November 23rd, 2007 Marie
OMG, I just had the weirdest dream. I don’t usually blog my dreams, but I had to this one. This guy that was only in my dream… meaning I don’t know him, he wanted to go for a walk with me. So we are walking through these beautiful streets with creeks and all, but we are in a neighborhood. Some of the creeks had foam in them, and I thought it was beautiful. We walk by this house and hear a dog crying. We walk up (we are near the street still, basically) and we see a a bunch of puppies in a kennel. The puppies looked sad and like they weren’t taken very good care of. So I take all of them out and I have like half of them in my hands. There was like 25 all together. Half of them got loose, because I couldn’t carry that many. I am running these puppies back to the mall place we were in before. My mom is there, but when I am running, my knee keeps locking up. I was in SO much pain, but I didn’t care. So we get there and I bring the dogs that I had inside. I am telling my mom that I found them. I had like 2 Bichons. The guy that I stole the puppies from finds us, and I am trying to lock him out of the room. There was like a cut fence with two pad locks on it. I lock the locks, and he runs towards the other door, and I yell for someone to lock it. Someone calls the sheriff and says to send his guys over. He said he can’t, because it’s not a big enough problem. Then the lady tells him to come with his gun. So he comes and gets the bad guy that owned the dogs. I am hiding the Bichon that I wanted my mom to keep under my shirt. She is telling me that she doesn’t need anymore dogs, but I keep insisting that she better keep it. So we get to her truck, and she decides that she should keep it. Then I woke up. Oh and the dog had a tag on saying something about ice skating, and how not to vaccinate these dogs anymore, because the owner owes her money. There was also a tiger in the cage, but we didn’t rescue it. I left it open so the tiger could run out, and when I looked back, he was gone. I kept hoping that the tiger wouldn’t eat the dogs if he found the ones running around the neighborhood. But then I thought that they were in the cage together, so he wouldn’t eat them.
That dream was TOTALLY something I would do.
Earlier in this dream, my knee was locking up also. I had that guy push me through some of the neighborhood in a wheelchair. Then I got paranoid that he was going to try to kill me, because I didn’t know him. Then later somebody told me that he wanted to take me on a boat in the river. I decided to go, but I told him that I was scared of water. I really am. When my parents would take us canoeing (I can’t believe I just spelled that word right… I think) when we went camping, and I would never go. I went like once or twice, and I hated it.
Earlier than that, I was with Christy and my family. We were working in this mall. We were doing construction (weird), and this shop closed up across the way. They left the door unlocked, and I kept debating on whether or not I should steal a bunch of stuff. It was all kids stuff. I wanted to steal like this Halloween princess costume for Kam. Christy talked me out of it, because she was scared someone we were with would tell on us.
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OMG, so true. My mom said it’s because we went to the pet store today.
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November 22nd, 2007 Marie
Does God exist? Is there proof of God? The following offers candid, straight-forward reasons to believe in the existence of God…
By Marilyn Adamson
Just once wouldn’t you love for someone to simply show you the evidence for God’s existence? No arm-twisting. No statements of, “You just have to believe.” Well, here is an attempt to candidly offer some of the reasons which suggest that God exists.
But first consider this. If a person opposes even the possibility of there being a God, then any evidence can be rationalized or explained away. It is like if someone refuses to believe that people have walked on the moon, then no amount of information is going to change their thinking. Photographs of astronauts walking on the moon, interviews with the astronauts, moon rocks…all the evidence would be worthless, because the person has already concluded that people cannot go to the moon.
When it comes to the possibility of God’s existence, the Bible says that there are people who have seen sufficient evidence, but they have suppressed the truth about God.1 On the other hand, for those who want to know God if he is there, he says, “You will seek me and find me; when you seek me with all your heart, I will be found by you.”2 Before you look at the facts surrounding God’s existence, ask yourself, If God does exist, would I want to know him? Here then, are some reasons to consider…
1. Does God exist? The complexity of our planet points to a deliberate Designer who not only created our universe, but sustains it today.
Many examples showing God’s design could be given, possibly with no end. But here are a few:
The Earth…its size is perfect. The Earth’s size and corresponding gravity holds a thin layer of mostly nitrogen and oxygen gases, only extending about 50 miles above the Earth’s surface. If Earth were smaller, an atmosphere would be impossible, like the planet Mercury. If Earth were larger, its atmosphere would contain free hydrogen, like Jupiter.3 Earth is the only known planet equipped with an atmosphere of the right mixture of gases to sustain plant, animal and human life.
