Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrererererer
Andrew turns into a MAJOR asshole when he is around his friends. He was joking and saying it’s because he is “showing off”. It is totally true, even if he admits it.
I am kind of mad. I was MAD but now I have calmed down a little. Every time my brother is here I get pissed at my parents. They do so much more stuff for him than they do me. They treat him so much better. I was pissed because they let him take one of their trucks (they always do) AND they gave him their credit card. I promise you… it will be a cold day in hell before I EVER drive one of their vehicles or EVEN MORE when they give me their credit card. My dad is also a lot nicer to him than he is to me. He yelled at me for putting the dog on my lap and letting him eat my food off of the table. Yeah, I shouldn’t have done that, but I bet if TJ did he wouldn’t have said anything. He picks on me so much. He and my mom yelled at me about something SO fucked up like 3 years ago and I still cannot get over it. I don’t even want to say what it is. It pisses me off so much still.
You can always tell I am getting in one of my moods when I start bringing up crap that happened years ago. There is just some things I cannot get over… with everyone. One is when my mom lied to me for months when she was cheating on my dad. A new one is when she was lying to me about calling Andrew… twice. I will never forgive her for those two things. I can think of quite a few things with my dad. He is such an asshole. Really, there is something for everyone I am close with. I know there is something with Christy and Emily… I just can’t think of what it is right now. I am never going to forgive Andrew for being such an asshole to me, if he changes one day. Who wants to make bets that the day he changes is when I am skinny? Maybe I will forgive him, but I will never forget. And by not forgetting I mean I will throw it in his face for eternity.
My brother’s friend came over today. He is so freaking cute. Anyways, he said “you are getting tan… at least your face is.” My body is getting a little tan, but not nearly as much as my face and chest. I know I have said that a million times. I like to repeat myself… okay? Yes, I’m getting an attitude with YOU lol.
I don’t think before a few weeks ago Andrew has ever seen me in one of my grumpy moods. He said “why are you being so pissy?” If he only knew. I am going to call him in a minute and if he doesn’t answer his phone… God help me… no… God help him.
You like how the inner side of my right eyebrow sticks up in the cam picture? I think it’s because the lady took it off and she shouldn’t have and the next lady didn’t take it off. Lovely!
June 23rd, 2007 at 8:46 pm
If I had some sort of mind control I would ZAP him from existance. Im so sick of him. I fucking loathe him! Goddamnhim.