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My laptop kept losing its power and going on the battery, even though it was plugged in. I thought it was the plug so I switched it to the bottom one. It didn’t work so I switched the surge protectors. I bought a new one from Dell and I never even opened the box. I remembered I already had one. I meant to refuse it when it came but I forgot. It wasn’t even expensive enough to send it back. That didn’t work either, so I switched plugs. It hasn’t done it ever since. I don’t understand why my laptop would lose power but not my alarm plugged into the same place. If I have to end up sending the laptop in to get fixed, I will be pissed.
I am going to go swimming tomorrow, even if I have to go by myself. I know swimmers ear is coming. I get it EVERY year. It hurts so freaking bad too. I know there’s this stuff you can buy at the drug store to prevent it. I think it is basically rubbing alcohol and water. You can just make it yourself too. I will probably buy it though because it comes in a dropper bottle.
I am so mad at every one of my friends. They all piss me off so bad. Everyone in this world pisses me off… if I know you well enough, that is. When I first meet someone new, I think they are perfect. Then I get to know them and they all suck ass. OMG I should pull up a post about how nice Andrew was when I first met him HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA. I am such a naive idiot.
Why all of the sudden do I not want sex but I had sex with like 7 guys a while ago? It’s so weird. I go through these spurts. I will eventually get sick of having sex with Andrew too, if we have sex often. You don’t know how much I hated having sex with Chris. I even did with Dede. I’d make Chris do stuff for sex, like the dishes or something. I would close my legs with Dede because I didn’t want to be fucked with. Sometimes I just hate sex so much. I CANNOT believe I didn’t have sex for 2 years once. I would do it now, if I weren’t in love. I REALLY, REALLY hated having sex with Chris though. That’s why we had to use lube after I was with him for a little while. He never got sick of it, unfortunately. I guess because he’s a man. I hope whoever I marry one day gets sick of sex too. I used to really like my boss at my old job, when I was with Chris, and I would dream about having sex with him. I would never do that though. He was married anyways.
I used to like my old boss at my web design job too. He is married too though. He is on my myspace friends list. Don’t go emailing him now. He was sooooo awesome. He is like the greatest guy ever. I used to have so much fun working with him. If he still did web design I’d make him hire me. He quit is high paying web design job to work at the SPCA because he loves animals so much. Another reason why I liked him. His wife is really cool too. She’s hot. He keeps telling me to come visit him, and like everybody, I keep telling them I am waiting till my surgery. I don’t want anyone I used to know to see me looking like this. I HATE running into people I used to know. It is sooooo embarrassing. Everyone keeps telling me I am too obsessed with looks… I am. I am really shallow and I always have been. Being so shallow, I don’t know how I let myself get so fat. It really bothers me.
I am the one that emailed my old boss on myspace. I never email any of my old friends on myspace. I just put them in my favorites. I guess it’s because I don’t want them to see me either.
I would have already started my liquid diet if I were still having my surgery on time 
I can’t get over the fact that I have to wait 3 more months to have it. That’s about 9 months since I started the process. It sucks so bad because if they knew this I could have been doing it the whole time I was taking classes and stuff. Gosh it pisses me off so bad.
Hahaha someone got to my site by searching for “utobe”. I remember calling it that when I was fucked up a week ago or so. WTF was I thinking? BTW it was supposed to be “youtube.”
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