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I forgot that I was supposed to be helping poor people and stuff, and I accidentally bought Crest Whitestrips Renewal. I bought them at the Rite Aid, not at drugstore.com. I used them when they first came out, and they worked great. Everyone says I have white teeth, but they must be whiter. My teeth are pretty white, and I smoke. Emily was comparing ours in the car one day, and mine were whiter than hers, and I smoke more than her.

I went to the gym today and yesterday. My legs hurt so bad that I can barely walk. I will go tomorrow, but I am not doing any cardio, or even walking up the stairs to the second floor. I will work on my arms on the first floor. They hurt SO BAD. They hurt before I went today. I have a trainer helping me for now, but I guess he had me over do it. I rode a bike for 25 minutes today and went on the elliptical machine. I did the elliptical machine for 5 minutes. He put it on level 4, and I did it for one minute. I got off it and got on the bike, and he walks buy and tells me to get back on the elliptical machine lol. So he left it on level one, and I could only do it for 4 minutes. Those things are hard.

My doctor switched my medicine around today. She put me on Seroquel. That sucks because I have heard SOOOOOOOOO many people say that it causes you to gain SOOOOOOOO much weight. I am slowly going off the Geodon and slowly going on that. The only good thing about it is that I can cut the pills so I can slowly stop taking it. Geodon is capsules. If I gain ANY weight, I will not take it anymore. If my weight loss slows down, I will not take it anymore. My mom takes it, and she hasn’t gained any weight from it. She all of the sudden decided that she was bipolar about a year ago???? I think she’s jealous of me lol. She is freaking retarded.

Here’s all the clothes I have to take to the thrift store tomorrow. The bags behind them are filled with clothes also. I put my fucking $80.00 pair of capris in them too. Oh well, someone poor will love them. I only wore them about 3 times.

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Manic

This website is cool. I don’t use it to prank anybody, but I just sent Andrew a message saying I love and miss him. I can’t call him today because I have talked to him all week. I am not supposed to call him as much because… well… you know… I have been psycho in the past. We are getting along great, although he was getting frustrated with me last night. He was doing stuff and I forced him to talk to me when I said we didn’t have to talk for long He was still sweet. I was crying, and he was trying to make me feel better. I was so emotional. I have had 6 hours of sleep each night for the past two. I woke up at 4am this morning, and I am manic and exhausted. I have tried to go to sleep numerous times today.

My mom took me shopping at the mall today. I found a pair of jeans I like at Steve and Berry’s. I only looked at Sarah Jessica Parker’s line last time. I didn’t realize that they have more womens clothes. The Steve and Berry’s clothes are better looking than hers. I thought she had good taste. I guess not. The jeans were on sale for $6 something. I bought 3 shirts and 4 pajama bottoms from Old Navy. The stores were close by in the mall, and I sure as hell wasn’t walking any further as tired as I was. Oh and the jeans are size 16, and they actually fit me in the legs! They are tight in the legs like they are supposed to be. Not too tight, but you know what I mean. I am going to get 3 pairs of jeans hemmed tomorrow. The shirts I bought from Old Navy are stretchy, so they should fit me for awhile. The pajamas have a stretchy waste, like all pajamas, so they should fit me for a while.

As manic as I am, I don’t really feel like talking, and that is odd.

Andrew is leaving for an unknown amount of time tomorrow It will be okay because he can’t be gone for more than 2 months (because he gets out of the Navy). I have a lot of working out to do, so I will look better next time I see him. Hopefully I’ll be in a size 12. I doubt it, but it’s nice to dream. I can’t imagine myself being skinny again. I thought I would have the surgery and it wouldn’t work. I still think it won’t work. It’s just weird. I didn’t think you could barely tell I lost weight, even after I lost 40 pounds. Now I can definitely tell. I have a bunch more clothes to get rid of. I guess I should get rid of my size 20 pants. I have a ton of shirts to get rid of. It’s so hard to give the clothes away because I am so materialistic. BRB, I am going to try on those size 20 jeans that were to small on me even when the others the same size fit me. Ha, they don’t fit me still. They seriously screwed up the size of them. They are huge in the legs and small around the waste. Maybe they are meant to be that way for people that have big legs. I will give them away. It’s was hard getting rid of my two favorite pants. They used to fit me so well, and it’s hard to find pants that fit me well.

