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I am stupid…

I needed instant gratification so I ordered these things from Target online…

The microwave was cheap. $20.00 cheaper than the coffee maker. I am stupid and didn’t read the reviews. Like 22 of the 27 reviews said that it broke within a year of owning it. Oops. If it lasts me a year, it will be fine because it was so cheap ($60.00). Well, cheap for a microwave. I just really loved the color and my kitchen is done in red. Hopefully it won’t break.

I am so tired. I went to bed at like 2 or 3 after talking to Emily for an hour and 40 minutes. Then I remember looking at the clock and it was 4am. I woke up at 7am. Now I can’t sleep. My sleep really ruins my whole life. If I could actually sleep normal I would go to college and be a lot more successful. If I can’t sleep, I can’t function. Maybe I should really talk to my doctor about taking something… BESIDES AMBIEN. The thing is that you build up a tolerance for these drugs that help you sleep. I am not sure about the non-narcotic ones though. I would really like to try Ambien CR, or Rozerem. I asked my doctor about Ambien CR and she said my insurance probably wouldn’t cover it. She also said my insurance wouldn’t cover Ambien and it did.

Man I really wish I could sleep

Andrewwwwwwwwwww emailed me again this morning. Not even a full sentence, and it was something he copied and pasted, but it still makes me happy. I sent him all the possible answers Magic 8 Ball would say. He replied with “Reply hazy, try again.” It’s freaking IMPOSSIBLE to get info out of him. I told him not to chose an ambiguous answer, and he did anyways. He is such an ass.

I wanted to go to my mom’s but she is going to the grocery store, to Sam’s Club (I think) and somewhere to get some chairs for everyone to sit on while they are here. Oh and to get her hair cut. She just got her hair cut like 2 weeks ago. I am so hungry. I am waiting for the pizza in the FREAKING oven to warm up. Pizza for breakfast heh. And I wonder why I am so fat. I haven’t been able to drive my car though, so I haven’t been able to go grocery shopping.

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A classic example of me being mean…

I sent Shane this email because I emailed him and asked him why he was ignoring my phone calls. He read it and didn’t reply so I got pissed. I can usually say stuff to him, like Andrew, and not get a rise out of him.

im not mad at you ..i am mad at how you came at me.. i’ll call you when i get off today…

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From: ♥♥♥♥♥♥
Date: Jun 30, 2007 5:14 AM

Whatever Shane. You know how I am. You didn’t have to be mean back to me.

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From: DRZ
Date: Jun 30, 2007 7:59 AM

what the FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK…..fuck you weirdo…i’ve been very fuckin busy… i work sleep and work….wtf are you talkin about…oh you wanna get personal? huh? you want me to start jokin you back? i think not…im horrible in bed? LOL what a joke.. never heard that one yet you FUCK. just because i dont reply to you in 15 mins doesent mean im avoiding you …YOU FUCK…you got me really pissed off..I WORK EVERY FUCKIN DAY…DAY IN DAY OUT…sorry my schedule doesent revolve around you…keep talkin shit…i’ll fuckin rule you..and you wanna talk? like your some porn star in bed or somethin? you SUCK in bed…try movin ..it helps.god im so pissed right now…im on emliy’s nuts…right. say somethin cross to me and i’ll ruin you …asshole..

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From: ♥♥♥♥♥♥
Date: Jun 29, 2007 6:04 PM

Fuck you asshole!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why don’t you get off of Emily’s nuts. Why do you want yourself on her top friends… she doesn’t even know you. She would never sleep with you because you are horrible in bed. You are so fucking immature. Why don’t you fuck your old, washed up, psycho, schizo girlfriend?

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Ughhhhhhhh

Today is going to be a bad day. I got really fucked up last night and I feel like crap.

I feel better because Andrew just emailed me. We have this joke about magic 8 balls. I asked a magic 8 ball questions a long time ago and sent him screen caps. It was an online one. He has said something smart about magic 8 balls a couple times since. When I will ask him a question he says “the magic 8 ball says…” He just said the magic 8 ball says blah, blah blah. I told him magic 8 balls don’t say all that. They just say yes, no, maybe, possibly, etc. lol. Dumb ass.

My temperature gage on my car is all the way up. My mom says I need radiator fluid. Remember I just got that fixed? My radiator cap busted and all the coolant leaked out. Great! I can’t drive my car now until I get around to getting it fixed.

