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I don’t know why he doesn’t want to be with me. I’m not psycho, at all.

I am buying you something for Christmas. And like it or not, you are coming over to get it. I am FUCKING so serious too. If you don’t come get it, I am going to FUCK your car up. I’m just kidding, but you better FUCKING come get it. I am FUCKING serious. You better FUCKING come get it before Christmas. I don’t even FUCKING want to see you before Christmas because I’ve FUCKING only lost 13 pounds since my surgery. I don’t FUCKING care. Andrew, I am so FUCKING serious that it isn’t even FUCKING funny. If you don’t come get it, then I am going to deliver it to you personally. I’m going to throw it through your FUCKING windshield. And if it won’t go through your FUCKING windshield, I’ll FUCKING take a hammer to it and gently sit it on your seat. Trust me, you FUCKING want this present. So come get it please.

I love you!!!!!!!!!!
I miss you!!!!!!!!!!

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Same old shit

When I was driving home from the gym today, I was trying to pass this truck, and I look down, and I was doing 87mph I totally didn’t mean to do that. I am sure the cop would love that. “Sir, I totally didn’t mean to do that.”

Me: Do you ever want to kill me?
Andrew: Are you recording this conversation?
Me: It’s okay, you don’t have to say anything, I know you do.
Andrew: I didn’t say anything.

I need to find someone new to be obsessed with. I tried to be obsessed with Randy, but it didn’t work out. I forgot why I had to be obsessed with him. I did have a reason. I just tried to look it up on my site. It’s driving me crazy. I did have a reason, I swear. Wow, I don’t know.

I think he lied to me about something else too. He told me that he had duty Friday, then yesterday he told me that he has duty today. I think that’s what he said. He has duty every 8 days. I am going to call him now to see. Yeah, he has duty. His phone is off. He doesn’t get a signal on the ship. Though, Randy gets a signal on the ship. I know he’s not lying about that. I just wonder why Randy gets one, but Andrew doesn’t. Probably because Cingular is the best thing in the world (Randy has Cingular). I LOVE Cingular, AT&T, whatever. You cannot beat their reception, here, at least.

Oh, haha, Andrew also figured out that I was emailing him from Randy’s email address. It took him long enough to figure it out. But I don’t know because he said “you were emailing me from that email address.” I forget what he said. He said something about fake emails. So I guess he was talking about the gay emails I was sending him from Randy. I don’t remember anything I’ll ask him what he meant by it tomorrow.

I am sooooooooooo mad that I wrote something on my site about Andrew when he was out to sea. It was something I didn’t want him to know. This was a long time ago, and I bet you anything he saw it. Then I told Randy the secret, and I bet he told Andrew. It had to be one of the two. I still am not going to say. It was the — LAST thing — I would ever — want Andrew to know. It’s been a secret ever since I met him. I wish I could say it so bad. I don’t know if Randy told him, but I think that he really did see it on my site.

I made an acronym for Andrew, but I deleted it because my whole screen lit up lol.

I am trying to seduce Rich, but I don’t think it’s going to work. Damn Randy and Andrew for ruining my reputation so I can’t whore myself out to all of Andrew’s friends. Randy is retarded anyways. He has no reason to talk shit. And he does, according to Rich. All I ever did to Randy was get pissed and say stupid shit. Rich talks shit about them lol. He said Randy acts like a baby, and he said that he doesn’t believe shit that Andrew tells him. He said that nothing Andrew says interests him, besides music stuff.

This is a BAD post. I SHOULD NOT post it. Oh well. Here goes…

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Rich and Andrew emailed me within two minutes of each other this morning. It kind of freaked me out. I thought it was some kind of joke. But Rich said that he hasn’t talked to Andrew in a while in the email. I swear that I did not ask him if he has talked to Andrew. He just happened to say that. I don’t ask Randy or Rich questions about Andrew… EVER. I barely even talk about him, to them, at least. I especially don’t talk to Randy about him because according to him, I am a big user. He is so dumb. I think he gets off on me using him. I never have, but that’s what’s in his mind.

