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First of all, I lost another pound today. That’s 3 pounds in two days. It did say 209, then I weighed myself again, and it said 210. It usually doesn’t change, so I don’t know why it did.

Andrew played a cruel joke on me tonight. I brought up something I did, and I said that I thought it was funny. He said “you know what’s funny?” Then he hung the phone up on me!!!!! Then he kept his phone off for like 2 hours!!!!! I thought I ruined everything. I didn’t tell him this, but I was FREAKING OUT!!!!!!!!!! I was trying so hard not to go psycho. I called my mom crying SO bad. Then she picked me up and took me shopping at the mall, and Christy’s daughter played in the play center they have (of course we were with her). I was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo depressed. I thought for sure I ruined everything. I got two pajama shirts to match the pajamas I have. I didn’t pay any attention to them while I was there getting the pajama bottoms. I was still soooooooooooooooo depressed. So we all get in the car, and I call him to see if his phone is on yet, and he answers. He told me he was just fucking with me He did say he was disappointed in me, but he’s not mad.

I am telling you, I was crying BAD. I almost took my cell phone and threw it up against the wall. I used to always throw stuff when I would get pissed off. I’ve never hit anybody (with my hands), but I threw a Taco Bell drink on my friend Maria and a coffee cup at my brother’s best friend’s head. I think that’s all I’ve thrown at people. My brother’s best friend always jokes me about it. He says I tried to kill him with a coffee cup lol. Oh wait… I’ve hit Chris (my ex) before. I used to have this very popular Nokia. I wish I could find the one. The AT&T people used to call it “the die hard Nokia”, and it freaking was too. I’d throw that thing so many times, and it’d fall apart, and you’d put it together again, and it would work perfectly lol. I had that phone for a long time. It was the first phone I ever had, and I was 18. It’s the same phone number and contract I have now. Wow, 7 years.

The moment Andrew told me he was fucking with me, I snapped out of it. I was so happy!!!! See I ALWAYS overreact.

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I think this was the phone:

http://www.gsmarena.com/nokia_6150-10.php

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