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Jeezoo, I mention the word sex in my blog yesterday and I get 11 search engine hits for the word from 11pm to 8am. Someone also clicked on a link in their hotmail to the post.

I knew it. If I weighed 200 pounds or less, based on my BMI, I would no qualify for Lap-Band surgery. I am glad I don’t. It’s not like I am going to lose that much weight. I was just curious. You have to have a BMI of 35 or above. Mine is 39.5. It was 42.9. I was reading on some sites that the BMI has to be 40 or above and I was freaking out. But the Lap-Band site says 35. I am getting really excited. I am going to call them today and see how much longer until they tell me when my surgery is. I wonder if they’re open now. I don’t even know who to ask for. There’s Genie, Jeanette and Lola. I forget which of them I need to talk to now. I know I need to talk to the billing coordinator (I think). I think that’s Lola. Lola, lo lo lo la Lola. I love that name. A few people that work for them have had Gastric Bypass. I know Jeanette did. She is the Bariatric Coordinator. I forget who else. My brother’s best friend’s girlfriend’s name is Layla. I love that name too.

Edit @ 8:51am-
My mom just came online and I asked her why she wasn’t at work. She said that Russell (their Bichon Frise) is REALLY sick. She said he has been up all night crying and throwing up, he won’t even eat human food, she can’t even pick him up without him crying really bad, and that he won’t even jump on the furniture. She is taking him to the Vet right now. I am so scared now. I love her dogs just as much as I love mine.

He goes to the Vet all the time. I have been thinking he is sick, though. He throws up a lot. He will keep my mom up all night sometimes. He acts like he is STARVING when you eat. I know dogs are bad about that, but he is BAD. He will cry, and cry, and bark while you are eating. He doesn’t even chew the food you give him. He just swallows it.
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They have to keep him at the Vet overnight. They said he is dehydrated and very sick. They think it’s something in his stomach. They have to do x-rays and stuff. My mom has to call them back at 3 if she doesn’t hear anything before then.
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Private post…

I had a private post up here. I decided to delete it because I can’t take any chances. I told one person the password. I was nothing bad or anything.

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OMFG I am sick and dying… or something

I went to my surgeons. They weighed me and told me I had lost 20 pounds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I said “that scale has to be wrong!” I 100% believed that scale was wrong. I get home and weigh myself on my scale and I LOST 20 FUCKING POUNDS. I have been eating wayyyyyyy less, but TWENTY POUNDS?!?!?!!??!?! I swear to God this is true. I did not believe them at all when they said I lost 20 pounds. I am serious… I am probably dying or something. How could I lose 20 pounds???????? I have not been eating healthy. I guess it’s cause I am eating less… OR DYING LOL. Great, now I am going to be paranoid.

I swear to God Sarah said the other day that I looked like I was losing weight. I denied it. I did not know this AT ALL. She says I barely eat anything. She cooks all the time and I barely eat. I am confused. I just cannot believe it.

If they deny my surgery because of this I am going to go postal.

She was weighing me on one of those scales where you move the thing on the bar. I noticed she put the big one at 200. I was going to say… it needs to go to 250. Everyone does that anyways. They always start it at 200. Anyways I weighed 250 and now I weigh 230.

It’s probably because I am depressed, because of him. I think I need to keep him around longer. He needs to make me depressed some more. I think I’ll call him tonight and let him bitch me out. This is kind of cool. Now I am glad he doesn’t want to talk to me anymore.

I am sure my surgery won’t get denied. They go by the weight I gave them at my class. Remember how their scale was broken? Well I was supposed to be weighing myself at home. I wasn’t and I just put the same weight (that I have been) on the paper that they give the insurance company.

This is crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

I don’t know when my surgery is yet. They will call me.

Oh and Christy just emailed me and told me happy belated birthday. I feel bad for not talking to her now. I will email her back and explain why I was mad and hopefully we can be friends again. I am the most forgiving person. I will hate you and ignore you for forever, but once you say you are sorry or suggest that, then I will forgive you.

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OMG, a friend got married on my birthday. That’s so cool. I knew they were getting married, but I didn’t know when. Congratulations to them.
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Mess

I am to much of a mess to update today. I will update tomorrow. :cute:

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Nmsdasdj

My birthday was good. I stayed the night at Sarah’s last night. I went to my mom’s today. We went and got a pedicure and out to eat at one of my favorite restaurants. Of course I got the LCD TV. My mom gave me $130.00. I didn’t expect anything else, but my (step) dad gave me $120.00. I was happy. I don’t know what I am going to do with the money. I have $300.00 now. Of course I am going to spend it. I always do. I may put some of it on my credit card. I’ll probably just put $200.00 on it.

Sarah was FUCKED UP when I got there last night. She was getting on my nerves lol. I tried to catch up with her, but I couldn’t. She ended up throwing up. At least she made it to the toilet. I can NEVER make it to the toilet. I don’t know how many times I have thrown up on my bathroom floor and just sat there slipping in it. I didn’t even make it to the bathroom last time. I don’t remember what even happened. I just know I was standing up next to my bed and it came out.