I went to join the gym this morning, but they do it based on your income (it’s the YMCA), and they want my bank statement. That really sucks because I buy a lot of shit from my bank account. I put a lot of money in there from my mom. I may just join the gym by my house. I don’t know what to do. I seriously wouldn’t count on Christy going there with me that much, and that’s the only reason I want to join hers. I guess I’ll see how much they want me to pay first. They won’t even let me join when I bring it in. It takes a while. I suppose I can cancel. I don’t know if there’s a contract.

I still haven’t tried meat yet. I will tonight. I think it will be okay.

I just remembered that I still have my countdown until my surgery up there. I think I will keep it, so I know how long it’s been since my surgery.

I don’t have much to talk about.

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Kkjdaakdsldas (no title because I am lazy. I’ve been trying not to be lately)

You think my insurance would pay for me to have my boob job in Beverly Hills? If I flew myself out there? I don’t think you would have to have it in the city you live in, or even near by. I am sure they wouldn’t pay for a real good surgeon. But maybe just because I am in Beverly Hills, they will do a better job because they do so much plastic surgery there. If you don’t know, by “boob job”, I mean a reduction. I definitely do not need bigger boobs.

Andrew got all pissed off at me tonight because I asked him when he was going out to sea. He said Thursday. I said that I don’t trust him. Then he got all mad. Then I realized I said it the total wrong way. I meant that I didn’t trust the Navy because it always changes when he goes out to sea. I didn’t think he was lying to me. I have only caught him in one lie, and I really don’t think that he lies to me at all. Except about that one thing, Leslie.

They just did something on The Insider about a 500 pound teen. A lot of the day yesterday, I was watching something on TLC about people that were like 500 pounds and over. I really like watching this stuff because it motivates me, and it makes me feel skinny as shit.

I spent $130.00 at the grocery store tonight I am so happy that I can eat anything now. I swear to God that everything I bought is good for you and diet and light. I didn’t get anything like diet or light cookies lol. If they even have those. Every thing was good, and a lot of was stuff like the Lean Cuisine meals. They said that I could have them, and I have never heard that they are not as healthy as they make them out to be. I don’t know about meat, but I am going to have some. Hopefully it won’t make me sick. I’ve already tried bread, and that went fine. I won’t be doing that after I get my band filled, though.

I thought about something else I did that was REALLY stupid. I have said this before, but over a year ago some bitch bid on my sidekick, and she didn’t pay because she said it was too expensive. They were all the same price, and she said they were less brand new. No shit, it’s because you have to sign a contract. Well, I replied to the negative feedback that she left me (that got removed (the negative part, not the comments))… and said “YOURE THE ONE THAT BIDDED ON IT. WHAT ARE YOU STUPID? ALL ARE GOING FOR SAME!!!!” I said “bidded” lol. I immediately noticed I did it, but it was too late. You can’t change feedback. It wouldn’t have been so bad if I didn’t call HER stupid lol. So now that is stuck on my feedback. I have got 3 negative feedbacks, counting that one that got removed, and every time, I went psycho on the people that left it for me. I will email them calling them a bitch and everything. The fucking two other ones were for cheap retarded purses, and I would have gladly refunded their money if they emailed me. I don’t usually sell cheap stuff on eBay, and I don’t know why I even sold that shit, but because I did, I have two negative feedbacks now. I usually won’t sell anything that won’t sell for under $50.00. Oh well, I have 92 positive feedbacks. Andrew has told me more than once that he doesn’t understand why eBay feedback is so important to me. It will make people not buy my shit, and it hurts my feelings. People probably look at the page before they even open my feedback and see that I have only 97.9% positive feedback. I am serious, eBay stresses me out SO much. Probably more than it should. I look at peoples feedback, unless their percent is absolutely horrible, but not everyone is as smart as me haha.

I need to do a ton of dishes now. Because apparently eggs don’t come off of dishes that well in the dishwasher. At least dishes that have been sitting in the dishwasher for a few days.

