This is going to sound weird
Someone tried to do something to me, and they don’t know that I know. But what they tried to do was good. There’s no way I can tell them that I know, because how I know is bad. I want them to try to do it again. I don’t know what to do. I know you all can’t help, because you will have no clue what the hell I am talking about. I cannot tell anyone, even though I want to scream it to the world. The only people that know are Dorka, Emily, TJ and Christy. I shouldn’t have even told Christy. If you read this Christy, I will tell you why. It’s nothing against you. Now Leslie knows 
She gave me advice. I’ll do it. I feel dumb doing it, but I will.
My neighbor, whom I have only said hi to before, knocked on my door crying this morning. She said “can I come in?” So she came in and the first thing I noticed is that she smelled like alcohol, SO BAD. This was at 12pm. She is fighting with her boyfriend. She was a little weird. She must have asked me what my dogs’ names are and which is the boy and the girl no less than 10 times. I even told her; “the boy has the blue collar on, and the girl has the pink one.” She kept talking about how she is bipolar too. She knows the girl that I know at the tanning salon, and the girl at the tanning salon (Jane) told her to come talk to me. She was kinda getting on my nerves. Who knows, maybe we can get drunk together. As long as she doesn’t start crying while we are drunk. That would suck. I am a HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! drunk. Yeah, I don’t know, she’s kind of weird. You have to be — to go knocking on someone’s door — that you don’t know — crying. I would never do that. I don’t think bad of her or anything like that. I just couldn’t do it. I was hoping she had some cigarettes LOL. I don’t buy my own anymore, I just smoke everyone else’s. It’s not going to kill me (during my surgery) to smoke a few.
OMG two more weeks!!!!! I am nervous, but NOTHING will stop me. Unless my insurance cancels it again. If they did, I’d try to take out a loan. I know I’d get denied, though. It would suck ass. I know they won’t cancel it. I think I am going to start taking some immune boosters, because if I get the flu or a cold, they have to reschedule my surgery!
Maury is so gay. I only like the paternity results. I don’t like looking at 100 pound 4 year olds. I don’t like guessing if someone is really a man or a woman. I don’t like watching “most shocking videos”. I don’t even like the lie detector ones, because I don’t trust lie detectors. With paternity ones, you know that it’s the 100% truth.
Oh and I lost 2 more pounds, according to my doctors scale. I don’t know if they weighed me on the same one, though. There’s two right next to each other. My stupid expensive digital scale still says something different every time. My floor isn’t perfectly flat, and I move it to a flat surface every time, but it still says something different.
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