I should just turn this into a lap-band/Andrew site.

15 year olds are so immature. My cousin and her friend came to the mall with us today. I am immature, but I at least I don’t act like I am 15. I think it may just be that I have an immature sense of humor, but I can be a major baby. My mom bought my cousin a bunch of clothes yesterday and today, and she didn’t even say thank you. My parents are huge on manners, so I am sure they will teach her soon. My cousin eats SO much food. She eats more than I could when I was a size 22. She weighs 200 pounds and she is 15. I know I am a hypocrite. She is going to be 300 pounds by the time she is my age. She also has a bad habit of wearing clothes that are too small on her.

TJ is coming home for a few days at the end of the month. He is going to start working with the Navy Seals. He has to take some classes or something here. He also gets a $75,000 reenlistment bonus. Andrew said ETs (Electronic Technicians) only get it. They pay his rent (up to $1,000 a month). I wonder why Andrew just got that and didn’t have it before. I didn’t ask him. Andrew and my brother are so smart. You can also get really good jobs after you leave the Navy. Andrew is going to do something like repairing equipment that is used to drill oil, if he gets this job that he wants. I didn’t ask him how much he gets paid, but knowing him it’s a lot because he won’t settle for a little amount of money. He wants me to make $2,000 a month when we move in together. That is not going to happen. Then he said I could get a part-time job.

I think I may be able to sleep now. But I have also thought that several times today. I guess I did feel like talking.

I am so emotional and tired, but at least I haven’t gone psycho and closed my site yet.

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Gym

I just went and joined the gym. The guy, Ben, he remembered my name. Hey said “Hey, Marie”. I can’t believe he remembered my name! It’s been like 3 years since I have been a member there. There’s a bunch of hot guys that work there. It is $51.00 a month. It must have been $47.00 a month last time I joined. I thought it was $57. He didn’t even charge me a new membership fee! The girl said it would be $75.00 when I join. He only charged me $20.00 for the rest of the month!!!!! That is so awesome. That is less than it would be for half of the month. It’s only the 13th, and it’s less than half of $51.00. They are so cool there. I love that place, and I don’t feel uncomfortable there at all. Lots of girls tell me they feel uncomfortable at their gym because of all the guys and stuff. I don’t give a shit. They have women only days too on the first floor. I don’t really care about women only days. The staff will make a workout sheet for you too and show you what you need to do. They will help you as much as you need. It’s almost like having a personal trainer for free. They will go over your workout with you a few times. All the staff is so nice. I don’t think the guy I had a crush on works there anymore; I just looked at their staff list online. Ben is hot, though. Not that I need to have a crush on anyone, because I love Andrew!

From their website:

FACT SHEET
• Family-owned since 1960
• Two-story, 20,000-sq.-ft. facility located at ————- Street (————) at the Virginia Beach Oceanfront
• Over 40 trainers and instructors
• Two major workout areas, each with cardio and strength training equipment
• All classes — over 80 per week! — included with membership
• Classes include aerobics, spinning, pilates, step, yoga, Hot Yoga, stretching, pumping iron, and more
• Locker rooms include steam rooms and tanning beds
• Cardio theater in the both workout area
• Aerobics room with spring floor
• Yoga room
• Free childcare service
• Women only Fitness area
• Best Personal Training at the Beach

I love it there. I am so excited. I am glad I joined that gym instead of Christy’s. There’s nothing wrong with Christy’s, but I know I love this place. I’ve never been to the YMCA, but I don’t think it’s as good as this place. They have a bunch TVs near the cardio machines. You just plug your headset in the machine, and you can watch TV and listen to music. They always have all brand new, nice equipment.

I am going to go tomorrow. I went to bed after I got off the phone with Andrew around 8-10 (I can’t remember), and I woke up at 4am. I was so exhausted from barely sleeping the night before, and I still didn’t get enough sleep last night.