I bet you that my “Andrew” category has more posts than any of the other categories. Probably more that “general”. No, that’s not possible because everything goes in “general”. But the “general” category should be called “general/Andrew” lol.

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I’m glad I have health insurance

I got the bill yesterday or sometime. I don’t know. I haven’t checked my mail in a while. This is just the hospital bill, not what the doctor got paid and stuff… I think.

No wonder people go to Mexico to have surgery. Not that it isn’t dumb.

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My mom is psycho

She got all pissed off over a card game. We were playing, and I had never played before. She told me the wrong rules, which messed up my whole game because I was throwing away cards that I should have kept. She denied how she said to play, and even my cousin agreed with me. She got SO pissed off. Then I wanted to not count that hand, so she freaked out. Then I called her a bitch as a joke… I swear I said it in a joking way. She freaked out and threw the cards down and told me to go home. I follow her outside and tell her I need $50.00 before I leave. She said no. So I called her a bitch and left. And I said that she would be paying all my overdraft fees, and that I don’t have enough gas to drive back to get money from her. When I am down the road she calls and leaves me a message to come back to get the money. When I come back she says that my cousin and my uncle are not coming over for Christmas.

She is mad at my uncle because she thinks that he expects her to buy all my cousins Christmas presents because he says that he is not buying her anything. That’s not right, but she has always had something against them. She is so rude to them, and she is very stingy when it comes to them. My cousin has like nothing. She doesn’t even have clothes that fit her, and my uncle gets money that is supposed to go to her. Her mom died a couple years ago, and my uncle adopted her. This is my (step) dad’s family. It’s still better than her being with her mom because her mom used drugs and moved her from place to place all the time. I just feel really bad for her, and my mom is such a bitch to her. My mom told her uncle that she lost her virginity. I am not too mad about that because if she doesn’t do something to prevent her from getting pregnant, then my cousin is FUCKED if she has a baby. My mom really doesn’t like anyone in my dad’s family. They are nothing but nice to her too. She has been a MAJOR psycho BITCH the last 2 days. I fucking hate her SO MUCH sometimes. I am serious. She has been acting like she is way bipolar. I am so fucking pissed right now. I just called her and told her to call me when she can admit that she is being a psycho bitch and hung up on her.

I forgot to tell you guys something funny. I got carded to see a Rated R movie when I went to see Saw IV. He asked me for my ID before he even knew that I was paying with a check card. Then he asked for my ID again when I gave him my check card. I was like “can my cousin come in with me? She is 15, but I am TWENTY FIVE”. I didn’t yell about it, but I made sure he knew that I was 25. I wasn’t mad. I thought it was funny. I take it as a compliment. I know there’s no way that I look 16. Don’t you have to be 17 to watch Rated R movies? Or do you have to be 18 now? I don’t know what he was thinking. I have never been carded to watch a movie, probably never even before I was 17 or 18. Andrew said that he’s never been carded to watch a movie either. I don’t know if he was asking everyone or what. I hope I look young. That will come in handy when I am like 30 lol.

And yeah, my cousin did have sex, but she DOES NOT use drugs, smoke or drink… which is good. And when I went back to get the money from my mom, she gives me $100.00 instead of $50.00. She is so freaking psycho.

Okay, I am watching “Running with Scissors” AGAIN. This has to be over the 10th time I have seen it. I would watch something else, but there’s nothing else on TV. Starz has been playing this movie for forever. HBO was playing it for awhile too.

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Andrew… again

Andrew claims that when I was in the hospital, I emailed him, and he thinks it should have went to my site. He said that I kept saying “Andrew” instead of “you”. He said that I said that I am completely over Andrew. That is possible because when I type “Mo”, it suggests “moblog”, and also Andrew’s last name starts with “Mo”, and it suggests that. I keep hearing about all this stuff I did. I guess I was high. I know that I wasn’t laughing uncontrollably or anything like that. I don’t remember emailing him that. He said he will forward it to me when he goes to work on Monday. I can’t wait to see what I wrote. I am wondering if I posted it on here and then forwarded it to him. I remember reading what I wrote on here when I was in the hospital, and I am pretty sure I didn’t say anything about being over him. I wish it was true, sometimes. Though, not today because I am serious, he was soooooooo nice on the phone today. I do like assholes, but my two serious boyfriends were VERY nice to me. Dede bought me stuff all the time, and Chris would do ANYTHING for me.