Well, I am REALLY tired. I am going to put my sheets in the dryer, patiently wait for them to dry, make my bed, and then go to bed.

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I am REALLY confused

I had money in my bank account and then all of the sudden it was gone. I didn’t buy anything. I don’t get it. I have an overdraft fee for going over $1 and some change. The only thing that it could have been is the tanning salon taking out my monthly payment. They didn’t, though. I seriously don’t get it… at all. What am I supposed to say to the bank? I have no proof of anything. I have called them before when I messed things up and they can’t really do anything. Oh well… I obviously did something wrong. My mom gave me money for my birthday today, so I have money.

I just called them. Two things I bought (from the same place) were charged to me (or authorized, I think) and then it dropped off. I bought it on the 10th and then they just charged me on the 19th. I thought it had already came out of my account. Now I have a $35.00 overdraft fee I signed up for overdraft protection, but even then it’s $10.00 if I have to use it. That’s dumb. She said to call back tomorrow when the fee posts and see if they will take it off. I hope they do. So I guess if I go over I save $25.00 now that I have overdraft protection. Yayyyy. I haven’t had an overdraft fee in a REALLY long time. I used to get about 3 a month, sometimes more. I was bad about it.

Randy is talking to me now… I guess. He emailed me a question this morning. I emailed him back 3 times. I kept forgetting to say stuff. I know he hasn’t got them yet because he replies to like 99.9% of the emails I write him. Anyways, I was thinking of emailing him again and saying “part of me being obsessed with you is you having 10 emails in your inbox when you check it.” I don’t know if he is out to sea, so he may not be checking his email this weekend. I don’t want to overwhelm him. I have respect for him, unlike Andrew. I could care less how many times I call or email Andrew. Maybe that’s why things are so bad. Because I have no respect for him. But you have to give respect to get respect, right? I guess that could go either way. I am kind of getting over him, but at the same time I want to call him SO bad. It helps being obsessed with Randy I think it’s safe to say that I have a teeny tiny crush on Randy. I did when we first met and then I don’t know what happened. He asked me if I was starting to like him and I said yes.

He was pissed that I told him the sex was great and then I said it was bad on my site. I think he meant that he was mad I lied. I am sure it’s more than that. It wasn’t bad. I just talk shit about everyone on here (not anymore). It figures that it would really upset a guy. If someone told me the sex with me was horrible, I’d say “oh well, don’t have sex with me again then.” I seriously 110% would not give a fuck. Shane told me that the sex was bad after I told him it was bad. I didn’t care at all. If Andrew told me that I would probably be upset, though. Just because it’s more than sex with him.

The girl that works at the tanning salon just came over lol. I called and asked her if they charged my card for this month. She said to call back in 10 minutes and I forgot because I talked to Amy for like a half hour. She said this month is free. Duh… I totally forgot about that. Well, that’s good. The first month is free.

My last appoint with my surgeon… again… is on the 24th. I don’t know if they will schedule the surgery after that, or if they need pre-authorization. I am so scared, but I can’t wait. I just have to get in my compulsive mood and do it. I am sooooooooooooo scared. I am just scared that I will wake up in a lot of pain. If I even wake up at all lol. If I die… oh well. I don’t really have anything to live for.

I don’t even know who Oscar De La Hoya is, but those pictures look totally photoshopped. Why the hell is Barry Manilow ALWAYS on ET and The Insider (didn’t it used to be called Access Hollywood)? Who gives a fuck about Barry Manilow.

Awww my brother just emailed me to tell me Happy Birthday because it’s the 22nd in Japan. I guess he didn’t send me flowers this year That’s okay. I know he loves me. I hope I can sleep tonight so I can go out with my mom tomorrow and over Sarah’s tomorrow night. You know what… I don’t even think my brother is in Japan. I think he is still in Singapore. He’s so lucky he gets to travel the world.

I may go to that wedding I got invited to in Arizona. I don’t know yet. I don’t know if I want to go. I like being at home. I am a home-body.

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Yayyyyyyyyyyy

Randy wrote me back!!!! I am sooooooooooooo happy!!!!! I won’t put what he wrote, because he probably wouldn’t want me to. He probably wrote me back because I said:

Who knows what you say about me to your friends. You probably say mean stuff about me too. If you have ever said anything mean about me to your friends, then you have no right to be mad at me. Just remember that. I am almost sure you have said mean stuff about me to your friends.

He probably realized I am right. But I always am He said it pissed him off that I said the sex was great. That’s probably what he meant when he said I lied to him. I don’t think I lied about anything to him.

I haven’t wrote him back yet. I just woke up. I need to be more awake to write him back, so I can think.

Oh shit. I need to wake up and go get my title and go to DMV I called him yesterday and he finally got it. I don’t wanna go to DMV :(

I feel so sorry for Frenchie. Andy is so stuck up her ass. She isn’t as fond of him as he is her.

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I was at DMV for about 10 minutes. I know people complain about how slow they are, but the on here must be good, because I am never there for very long. There was barely anyone there too.

I am in a really good mood today too The fact that Randy replied to me probably helps. I also slept all night. Well, since I went to bed around 3-3:30.
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