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I am so excited

Last night I took a 60mg pill and an 80mg pill of Geodon. I feel fine! I usually take 2 80mg pills. My doctor told me to take 3 60mg pills, and that’s what she called in. She did it because I couldn’t sleep last time I called her. I had 2 80mg pills I forgot about. I am going to see her on Tuesday, and I am going to have her give me 80mg pills, and I’ll take what I took last night. I guess I am not addicted to it. You just have to come off of it slowly, which I had to do when I took an anti-depressant. That’s what they tell you to do, but I’ve been so scared. I got 6-7 hours of sleep, and I am tired, but I feel fine otherwise. I am so happy. I should be off of this medicine in no time. I will continue to take my Lamictal (bipolar medicine) and my Trazodone to help me sleep even after I get off of these. Then I will slowly go off the one to help me sleep, and I will probably be fine. I will be working too, and that will make me tired. Andrew said I only have to get a part time job He is so sweet.

Most of my cousin’s stuff is moved into my parents. My parents bought two new door knobs. One for their room and one for the office. They wanted ones with locks that you can lock with a key from the outside. They switched the bedroom sets. They both are the same wood, but the other looks better in my cousin’s room (the one that was in my parent’s bedroom). They also bought a safe. My cousin has to take her nose ring out. My mom made her throw some of her revealing clothes away. She has to join ROTC lol. I would kill my parents if they made me do that. I am not a Military kind of girl. I would feel so stupid looking like a man in those uniforms.

I went and paid for my carpet today. They are going to come install it on Friday. My mom and cousin are coming over to help me move my TV and treadmill on Thursday. They won’t move anything electronic.

I am joining the Gym that is 2 blocks away tomorrow.

I go to get my band filled on Thursday.

I got sushi stuck last night. Andrew says I yack it up and not throw it up. I cough and it comes up. I don’t really throw it up. It’s kind of weird because that has never happened to me before, but it happens every time I get food stuck. Sometimes it will feel like it’s about to get stuck, so I have to stop eating. It will hurt, but it goes down real slow and I don’t yack it up. But if it gets fully stuck, I have to go to the toilet. I didn’t do it last night, and I threw up on my shirt once I coughed. Now I know I have to go to the bathroom when it happens. I usually do, but I didn’t think it would happen last night.

I am so sick of Crystal Light, so all I drink now is water. I used to never drink water, but now I love it. I only drink Crystal Light when I take my medicine because if I get a pill stuck in my mouth, I won’t taste it as bad. I hate kool-aid, and I always have, so I am not getting sugar free kool-aid. I have had the sugar free kind before. I mixed it with that NASTY stuff I had to have before my surgery to get my ovary removed. It is supposed to get all the poop out of you in case they rip your bowel, so there is less of a chance of an infection. I had to drink a GALLON! I drank about two glasses and threw it all up, so I am glad they didn’t rip my bowel. Is it bowls or bowl? Do you have more that one bowl?

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Pets and my stalkee

Andrew says I can keep my cat (yes!), but not to get mad if I come home one day and it’s gone lol. Then he said I could keep both of my dogs too, but it depends on if he gets an apartment or a house. I am going to give Frenchie to my mom anyways. I may just get rid of Andy. I don’t know what the fuck I should do.

Andy is so bad, and I know it will piss Andrew off. I love him SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much, though. I don’t know what to do. I think I may give Andy to my parents and keep Frenchie. My dad is the difficult one, and he loves Andy to death, so they would take him. I just have to take him out every freaking hour because he refuses to hold his pee, which I can do most of the time. I won’t be able to when I am with Andrew. More on that in a minute. We could get a kennel for when we are not home. I am a bad trainer I tried locking him in the kitchen, and he just yelps so loud. It is so annoying and sad. You definitely can’t sleep through it, but he will get used to it when we aren’t home. Man, I hope we get a house. It will all work out. I need to get a kennel now and leave him in there while I am gone. He will eventually stop barking, and I don’t think anyone lives next door to me right now. This lady I am friends with, the nosy one, sometimes her son rents it because the girl that lives there only lives there in the summer and goes home to GA. I will test it out, and if someone complains, then I will stop. But I doubt he is going to freak out for too long while I am not here. He could always pee in the kitchen, so he needs a kennel. They say it takes dogs 1-2 times to realize that they don’t want to pee in their cage because they don’t want to sit in the mess.

