortuna: it’s physically impossible
Patrick Fortuna: well, except for those people on the jerry springer show or somethin
Patrick Fortuna: Now…. Shall we start this over now that we’ve passed that milestone or do you want to be antisocial and me leave u alone, cause all I have to do is close this IM and I’ll never see you again because I deleted you off of my friends list
Patrick Fortuna: I’d still like to talk to you
Patrick Fortuna: I want to get to know the girl behind the computer
Patrick Fortuna: i don’t care about color, weight, hight
Patrick Fortuna: all I care about is what’s on the inside of a person
Patrick Fortuna: and just seeing that you have red hair and pale skin is a plus for me because I LOVE that, “peaches and creme” complecsion
Patrick Fortuna: so do u want me to go away or not
Patrick Fortuna: your choice
Patrick Fortuna: yes go away
Patrick Fortuna: or no stay and talk to me
Patrick Fortuna: choose one please
Patrick Fortuna: ok there thick one, i’ll leave you alone. Good luck with your, “on-line” job and I hope that you find the man or woman of your dreams
Patrick Fortuna: and by the way, just for the record, even if i didn’t see you on cam, I wanna tell you 2 things, 1: you have an EXTREMELY hostile personallity. And 2: You are very beautiful. I’m sorry you didn’t end up wanting to talk to me. Consider it your loss. Goodbye Marie.
Wow, I am in such a good mood. I feel like I am on drugs. Not really on drugs, but I am happy like when I take my anxiety medicine. I have no clue why. I am not doing anything today, but I got up and did my hair and makeup anyway. I got bored and took some pictures. I wish people would call me so I can show them I can be nice haha. I shaved too. That’s always good. I hate shaving.
My surgeon is pissing me off with this forcing me to quit smoking. The main reason is because when I went to the class I had to take, the doctor said they wouldn’t do gastric bypass on people that smoke. I am not getting gastric bypass. I am getting lap band. I am going to ask if I can see a new surgeon… mine is an asshole (not only because he wants me to quit). Oh and, they were talking about gastric bypass and lap band, so I didn’t misunderstand at all.
I wonder if he is going to perform a test on me to see if I have smoked. I have heard they can do it by blood, your hair and swab your cheek. Emily said blood, but I am not sure about that. Man I need a cigarette right now. I wish I would have never started smoking I wish I could quit
I just smoked a cigarette after not smoking for a few days. It was so nasty and made me sick to my stomach, I need the nicotine though. Ewwww.
I still need to go pay for the cooking class. You have to pay before the class. I need to go pay because theres 15 spots and 11 were taken. I hope there’s still some available. I have just been so busy during the day. I am definitely going tomorrow. I don’t even know if they are open, but they should be.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but something is. I am in a good mood most of the time, but not as good as the one I have been in.
I wish I could quit 
