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I went to my mom’s today and helped her take a bath and picked up for her. Her house was a mess and my dad won’t clean it. He is so freaking lazy.

I had the craziest dream last night. I even woke up for a little bit then went back to sleep and was dreaming the same thing again. I won’t explain it and bore you. If I even could explain it. I’ll explain it to Andrew because it had to do with him, although he wasn’t even in the dream. It had to do with his cell phone. Probably because of what happened with that guy.

This one time at band camp… The other night at Sarah’s I was drunk as crap and we were putting something in my trunk. It was 12 am and I meant to hit the button to open my trunk, but instead I accidentally hit the panic button. I couldn’t get it to turn off. I felt so bad because her husband was sleeping. She got it to turn off for me though. No, I wasn’t driving home drunk. I wait a couple of hours to drive home after drinking. I know I shouldn’t even be doing that. I wish I had a breathalyser thing. You can buy them right? I wonder if they’re expensive. That would be cool to play with too. There’s one for $109.00. Maye I’ll get one when I feel like wasting money. I just don’t want to buy an expensive one, but I don’t want to buy a cheap one that isn’t accurate.

I have been FLIPPING OUT on Andrew the last few days. I feel bad now. He is starting to drive me crazy again. I have just been in a bad mood. If you read the comments in the third post down, what I sad WAS TRUE. I have been in a REALLY bad mood. I was about to go off on Randy, but I am so proud that I was able to resist.

I was sooooooooooooooooooooooo upset yesterday that the first available appointment with my surgeon is September 24th. I called his secretary. Then I called the bariatric (sp?) coordinator. Then I called the billing coordinator. No one answered. His secretary called me back and I was crying and flipping out. She then transferred me to the bariatric coordinator and I was crying to her. She just said that if there’s a cancellation she will call me. I shouldn’t call them crying and flipping out because they could deny me for not being mentally stable After all I did have to get approved by a psychiatrist.

How the hell can you not know if 3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10-11-12-13 men are the father of your baby?????????? That means you would have to sleep with A LOT of people pretty close to each other. I can understand two people, but no more. This lady just tested the 13th man and he was not the father. How the hell does that even happen? I am sorry, I have been real slutty before, I’ll admit, but never with anything close to that many men. That is just SUPER slutty. The most men I could ever have wondered about is two.

Sarah wants me to come over. I want to too, but I am kid of tired. I just wish she didn’t live so far away. It takes me at least a half hour to get there and home.

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Poor mommy

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I like guys!

I have been hanging out with my old friend Sarah. I haven’t seen her in awhile. Her and her husband just bought a house in Norfolk (the next city over). Norfolk is real ghetto, but her house is nice. It makes me nervous going there. I was driving and made these two thug looking guys honk at me and I was scared they’d shoot me. I know… I’m retarded. It was my fault because I was driving like an idiot. I had no clue where I was going though, and I was trying to read directions and drive.

Last night was good. There were two of Sarah’s husband’s friends there. One of them was hot. It made me realize I can still like other guys. I think he was flirting with me… I don’t know. We were getting drunk and playing scrabble and I had no words left. I put an “a” in between an “m” and an “n”. That would spell the word “man” He said “you could have used the word “men”, so does that mean you are a one man woman?” I did have an “e”, but he didn’t know that. Anyways, I probably would have done him if we were alone. He is hot, he owns his own house, and he is single. I am actually really happy I can like other guys. I didn’t think I could… at all. I guess there is hope for me.

I need to stop drinking daiquiris. They make my stomach hurt.

Oh and LOL. My mom broke her leg yesterday. I don’t know why I think it’s so funny. I haven’t seen it yet, but she says it’s real bad. She says her left foot is facing her right foot and she is bruised real bad. She goes in at 9am to put a cast on it today. She fell while she was walking down a ramp at work. She is so clumsy. She is in a lot of pain, but it’s hilarious. I have to take my dad to pick up her truck from her work, today.