The Earth is located the right distance from the sun. Consider the temperature swings we encounter, roughly -30 degrees to +120 degrees. If the Earth were any further away from the sun, we would all freeze. Any closer and we would burn up. Even a fractional variance in the Earth’s position to the sun would make life on Earth impossible. The Earth remains this perfect distance from the sun while it rotates around the sun at a speed of nearly 67,000 mph. It is also rotating on its axis, allowing the entire surface of the Earth to be properly warmed and cooled every day.
And our moon is the perfect size and distance from the Earth for its gravitational pull. The moon creates important ocean tides and movement so ocean waters do not stagnate, and yet our massive oceans are restrained from spilling over across the continents.4
Water…colorless, odorless and without taste, and yet no living thing can survive without it. Plants, animals and human beings consist mostly of water (about two-thirds of the human body is water). You’ll see why the characteristics of water are uniquely suited to life:
It has an unusually high boiling point and freezing point. Water allows us to live in an environment of fluctuating temperature changes, while keeping our bodies a steady 98.6 degrees.
Water is a universal solvent. This property of water means that thousands of chemicals, minerals and nutrients can be carried throughout our bodies and into the smallest blood vessels.5
Water is also chemically neutral. Without affecting the makeup of the substances it carries, water enables food, medicines and minerals to be absorbed and used by the body.
Water has a unique surface tension. Water in plants can therefore flow upward against gravity, bringing life-giving water and nutrients to the top of even the tallest trees.
Water freezes from the top down and floats, so fish can live in the winter.
Ninety-seven percent of the Earth’s water is in the oceans. But on our Earth, there is a system designed which removes salt from the water and then distributes that water throughout the globe. Evaporation takes the ocean waters, leaving the salt, and forms clouds which are easily moved by the wind to disperse water over the land, for vegetation, animals and people. It is a system of purification and supply that sustains life on this planet, a system of recycled and reused water.6
2. Does God exist? The human brain’s complexity shows a higher intelligence behind it.
The human brain…simultaneously processes an amazing amount of information. Your brain takes in all the colors and objects you see, the temperature around you, the pressure of your feet against the floor, the sounds around you, the dryness of your mouth, even the texture of your keyboard. Your brain holds and processes all your emotions, thoughts and memories. At the same time your brain keeps track of the ongoing functions of your body like your breathing pattern, eyelid movement, hunger and movement of the muscles in your hands.
The human brain processes more than a million messages a second.7 Your brain weighs the importance of all this data, filtering out the relatively unimportant. This screening function is what allows you to focus and operate effectively in your world. A brain that deals with more than a million pieces of information every second, while evaluating its importance and allowing you to act on the most pertinent information… did it come about just by chance? Was it merely biological causes, perfectly forming the right tissue, blood flow, neurons, structure? The brain functions differently than other organs. There is an intelligence to it, the ability to reason, to produce feelings, to dream and plan, to take action, and relate to other people. How does one explain the human brain?
3. Does God exist? “Chance” or “natural causes” are insufficient explanations.
The alternative to God existing is that all that exists around us came about by natural cause and random chance. If someone is rolling dice, the odds of rolling a pair of sixes is one thing. But the odds of spots appearing on blank dice is something else. What Pasteur attempted to prove centuries ago, science confirms, that life cannot arise from non-life. Where did human, animal, plant life come from?
Also, natural causes are an inadequate explanation for the amount of precise information contained in human DNA. A person who discounts God is left with the conclusion that all of this came about without cause, without design, and is merely good fortune. It is intellectually wanting to observe intricate design and attribute it to luck.
4. Does God exist? To state with certainty that there is no God, a person has to ignore the passion of an enormously vast number of people who are convinced that there is a God.
This is not to say that if enough people believe something it is therefore true. Scientists, for example, have discovered new truths about the universe which overruled previous conclusions. But as science has progressed, no scientific discovery has countered the numerical likelihood of an intelligent mind being behind it all. In fact, the more science discovers about human life and the universe, the more complex and precisely designed we realize these to be. Rather than pointing away from God, evidence mounts further toward an intelligent source. But objective evidence is not all.