I totally don’t feel like blogging lately.

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I am a HORRIBLE person…

I emailed Andrew earlier and told him off for really no reason at all. Other than the fact that he is always mean to me.

I told him I wish a certain bad thing would happen today… something that could have possibly happened. I called him and it happened. He seemed sad too. I FEEL ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel more horrible about that than any mean thing I have ever said to him. He doesn’t even know what I wrote yet because I sent it to his work email. I have said some pretty horrible stuff to him too. It never seems to piss him off. I think this will hurt his feelings though… if he has any. He will never admit it, if it does.

I also emailed Randy and said some mean stuff to him. I told him that he isn’t my friend, blah, blah, blah. He said if I keep it up he won’t be my friend. I am not even going to email him and say I am sorry because I do it constantly.

Other than that I am surprised I didn’t go off on the few other people I talked to today. Emily, Amy, Shane, TJ and my Mom.I am really depressed today. I keep lying my head on my desk like I am tired. I can’t even keep it up. I think I am going to go eat, watch some TV, then go to bed.

One more thing… I can’t keep doing this to people. I do it CONSTANTLY and then I always expect them to forgive me. They always do too. I need to learn to think before I speak. My mom has told me that my whole life.

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FUCK!!!!!!!!!!! My microwave just BROKE. I put in the time and it cut off and it’s not coming back on. I am poor right now too!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOMMY……..

Yessssss I made sure it’s plugged in Or plugged in all the way.

They are doing a story on 20/20 about something that happened here in Virginia Beach. I have seen it on the news before.
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I hate the world today…

I am sick of this site. I am sick of Andrew. I am sick of everyone and everything.

I wrote Andrew and email telling him off. It PISSES me off SO much though because whenever I tell him off I get no reaction from him. I’d like for him to argue with me. It’s kind of pointless.

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I can’t sleep :(

I am sick of not being able to sleep. Andrew will be out to sea soon, so I think it will be safe to take some ambien. I keep forgetting if it’s “ambien” or “ambian”. Just ignore my retarded posts because I’m sure I will erase them in the morning. I am sure Andrew can deal with the retarded emails. I usually just write a little then get really tired and fall asleep. I love to talk so I wonder why I went to bed when Emily, Eric and my friend were here. I obviously can say awake for at least 14 minutes haha. I am going to tease myself about that for forever.

I just talked to Babz because my mom and brother aren’t going to stay at her hotel. I had to cancel the reservations (and talk to her ;)). It’s like 40 minutes away from where they need to be. They make that seem like forever with the traffic up there, so they say. The trip to get my brother took 12 hours instead of the 7 hours it should have taken. They probably wasted 2 hours trying to get on base and find my brother.

Can you believe they let them on base without a military ID? They are so totally not supposed to do that. My brother’s friend was telling me that they have 24 hour liquor stores on all the bases. Lucky people. Not that I drink liquor anyways. It makes me throw up… just the taste alone. My mom can’t handle it either. My mom has also NEVER liked soda. She says it burns her throat haha. I LOVE soda and I have no clue how I am going to go without it for the rest of my life after my surgery. Damn it… I am pissed about my surgery!!!!!!!!!! Have I said that before? It would have been done and over with, but nooooooo.

Andrew is back to being a MAJOR asshole. At least he isn’t ignoring me. I have gone psycho on him quite a few times and he didn’t get mad. I called him like 7 times the other night because he wouldn’t answer and he said he left his phone in his car, after he finally answered. You just have no clue how mean he is to me. I am not about to tell you either because it really hurts my feelings. It’s my fault though. I realize that. In the way that I could just say “fuck you, I’m through.” Oh well, I always make bad decisions. Why stop now? Why throw away what I have been working on for a year? Him. Maybe I will just waste another year. Maybe I don’t give a fuck because I don’t care about guys. I don’t see it as wasting my time. I have nothing better to do. The only thing that would suck if he gets rid of me completely and I still have feelings for him and they get deeper after time goes by. He is going out to sea for 6 months so maybe that’s my chance to get over him. I’ll be honest, Chris left me for 5 months and I was kind of over him. We still talked but it wasn’t the same after that. I mean I fell back in love with him, but before we got back together I could have lived without him. I don’t really know anything.

