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I emailed Andrew earlier and told him off for really no reason at all. Other than the fact that he is always mean to me.

I told him I wish a certain bad thing would happen today… something that could have possibly happened. I called him and it happened. He seemed sad too. I FEEL ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel more horrible about that than any mean thing I have ever said to him. He doesn’t even know what I wrote yet because I sent it to his work email. I have said some pretty horrible stuff to him too. It never seems to piss him off. I think this will hurt his feelings though… if he has any. He will never admit it, if it does.

I also emailed Randy and said some mean stuff to him. I told him that he isn’t my friend, blah, blah, blah. He said if I keep it up he won’t be my friend. I am not even going to email him and say I am sorry because I do it constantly.

Other than that I am surprised I didn’t go off on the few other people I talked to today. Emily, Amy, Shane, TJ and my Mom.I am really depressed today. I keep lying my head on my desk like I am tired. I can’t even keep it up. I think I am going to go eat, watch some TV, then go to bed.

One more thing… I can’t keep doing this to people. I do it CONSTANTLY and then I always expect them to forgive me. They always do too. I need to learn to think before I speak. My mom has told me that my whole life.

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FUCK!!!!!!!!!!! My microwave just BROKE. I put in the time and it cut off and it’s not coming back on. I am poor right now too!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOMMY……..

Yessssss I made sure it’s plugged in Or plugged in all the way.

They are doing a story on 20/20 about something that happened here in Virginia Beach. I have seen it on the news before.
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