There is a much larger issue. Throughout history, billions of people in the world have attested to their firm, core convictions about God’s existence–arrived at from their subjective, personal relationship with God. Millions today could give detailed account of their experience with God. They would point to answered prayer and specific, amazing ways God has met their needs, and guided them through important personal decisions. They would offer, not only a description of their beliefs, but detailed reports of God’s actions in their lives. Many are sure that a loving God exists and has shown himself to be faithful to them. If you are a skeptic, can you say with certainty: “I am absolutely right and they all are wrong about God”?
5. Does God exist? We know God exists because he pursues us. He is constantly initiating and seeking for us to come to him.
I was an atheist at one time. And like most atheists, the issue of people believing in God bothered me greatly. What is it about atheists that we would spend so much time, attention, and energy refuting something that we don’t believe even exists?! What causes us to do that? When I was an atheist, I attributed my intentions as caring for those poor, delusional people…to help them realize their hope was completely ill-founded. To be honest, I also had another motive. As I challenged those who believed in God, I was deeply curious to see if they could convince me otherwise. Part of my quest was to become free from the question of God. If I could conclusively prove to believers that they were wrong, then the issue is off the table, and I would be free to go about my life.
I didn’t realize that the reason the topic of God weighed so heavily on my mind, was because God was pressing the issue. I have come to find out that God wants to be known. He created us with the intention that we would know him. He has surrounded us with evidence of himself and he keeps the question of his existence squarely before us. It was as if I couldn’t escape thinking about the possibility of God. In fact, the day I chose to acknowledge God’s existence, my prayer began with, “Ok, you win…” It might be that the underlying reason atheists are bothered by people believing in God is because God is actively pursuing them.
I am not the only one who has experienced this. Malcolm Muggeridge, socialist and philosophical author, wrote, “I had a notion that somehow, besides questing, I was being pursued.” C.S. Lewis said he remembered, “…night after night, feeling whenever my mind lifted even for a second from my work, the steady, unrelenting approach of Him whom I so earnestly desired not to meet. I gave in, and admitted that God was God, and knelt and prayed: perhaps, that night, the most dejected and reluctant convert in all of England.”
Lewis went on to write a book titled, “Surprised by Joy” as a result of knowing God. I too had no expectations other than rightfully admitting God’s existence. Yet over the following several months, I became amazed by his love for me.
6. Does God exist? Unlike any other revelation of God, Jesus Christ is the clearest, most specific picture of God pursuing us.
Why Jesus? Look throughout the major world religions and you’ll find that Buddha, Muhammad, Confucius and Moses all identified themselves as teachers or prophets. None of them ever claimed to be equal to God. Surprisingly, Jesus did. That is what sets Jesus apart from all the others. He said God exists and you’re looking at him. Though he talked about his Father in heaven, it was not from the position of separation, but of very close union, unique to all humankind. Jesus said that anyone who had seen Him had seen the Father, anyone who believed in him, believed in the Father.
He said, “I am the light of the world, he who follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”8 He claimed attributes belonging only to God: to be able to forgive people of their sin, free them from habits of sin, give people a more abundant life and give them eternal life in heaven. Unlike other teachers who focused people on their words, Jesus pointed people to himself. He did not say, “follow my words and you will find truth.” He said, “I am the way, the truth, and the life, no one comes to the Father but through me.”9
What proof did Jesus give for claiming to be divine? He did what people can’t do. Jesus performed miracles. He healed people…blind, crippled, deaf, even raised a couple of people from the dead. He had power over objects…created food out of thin air, enough to feed crowds of several thousand people. He performed miracles over nature…walked on top of a lake, commanding a raging storm to stop for some friends. People everywhere followed Jesus, because he constantly met their needs, doing the miraculous. He said if you do not want to believe what I’m telling you, you should at least believe in me based on the miracles you’re seeing.10
Jesus Christ showed God to be gentle, loving, aware of our self-centeredness and shortcomings, yet deeply wanting a relationship with us. Jesus revealed that although God views us as sinners, worthy of his punishment, his love for us ruled and God came up with a different plan. God himself took on the form of man and accepted the punishment for our sin on our behalf. Sounds ludicrous? Perhaps, but many loving fathers would gladly trade places with their child in a cancer ward if they could. The Bible says that the reason we would love God is because he first loved us.
Jesus died in our place so we could be forgiven. Of all the religions known to humanity, only through Jesus will you see God reaching toward humanity, providing a way for us to have a relationship with him. Jesus proves a divine heart of love, meeting our needs, drawing us to himself. Because of Jesus’ death and resurrection, he offers us a new life today. We can be forgiven, fully accepted by God and genuinely loved by God. He says, “I have loved you with an everlasting love, therefore I have continued my faithfulness to you.”11 This is God, in action.