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Andrew is trying to blame Randy for telling his friend all that personal info about me. I know Randy did not tell him. How do I know? In February Andrew thought it would be funny for us to play a joke on Randy. When Andrew found out I was going to sleep with Randy he got this (very convenient) idea for me to tell Randy that I have AIDS. It was a joke. I told Randy that I have AIDS and that Andrew didn’t know. Randy NEVER told Andrew that I have AIDS and I let him believe I did for like 2 weeks. I can’t believe Randy would not tell his friend that the girl he is sleeping with has AIDS. So yeah, Randy is VERY good at keeping secrets. I eventually sent Randy proof that I don’t have AIDS/HIV. I just went and got a HIV test. It was easy to do, and good to know, so why not? I also played another joke on Randy and it had to do with Andrew. He didn’t tell Andrew that either. I completely trust Randy and believe him when he tells me he didn’t tell Andrew’s friend crap. I have caught Andrew in like 3 lies in the past month. I didn’t think that he was a liar, at all. I guess he is.

I went to my last class for my surgery today. Now all I have to do is go see the doctor one more time and get blood work at the hospital. I can’t wait to find out my surgery date. I am praying it’s not later then October.

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I just got back from the dealership. My car was fine except the NVLD pump had to be replaced. Whatever NVLD is. It was $175.00 to fix it and they took off the $79.00 diagnostics fee, so I definitely got it fixed. I also got a new air filter and an oil change. Well… it turned out that the mechanic told him the wrong part that I needed. The price of fixing it was going to be $175.00 and they fucked up. It was really $275.00 to fix it, but he said he messed up. I didn’t fuss about it or anything. He told me that he messed up so I get the price he quoted me. That was cool. Other than that my battery has a low charge. I need to get a new one. He told me himself that it would be cheaper to get it somewhere else. I will just buy one at Auto Zone or something and have my dad put it in. I was so scared he would come back and tell me I bought a piece of crap. I was scared he would tell me all these things are wrong with it. I am happy.

Why are people still calling and emailing me about my old car? I could swear I erased it off of craigslist. It’s annoying.

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I guess NVLD stands for “Natural Vacuum Leak Detection”.

I am sooooooooooooooo tired. I’ve been up since 5am. Good night.
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im at the dodge dealership and bored. i am just going to wait here until theyre done. isnt this doggy so cute?

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I guess I’m not mad at Andrew for not telling me he was going out to sea because he did tell me he was going to Mexico. Things just changed. I just emailed him and I am tricking him into emailing me back. I asked him a question that I don’t give a crap about, but I know he will want to answer it so he will email me back. I love tricking him muhahahahaha. I am pretty sure he will answer it.

I don’t really like this TV all that much. The picture is crap other than when it’s in HD. I don’t know if all LCD TVs are like that. Cox Cable came today because I wasn’t getting HBO in HD and then all of the sudden last night all the channels on my DVR said “temporarily out of service” or something like that. It’s most likely because I let the DVR overheat because it was behind glass and on the bottom. I’m lucky they didn’t charge me for that crap. I also brought them my old remote my dog chewed all up and they didn’t care.

Does anyone hate shaving as much as me? I despise shaving, but I have to do it because I can’t stand having a hairy vagina, hairy legs or underarms.

I miss Andrew so much I hate the freaking Navy. My brother also has to be far away from me.

I HAVE to go to the tanning salon tomorrow and from now on. I have barely been going. I kind of want to cancel my membership, but now I have a year contract and it’s $70.00 to cancel I don’t care about being tan anymore.

Three more days until the last class for my surgery! I am so excited, but also scared.

Well, I think I am going to do some cleaning.

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The reason I said my mom had cancer is because the doctor said it most likely is. You know me… I was convinced it was. I always think the worst. I was soooooooooo upset for 2 days, until I all of the sudden felt like it wasn’t cancer. The first night I was freaking out so bad I almost drove myself to a mental institution. Then the next day I called my doctor to get some anxiety medicine. She didn’t call me back till 2 days later and I was already feeling better so I told her I didn’t need it.