The thing is that he has been wanting a winer dog for so long. I think he has wanted one ever since I met him. We cannot have 3 dogs. I say that, not him. Maybe if we get a house, but I doubt he will get one at first. He already knows what he wants to name the dog and everything, and he talks about it a lot. In case you are wondering, the dog’s name is going to be Mr. President. Yeah, he’s a dork.

I don’t think he is telling me all this stuff about moving in with him… for whatever reason. I think he won’t change his mind. He knows how upset and mad I will be if he changes his mind. So I know as long as I don’t ruin things like I always do, he will let me move with him when he moves. It is almost definite that he is moving to a new city.

He is supposed to go out to sea from Mon.-Wed. Now he has found out that it may be two weeks, or they may send them on deployment for 6-9 months. He will be gone for less than 2 months since he is getting out. They will fly him back here. OMG if he had to leave for 9 months, I WOULD DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I would die if he was gone for 6 months!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If he is gone for 2 weeks or more, he will miss one of the interviews for this job that he has been wanting. I don’t know what he is going to do.

His damn phone went dead on me after we talked for 1 hour and 15 minutes. He still only has his car charger. He is going to Richmond (his parents) to drop some stuff of, so he is going to get the charger while he is there. I don’t know why I am so paranoid that he is just hanging up on me. He doesn’t lie to me, and I don’t think he would do that. I am paranoid about everything, though. He has no reason to do that. We are getting along fine, and we don’t argue. He kind of got mad at me tonight, though. I was being emotional and whiny. But then everything was fine and we were talking and the phone cut off. I know that he isn’t lying to me. He doesn’t mind talking to me on the phone, so I am probably worried for nothing. If I accused him of it, he would get pissed and would say I am being psycho again. It kind of is psycho for me to accuse him of it because I have no proof. I am the QUEEN of accusations. I will accuse anyone and everyone of everything. If someone doesn’t answer their phone, then they are ignoring me. I do stuff like that all the time. That’s why it’s important for me not to say anything about it to him.

Andrew says I have to get a job lol. I am more than willing. I have wanted to get one lately anyways. I guess at a hotel. I don’t want to be a night auditor. I would never see Andrew unless he works nights. I don’t know if I can stay up all night anymore. It’s so hard because everything you need to do is in the day time. I would just die if I had an appointment in the day time when I worked as a night auditor.

I am not packing my shit and making moving arrangements, but some of the things I need to plan for long in advance. Especially the pet stuff. He gets out of the Navy at the beginning of March.

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I called Andrew back at a little before 11pm. I was so pissed off because it was ringing. But he answered He said he charged his phone for a little bit when he went to get something to eat. I got to talk to him for 42 more minutes before it cut off again I was paranoid again because it started ringing when I called him back after it hung up on me. Then I sent a text message from the Verizon Wireless website, and it said that it didn’t go though. I knew he wasn’t lying to me lol. I was also wondering why the phone didn’t go dead when he just went to get something to eat. I know he’s not lying to me. He has no reason to. But I am psycho
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I am ordering a crate for Andy from Petco. I saw “coupon code” code at the bottom, so I searched for coupon codes, and I found one for 15% off. I never thought to do that before.
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Crying when you wake up from a nightmare

OMG Have you ever woken up from a nightmare, and the second you wake up, you start crying. That just happened to me. I was crying right before I woke up in the dream. I was actually really crying when I woke up for about 60 seconds. A lot of tears were coming out and I was making the crying noise.That was the first time it ever happened it me. My cousin even asked me what was wrong. My apartment is small and she heard me in the living room.

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Great, just fucking great

I thought I had two pills left of my medicine, and I called my fucking doctor to ask her to call my medicine in. I had to tell them on their prescription line. They said it would be 48 hours. It’s over 48 hours and I only had one pill. I swear that I thought I had two. So I just called and they said that my doctor is swamped, but she’ll try to call it in. It is 7:53 and the pharmacy closes at 9. I told them that if she doesn’t, I am going to have to go to the ER tonight, and I meant it. I have to go before I start getting “sick” because I can’t drive while I am like that, and I really don’t want to call my mom and wake her up to take me. She gets up at 5am every day, and she is always so tired. I am going to be SO PISSED if she doesn’t call it in. I will have to wait at the ER for HOURS to see someone.