Andy keeps “reverse sneezing”. I hate it because it looks so uncomfortable. I don’t know if it hurts dogs, but it looks like it does. I noticed when I had my Dalmatian from when I was a little girl, that if you pet them when they are doing it, they stop or don’t do it as much.

Andrew told me that he will email me when he is out to sea, when he is gone these 3 weeks. That’s how much of a good mood he was in. He hates emailing. He says he doesn’t email anybody, and I believe him. He was doing good about emailing me for awhile. I think that he is eventually going to give me another chance. He just BETTER come to see me before he leaves for 6 months. If he doesn’t, that will be a LONG time without me seeing him. I seriously hope that I don’t get over him when he is gone. I love him soooooooooo much. If I have a boyfriend when he gets back, I would definitely cheat on my boyfriend or dump him to be with Andrew. God, he gets in such a bad mood sometimes, and I hate it. You never know when he will be in a bad mood. Of course it wasn’t like that at first. It never is. He was nice to me for only about 3 months.

I just remembered something else. The girl that I met after one of my classes said that they scrub your belly with something, and she helped them do it. I don’t remember them doing that to me before my surgery. They could have after they gave me that anxiety medicine. I just want to know what happened so bad. I guess it’s better that I don’t because I was SO nervous. There was no changing my mind after they gave me those anxiety meds in my IV. I really want to know if I was even awake. I could be wrong, but I don’t think they would give me something that would put me to sleep before they give me anesthesia.

I am trying to remember something so bad that I wanted to write. I know it was about Andrew, but I totally forget. I have THE WORST memory. Andrew says that I remember everything, but I really don’t.

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Live From The Field

I am such an idiot. I posted a little while ago, and I just so happeded to look at it a few days ago. I posted about how I was tired, and how I tried to put “more tired”, but Word changed it to “tireder”. It was retarded because the only reason Word changed it was because I spelled it some fucked up way. I don’t even know how I spelled it. It was so off that I don’t even remember. I don’t know what the hell I was thinking. I told you guys that I CANNOT FUNCTION when I am tired. I even spelled “tired” right, but I must have spelled “more tired” wrong. Then I continue to spell it wrong after it suggests it. I wish I could remember how I spelled it. I deleted it so I wouldn’t look retarded.

I am not embarrassed or anything. Everyone is aware that I am an idiot, anyways. If I was, I would have said something a few days ago. I just thought it was funny.

It’s like how I spelled “youtube” “utobe” when I was on Ambien. I probably meant to put a “u” instead of an “o”, but it was still dumb. At least I have an excuse. I was really, really high. I think being tired is a good enough excuse, though. I am worse than when I am high on Ambien, when I am tired.

I spelled “offense” “offence” a looooooong time ago. I have no clue how much other shit I’ve done.

I don’t feel bad because I have noticed that a certain college graduate is worse than me. A long time ago Kelley said on TGO’s site that she knows plenty of idiots who graduated from high school. It’s so true. Andy is one of them (he is this guy I used to see). He was such a dumbass.

Oh yeah. Haha, Sarah accused me of naming my dog, Andy, after Andrew. I swear to God that I did not do that. I just had to clear that up. I had my dog before I even met Andrew and before I met Andy also. He is the only sweet thing to have a name that comes from “Andrew”. Because I have an ex named Drew, and I have always claimed that he is the most psycho person I have ever met.

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Andrew… what else?