I got my new TV today. My mom came over and helped me put the broken one in the box. It wasn’t too hard, but the styrofoam (sp?) on the top wouldn’t fit. Well… the box wouldn’t close with the styrofoam on the top. If it’s all damaged when they get it, it’s their own damn fault. I tried my best to package it well. I don’t want to ruin it. UPS will be coming to pick it up Monday. They were supposed to send me a prepaid shipping label, but like they fuck everything up, it wasn’t in there. DHL was supposed to pick it up, but I guess UPS is now.

I hope I am here when they come on Monday. I have an appointment to get my car checked out at a Dodge dealership. DHL usually comes around 3, so I should be here. My appointment is at 10:30 and they will give me a ride home. They have free shuttle service… cool. It’s the same dealership I took my Honda too. They have Honda, Dodge, Chevy, and a million other brands(?). I don’t know where it’s at but it’s on the same street as the other one and it has my mom’s zip code, so it must be near the other one. Here I go typing everything I think again.

I don’t know what the hell is going on. Randy told me they aren’t going to Mexico now, but Andrew’s phone is still off. I don’t get it. It is like pulling teeth to get him to email me. I don’t want to seem like a total stalker and ask Randy why Andrew’s phone is off and if they are on their way to somewhere else or something else like that. Maybe he just hasn’t gotten off of work yet. If Andrew were only nice and would email me. At least he answers his phone when I call him. He doesn’t get mad when I call him 17 times in a row. He doesn’t get mad when I go psycho. He puts up with a lot of stuff from me. Although he is the one that causes it.

You want to know a secret? I am still psycho even when my boyfriends are nice to me. I deny that to Andrew though He will find out one day. I won’t be as psycho though. I am psycho towards my mom, dad, brother and Emily. That’s about it. I have been doing better. I just get into shitty moods and get an attitude. If I get into an argument with my mom and she starts to ignore me I will call her a million times in a row. I will make up lies. Like once I said I was on Oceanview (a bad part of town in Norfolk) and I was stranded there and it was snowing that day. I know she knew I was lying. I don’t do it to lie. I just do it to manipulate her. It’s mostly a joke when I do it. I haven’t freaked out in a long time though.

I was telling Andrew something that was a lie for a long time just to piss him off. I have a guilty conscious and I hate lying. I would rather look like a bad person than a liar, but sometimes it’s needed. If it will piss Andrew off then I would do it any time. I don’t know much stuff I can do to piss him off. That’s the only thing I lied to him about. It was so worth it to. He was pissed. I told him everything I did when I went psycho that day. I could have lied to him about what I said to his parents and friend, and just hope they never told him everything I said, but I have a mild form of turrets. Ha I brought up something I said in the email to his friend on the phone with him the other day. He got pissed off and hung up on me. I don’t see why he hangs up on me. He has hung up on me 2-3 times, but every time he does he answers the phone when I call back. He’s such and idiot. Man I really hope he doesn’t read this. Now he won’t answer when I call back.

I got a freaking letter from DMV saying that my old car insurance was canceled, and if I don’t reply by September 20th my license and plates will be suspended. I wrote back, but they had my old car listed and I don’t have it anymore. They asked if that car was insured and I said no. I need to get the title for my new freaking car so I can go there just in case. I put my insurance info on there and checked that I sold that car. I don’t know if they know I have a new car so I still need the plates. The stupid dealership is waiting to get the title. My mom thought that was weird, but they are a business. I don’t think they would rip me off. I have a receipt and they gave me a registration paper with DMV. I don’t know what the hell is going on. I am just waiting for them to call me to come get the title. They better get it because the registration with DMV is temporary or something.

My mom isn’t answering her phone and it’s pissing me off. I called her two hours ago and she said she’d call me back and she all of the sudden disappears.

I decided not to sell my entertainment center. It fits if I pull the TV out a little.

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