Does God exist? If you want to know, investigate Jesus Christ. We’re told that “God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.”12
God does not force us to believe in him, though he could. Instead, he has provided sufficient proof of his existence for us to willingly respond to him. The earth’s perfect distance from the sun, the unique chemical properties of water, the human brain, DNA, the number of people who attest to knowing God, the gnawing in our hearts and minds to determine if God is there, the willingness for God to be known through Jesus Christ. If you need to know more about Jesus and reasons to believe in him, please see: Beyond Blind Faith.
If you want to begin a relationship with God now, you can.
This is your decision, no coercion here. But if you want to be forgiven by God and come into a relationship with him, you can do so right now by asking him to forgive you and come into your life. Jesus said, “Behold, I stand at the door [of your heart] and knock. He who hears my voice and opens the door, I will come into him [or her].”13 If you want to do this, but aren’t sure how to put it into words, this may help: “Jesus, thank you for dying for my sins. You know my life and that I need to be forgiven. I ask you to forgive me right now and come into my life. I want to know you in a real way. Come into my life now. Thank you that you wanted a relationship with me. Amen.”
God views your relationship with him as permanent. Referring to all those who believe in him, Jesus Christ said of us, “I know them, and they follow me; and I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish, and no one shall snatch them out of my hand.”14
So, does God exist? Looking at all these facts, one can conclude that a loving God does exist and can be known in an intimate, personal way. If you need more information about Jesus’ claim to divinity, or about God’s existence, or if you have similar important questions, please email us.
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November 22nd, 2007 Marie
I lost 4 pounds today. I feel like you people won’t believe me, because I keep losing so much weight. I was honest about gaining some of the liquid diet weight back… I think. I still haven’t figured out what happened. But I am losing this weight. I did just have weight loss surgery, after all. It’s just so weird.
I lost 2 pounds earlier today, and I just weighed myself, and I lost two more pounds. I am weighing myself on two scales. My one scale isn’t changing to a different weight every time I step on it anymore, because I keep it on the same spot on the floor.
I ate a whole crap load of food today too. I had 4 puddings, crackers (I feel bad after saying I was not going to cheat), 4 string cheeses and eggs.
I think I am going to change the weight on the ticker to what I weighed the morning of my surgery. Okay, I just did. I don’t want to get confused. I changed it to what I weighed at the hospital, and my scale said the same thing. I’ve lost 13 pounds in 7 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don’t know why that forum said that you may not lose any weight or gain some. I have been doing great. I have heard of tons of people losing weight the first month. Someone left me this comment about a year ago:
I had the lap band 8-2-06. I am 10 days post surgery and have already lost 17 pounds. I never feel hungry, but the surgery hurt like hell!
I don’t know why she never felt hungry, because I do all the time, even when I eat.
I was also told by someone that came to a support group, after my class ended, that she lost 25 pounds the first month.
I bought this blanket, that I LOVE, at Bed Bath & Beyond today. My parents have a blue one, and I’ve wanted one ever since I saw theirs. I didn’t know if I should get it, because the package was open, and the zipper was broken. That was the only one they had in that size, but I had to have it. I am using it for the couch in the living room. If Andy chews on it, I will f’in kill him. He doesn’t chew on stuff like that, usually, but for some weird reason I think he will, because it will be on the couch, and he can jump up there himself. I LOVE IT! I don’t know why I love it so much… I just do. I love Nautica. All their stuff is my perfect style. My comforter is Nautica and my shower curtain. That’s about all I have. I wanted this sheet and blanket set they had at BB&B a long time ago, but it’s really expensive. The blanket I could afford, but the sheets and everything with it is just too expensive. I don’t know if they have it anymore, but it’s not on their site. I probably lost the two pounds walking around there today. Not that I was there for that long. My dad was in a hurry. He is so freaking impatient. He got pissed waiting for me to get money back for my mom. She bought something there awhile ago, and she forgot her 20% off coupon. They said if she brings it back and the receipt that they would give her the money back. She got $27.00 back. It was 20% off of one item. It was off of the trashcan they bought. I get those 20% off coupons for there like once a week. I <3 BB&B. I wish I would have went there to get my scale, so I could have got 20% off. I bought it from them online. I am not sure if you can use the coupon online. Sorry, here’s the blanket lol:
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