OMG Andrew was in SUCH A GOOD MOOD tonight. He talked A LOT and was REALLY NICE. I even told him something crazy I did to someone… can’t say who because they read my site sometimes. It’s someone he knows. He says he thinks I am more psycho now lol… oops. Now he says that we will see how things go when it comes to being with me and coming over. It’s so nice getting along with him. He is going out to sea for 3 weeks next week sometime I’ll call him on Tuesday, I guess. He said he didn’t know what day it would be. We talked for an hour and 49 minutes. I got pissed at him once for like 60 seconds because he said that other girls are allowed to like him, but I am not. I think he was joking, but he probably really meant it. He brought up how I want to see him in his Navy uniform. He said that NO ONE ever will see him in it. He gets changed on the ship. I told him that I will when we are married. He said that I won’t when we are married. At least he recognizes that we are going to get married lol. psy-CHO! Oh well. I am who I am. I am not trying to kill anybody, and I am not trying to hurt anybody, so who cares. At least I am not trying to hurt him anymore. He recognizes that he is crazy, but he says it’s different with him because he doesn’t try to hurt anybody. I don’t try to hurt anybody but him.

I did really gain 4 pounds. I need to change the ticker. I am not as motivated because I gained and didn’t lose. I did weigh 2 pounds less the next day, and now I dropped a pound today. I have been doing good about eating what I am supposed to. Now I only weigh one pound more. I am eating a little less, but I can still eat a lot. I am sure I can eat less than most people, but it’s not very little. I am eating less because my stomach must be smaller, and because I am not eating stuff I really like, so I am not going overboard.

My cousin said that she told Stephanie that she thought she was pregnant the first time she had sex. That was awhile ago. She’s got me addicted to Lego Star Wars II again. She is staying the night again, so I am going to go play it.

Oh yeah, I went to see Saw IV tonight, and it SUCKED ASS. I LOVED the first 3.

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Thanksgiving and Black Friday

You like the title of my email to Andrew? When I didn’t update for that week, I filled his mailbox up on purpose. I did it so I could get Randy involved in the drama. I sent Randy an email and said that I filled Andrew’s mailbox up, but I had to send this email now. So I asked him if he could forward the email to Andrew once his mailbox wasn’t full. I am not even sure if I told you guys what I did. I don’t feel like getting into it right now.

I added a bunch of Thanksgiving pictures to my flickr. Christy, Jake, their 2 kids, my mom, my (step)dad, my step-uncle, my step-cousin and TJ’s girlfriend, Stephanie, were there.

Mom: Apparently your surgery didn’t help your table manners
Jake: No, she didn’t have the surgery to get the hole in her lip fixed yet

Haha, I am the messiest eater. I can be polite if I have to, but if I am around people I know, I am horrible. I have the BEST manners, when it doesn’t come to table manners. I don’t burp at the table or anything. I just get food all over me.

My cousin told me that she has had sex with 3 guys!!!!!!! And she’s only 15!!!!!!!!!! Then she supposedly told Stephanie that she thinks she is pregnant. That’s what Stephanie said, at least. My cousin said that she DID NOT say that. She said she hasn’t had sex since the beginning of the year. I don’t know who is telling the truth.

Well, my cousin is here and staying the night. I guess I should go entertain her, even though she’s watching “The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe”. I love that movie. I’ve seen it like 10 times, but I have missed the last like 20 minutes every time.

Oh yeah… Black Friday… We went to Kohl’s first. The line to check out was like half way around the store. We would have been there for AT LEAST 2 hours waiting to check out. They had like 4 registers in there. We just left the stuff and walked out. I am going to laugh when they see all the carts that people left, because the line was FUCKING RIDICULOUS!!!!!! The line to get into Target was out the door. We went there twice, and it was both times. There was NO line at Wal-Mart, but it was packed. They had every single register open, and you know they have a lot. We went to BB&B, and it was DEAD there. We went to a mall here. I think that was it. Oh yeah… Sam’s Club too. The truck was so full that we had to put presents in the back when we were in it, and put them on the inside when we went in somewhere.

I am getting a Wii for Christmas. Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha, Andrew. That is if they aren’t sold out everywhere. They were everywhere we went today. I don’t like my 360. It’s too hard to play. I don’t get it at all. I figured I’d get some old school Nintendo games. Then I could figure that crap out lol… maybe.

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