I would MAKE Andrew take me, but he has duty. That means his phone is off and there’s no way he can get off of work. I won’t ask Sarah or Christy to. Sarah doesn’t even have her drivers license because of DUIs, and I would rather shoot myself in the head than ask Christy. Just because, I don’t really know why I don’t want to ask Christy. If someone could drop me off, that would be better, then I would call my mom to pick me up. Maybe I’ll ask Christy to drop me off. I guess I could take a taxi, but I have no clue if taxis even take credit cards.

I am not telling Andrew this shit, and I hope he doesn’t read it. He will think I am fucking insane for going to the ER to get my medicine. I’ve never had to do this once. I ALWAYS make sure that I have enough.

Someone just called and hung up on me. I think it was the doctor’s office. They aren’t calling back, though.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I HATE HAVING TO DEPEND ON SOMETHING LIKE THIS! I AM ADDICTED TO A FREAKING PILL! I’VE NEVER EVEN READ ANYTHING ABOUT THEM BEING ADDICTIVE. I AM GOING TO GET OFF OF IT NEXT TIME I GO TO THE DOCTOR’S. SLOWLY.

OMFG. I just remembered that I had two pills somewhere else. My doctor gave me samples one time, and I had two left.

It was my doctor’s office that just called. I called back and they’re closed now! My phone only rang for like 2 seconds. It doesn’t matter now. I have enough medicine until tomorrow.

THANK YOU, JESUS!

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My cousin just asked me to use my phone and I said no because I am waiting for them to call me back. I said “why?” She told me that her boyfriend’s ex is trying to make a move on him, and her boyfriend gave her the exs number. Ummmmm. Hell no! That’s what my parents are trying to get her not to do. Why does she need to start shit with some girl? I told her that, and she said “no, I am just going to tell her to back off.” That’s so freaking immature. She hasn’t learned anything.
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She did call it in, and it’s another god damn partial refill because they don’t have enough. I just got my Lamictal there tonight, and it was a fucking partial refill. Now I have to go back tomorrow to get the Lamictal and back Monday to get the fucking Geodon. It’s not a big deal. I am just lazy, I guess. It’s literally 4 blocks away.

Damn it! It’s going to be $700.00 to get new carpet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am doing it anyways. The guy just called me. Could tonight get any worse?
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Another post

I went over my parent’s house with my cousin last night. My uncle was there. They were all deciding if my parents were going to adopt her. But about 75% of the conversation was how she stole my uncle’s checkbook and got AOL and People PC without him knowing. He was charged for People PC for 1 year and 6 months. He was charged for AOL longer because she said she got it before People PC. AOL wouldn’t give us any info on the account since we told them it was fraud. He never knew until this month that she had done this. He didn’t have enough money in the bank this month, and he was charged 5 overdraft fees because they kept trying to take the money out over and over!!!!!!!!! Everyone was so pissed about it.

Anyways, my parents got custody of her today. She is moving in there tomorrow. Well, she’ll probably get all her stuff this weekend.

I don’t feel like writing. I wrote the first paragraph to Andrew and copied and pasted it.

I have to go to the grocery store and go get my crazy meds.

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Stupid Cox

So I was trying to send Andrew an email earlier. It was about 2 dreams I had about him. He seems interested when I tell him dreams I have about him. So I send it, and not even one second later, I get an email from Cox (cable company) telling me that it’s spam. I call Cox and tell them what happened. I said it may have something to do with how I said “AOL” and “People PC” in the email. He said that may be it. Then I realized I am stupid because that was another email I am writing, not that one. So I call back. I send a test email. She sends one. I send another one. They all are going through. She told me to send an attachment of the email to thisisnotspam@cox.net, but it would take 24 hours to work. I decided that is too long because I am impatient lol. So I cut the email in 3 parts and sent it as “part 1″ and so on. The 3rd part didn’t go through. I knew it was because I said “penis”. So I change the word “penis” to “DING DONG”, and it goes through.

