Stupid neighbors
Remember how I said someone stole my doormat, and then I said I was told my neighbor threw it away? I asked her about it and she did. She said when they cleaned my carpet that he spilled some of the dirty water on it. She said that there was flies on it. She ALSO told me that flies were getting into my apartment when I opened the door. I have NEVER seen one fly in here. How the hell are you going to tell me flies were getting in my apartment????????? I think I would have noticed. Actually, I have never even seen any flies on it. She is such a nosy bitch. She knows everything that is going on here. She also yelled at my dad for throwing something in the dumpster before she knew he was my dad.
Maybe there was flies on it. I don’t know, but I do know none got into my apartment. She gets on my nerves so bad. I was really nice about it. I was not about to start an argument with one of my neighbors. When I lived with Chris I HATED one of my neighbors, and it sucked because I had to see him all the time.
OMG I just remembered what happened with him. He grabbed my arm and my brother beat him up. SERIOUSLY! My brother was 16 years old (I was 18) and kicked his ass, and he got his blood all over him. My brother is not the type of guy that gets into fights. I think my mom (or someone) called the cops and the guy got arrested because he was drunk. Chris was such a pussy and didn’t even do anything when they were fighting. He should have tried to break it up. I am not saying that he should have helped him. It’s not like he needed help. My brother was muscular at the time. He still is, but not as much as he used to be.
Here’s a picture of his when he was 16:
I guess he’s not that huge, but he is strong. I should get him to kick Andrew’s ass for me. Andrew says he’s going to the gym all the time, but I never notice any difference (don’t tell him I said that).
You don’t know how many people tell me my brother is hot. I am sick of hearing it. Christy says if she wasn’t married she would be interested in him. I would never want my brother to be with any of my friends. I would end up hating them and I’d be stuck with them. Christy even had a dream she had sex with him lol. She told me not to tell him, but I did. I am a HORRIBLE secret keeper. If you don’t want everybody to know something, don’t tell me.
Andrew’s stupid ass still isn’t emailing me. Of course he is using the email restriction as an excuse for not emailing me. I kind of went psycho on the phone last night. I can’t help it. If I could help it I would. I remember he said something about me being psycho once, and I told him if I could help it I would. He seemed to be a lot more understanding after that. Then again that’s when he started getting semi-nice. He was so sweet that day. It was the last time I saw him. I was crying in his arms and he was being so sweet. Sometimes he cares when I cry, and sometimes he doesn’t give a crap. He is the only one that makes me cry. I would never cry if it wasn’t for him. Last time he made me cry I asked him if he wanted to know something. He said “not really.” He didn’t understand why I was crying over that. I understand just fine. It’s because he was being an asshole on purpose. It’s because he says mean stuff like that all the time.
I have the second to last class before my surgery tomorrow. It’s getting ridiculous how long this is taking. It’s the only reason Andrew hasn’t kicked me to the curb. I can guarantee that. God, I am so sick of him. He makes me want to puke.
Christy bought a 100 some dollar vibrator. I can spend a lot of money on a lot of ridiculous stuff, but I will never buy a $100 vibrator. Besides, the regular $20 ones work just fine.
I shouldn’t have sent those two emails last night. They are definitely going to know it was me. They are going to get mad at me. I texted Andrew from Randy’s phone number and said “Hey hot stuff” lol. Man, I am in trouble 
Why do I do stuff without thinking? I do it constantly. My mom’s favorite thing to tell me is “think before you speak”. I am VERY compulsive.
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