I’m filled!
I got a fill today. I think he gave me a good one, considering I only lost 3 fucking pounds this month. It’s my fault for not going back earlier to get it filled more. I know it’s filled good because I just ate a small yogurt, and it went down really slow. It hurt a little. I am on liquids for 2 days 
My big incision that he sticks it in is also all bruised. He didn’t bruise me last time.
I also went to the gym today. Yayyy for 4 days in a row. I am going to go there and do cardio every day.
The people will be here to install my carpet tomorrow.
I have to go to the grocery store to get sugar free pudding. All I am going to eat is pudding and yogurt. I can’t do chicken broth anymore.
Picked up my pants from being hemmed today. Went to my mom’s to make sure no one was there with my cousin.
The first night I took Seroquel, I slept for 15 hours! Last night I took it, and I woke up about every hour. Oh shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. I have to crush all my pills tonight :( Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. That Trazodone is NASTY. I can’t stand getting it stuck in my mouth when it doesn’t go down. OMG ewwwwwwwwwwww. I am not looking forward to this. I am also not crushing my Lamictal. I have to take 8, and they are very small pills. I’ll swallow 2 at a time. This could all take a while. I need to start taking it soon. Damn it.
And I knew Andrew could not be trusted. I told him to email me if he is gone for more than 3 days. It’s day 4, and he hasn’t emailed me. I know he will answer me when I email him. I just thought it would be nice for him to email me and tell me without me having to ask him. Men. Andrew. Pffft.
Edit-
I just ate 1 1/2 things of pudding, and I am about to EXPLODE. I feel like I just ate a whole pizza. I am sooooooooooo full. This is great! I love it! I was not filled nearly as good last time. You don’t understand… I AM FULL!!!!!!!!!!!! I shouldn’t even have even eaten as much as I did.
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January 18th, 2008 at 1:42 am
You may wanna be careful mixing Trazodone and Seroquel…its not good to mix sedatives like that. Then again, I have been on drug cocktails that definitely should have killed me, but miraculously didnt. Still though, BE CAREFUL. Just because its prescribed, doesnt mean its safe.To me, there is no difference in taking a pill prescribed to you, and taking a pill you bought for $2.50 on the street. A pill is a pill is a pill is a drug is a drug is a drug.
January 18th, 2008 at 7:40 pm
Can you eat applesauce? I’m sure you could do it with the pudding too, but when I worked at a group home we used to have to put one of the woman’s pills in applesauce so she could swallow them. We didn’t crush em or anything, or do you just have to crush them cuz your stomach is all tiny? I’m a little confused.