I went to this tanning salon by my mom’s today because they have a stand up bed. Mine doesn’t. I ended up going to mine and that one and I am burnt. You are not supposed to go in twice a day. I flipped over on my stomach in the bed today and I didn’t have my glasses on because they just sit on your face. I also didn’t have them on in the stand up bed. I swear I think my eye lids are burnt. I so totally should have not done that. I am buying some with the elastic on them tomorrow. I also ordered some lotion online for $16.94 that is $37.00 in the tanning salon. I CANNOT believe I paid $60.00 for lotion and it has lasted less than a month. That is the most ridiculous thing I have EVER bought. I read online that if you don’t use lotion that you are wasting 7 minutes of tanning time. Also, this website said not to bathe with soap because it can take your tan away. WTF are you supposed to bathe with then hahahaha. I think I’ll ignore that suggestion. It didn’t say to use a special soap or anything. Just soap. I don’t think I could live without soap. I’m so tired and I have said soap so many times it sounds like it’s not a word anymore. I hate that.

Have I bored you to death yet? I need to work on not typing every random thing that runs through my head.

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My new vagina piercing

My mommy and brother are at the mall. I was sleeping and they said they asked me if I wanted to go and I said no I don’t remember that, at all.

I forgot to write yesterday that my brothers friend was over here. He was looking at my phone and I though “oh fuck”. I said “what are you doing?” He said “looking at the pictures.” I put this picture of a vagina piercing on it as a joke to text to someone. I told them it was me, but it’s really not. I said there’s something in there you’re not supposed to see. He said “I see it, does it have something to do with a piercing?” and I had to explain that it’s not me in front of my parents and brother. I was soooooooooo freaking embarrassed. That’s the last time I put something like that on my phone. Well, actually, I should just store stuff like that on the storage card because no one will be able to find it. Fuck, how embarrassing.

It’s kind of rude for someone to just go look at your pictures without asking. I am not really complaining because I love my brother’s friend and he is hot. I wouldn’t do it to someone though.

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Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrererererer

Andrew turns into a MAJOR asshole when he is around his friends. He was joking and saying it’s because he is “showing off”. It is totally true, even if he admits it.

I am kind of mad. I was MAD but now I have calmed down a little. Every time my brother is here I get pissed at my parents. They do so much more stuff for him than they do me. They treat him so much better. I was pissed because they let him take one of their trucks (they always do) AND they gave him their credit card. I promise you… it will be a cold day in hell before I EVER drive one of their vehicles or EVEN MORE when they give me their credit card. My dad is also a lot nicer to him than he is to me. He yelled at me for putting the dog on my lap and letting him eat my food off of the table. Yeah, I shouldn’t have done that, but I bet if TJ did he wouldn’t have said anything. He picks on me so much. He and my mom yelled at me about something SO fucked up like 3 years ago and I still cannot get over it. I don’t even want to say what it is. It pisses me off so much still.

You can always tell I am getting in one of my moods when I start bringing up crap that happened years ago. There is just some things I cannot get over… with everyone. One is when my mom lied to me for months when she was cheating on my dad. A new one is when she was lying to me about calling Andrew… twice. I will never forgive her for those two things. I can think of quite a few things with my dad. He is such an asshole. Really, there is something for everyone I am close with. I know there is something with Christy and Emily… I just can’t think of what it is right now. I am never going to forgive Andrew for being such an asshole to me, if he changes one day. Who wants to make bets that the day he changes is when I am skinny? Maybe I will forgive him, but I will never forget. And by not forgetting I mean I will throw it in his face for eternity.

My brother’s friend came over today. He is so freaking cute. Anyways, he said “you are getting tan… at least your face is.” My body is getting a little tan, but not nearly as much as my face and chest. I know I have said that a million times. I like to repeat myself… okay? Yes, I’m getting an attitude with YOU lol.

I don’t think before a few weeks ago Andrew has ever seen me in one of my grumpy moods. He said “why are you being so pissy?” If he only knew. I am going to call him in a minute and if he doesn’t answer his phone… God help me… no… God help him.

You like how the inner side of my right eyebrow sticks up in the cam picture? I think it’s because the lady took it off and she shouldn’t have and the next lady didn’t take it off. Lovely!

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tj keeps trying to drive on the left side of the road

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