I had another dream about you when I went back to sleep.
All I remember is I took a picture of your penis with my digital camera. Then I turn on my desktop, and it was the wallpaper. I was so embarrassed because my cousin was there and saw it.
I didn’t make your penis my wallpaper. It all of the sudden just was. You had a condom on too.

So that goes through, and I sent the full email again, plus an email explaining that it was blocking the email. He is going to think that I went psycho when he opens his email. When I get pissed at him, I will copy and paste the same email over and over and send it a million times. I did it once like 100 times, but sometimes I will do it only a few times. He will know I am not going psycho when he reads them, but at first, I KNOW he will think that I am pissed about something. Little does he know that I meant it when I said I am not going to go psycho anymore. He is just waiting for the moment. Just like I told you guys, and then he said to me that he was waiting for a million texts and messages from me when he first turned phone on when it was off for 3 or 4 days.

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Please help. What do I do about my cat?

I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO fucking drunk last night. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DRUNK. I was drunk for hours after I stopped drinking; the room was spinning. I was arguing with Andrew on the phone for a little while, but it was playful arguing. We were arguing about stupid stuff like the world ending. It was a loud argument because I was so drunk and screaming. He was so talkative last night and it was great. He always talks to me, but he starts to ignore me when I start my shit, start asking him crazy questions and bugging him about when he is going to be with me and stuff. And that is usually half a 2 hour conversation. I will say the same thing 500 times in hopes that the next answer won’t be “I don’t know yet”. I am going to stop that. Guys don’t like that. I just need to prove to him that I can not be annoying and psycho. That’s the only reason he will be with me, and that’s the only reason we are getting along great and he is talking to me. Not that he isn’t doing things to help us get along better too. He has completely stopped being an asshole, for the most part. Oh and we were arguing about getting a tiger. Like he’s really going to do it. I said that I won’t feed the tiger. I don’t remember what else.

I ordered those pants from American Eagle on Jan. 30th. They will finally be here today, 10 days later. You know what I just realized, I don’t know if you can refuse stuff the post office sends you. The mailman usually just rings my doorbell and sits the package at my door. AE sent by some lame, cheap ass shipping company that takes fucking forever. Then they give it to the post office to deliver. If I can’t refuse it, then I need to go to the post office and pay to send it back. Maybe I can just put “return to sender” on the box. I still need to take it to the post office because it won’t fit in my mailbox… I guess it wouldn’t fit in anyone’s mail box. I will pay for shipping next time. Or maybe not.

All 3 of my babies are sleeping on my bed right now.

Andrew says that we can’t have my cat It wouldn’t be as heartbreaking to give her away as it would my dogs, but she is so evil. She will not let anyone touch her but me. I have a good idea, though. I could get her declawed. I know that I will have to take her to the SPCA, and she is going to HATE that. No one buys adult cats from the paper or whatever. There’s too many of them. Plus I am sure that they wouldn’t want an evil one. Maybe the SPCA could find the right person. OMG I don’t want them to put her to sleep She will never find another home I need to talk him into it. Cats don’t do anything. She doesn’t claw anything, but I would get her declawed anyways because she doesn’t like him… like everyone else. She likes him more than other people, though. He walked by 1 foot away from her, and she didn’t try to claw him or anything. She will hiss at other people and attack their feet. She’s never really bothered him. Maybe because she’s used to seeing him. None of my friends come over here because they have kids and husbands, so I always have to go over there. He’s the only person that comes over. I don’t want her to live in a cage until they decide to put her to sleep I don’t know what to do. I need to talk him into it. He wants a fucking tiger. What the hell is wrong with a cat?

I am crying now. I just called the SPCA and they said they put cats down with behavioral problems. Emily just cheered me up. She said that there are a ton of animal lovers that would probably take her. I think I can also make her an outdoor cat too. I would have to decide before I got her declawed. She needs her claws if she is going to be outside. She can’t have her claws if she is going to someone else.

I fucking hated the guy I talked to at the SPCA. I already knew that they don’t condone getting cats declawed. I asked him what if I did get her declawed, and he became an asshole. He said it’s mutilation, cruelty and so on, in a asshole voice. I said that I would do it if it’s going to save my fucking cat’s life. I didn’t say “fucking”, but I wanted to. He was an ass and he knew that I was crying.

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