Getting better
I went shopping ALL DAY yesterday, and I feel much better. Not because I went shopping, but probably because I was in the sun and out of the house all day.
I went to Target twice, the mall, Best Buy, and I think that’s it. I didn’t get anything from Best Buy. My dad got two seasons of Rome. OMFG… EXPENSIVE!!!!! Andrew likes that series. They bought a new Panasonic phone with two headsets. The battery on their old one was getting bad. My mom got a new wireless mouse. I got two file boxes for all my disorganized papers, Mac liquid eyeliner, A pair of Jeans, and that’s it… I think. Target’s jeans fit my legs SO well!
Oh yeah… I knew I did something else. I got my tires rotated, an oil change, power steering flush, and a car wash. I haven’t washed my car since I got it, but I’ve wiped down the dashboard and windows like two times. I was at that place for over two hours. They are SO busy. The line overflows way down the street. I don’t even know how long I’ve had my car for. Just looked it up, 6 months. Pretty bad. I’ve gotten one oil change before the one yesterday. But I was only 30 miles over my oil change. If I didn’t have my mom, my car would have nothing done to it. Leslie told me something that reminded me of myself. I know I have said it on here before, but if I didn’t have my mom, I’d seriously probably be homeless. That’s what she said too.
My mom bought me a white gold heart necklace from Zales for Valentines Day. Half of it is white diamonds, and the other half is pink diamonds. I will take a pic when I get home. It’s really pretty. I barely every wear jewelry, but I should start. The problem will be getting it off and on with my nails. But my mom said I can take a shower with it on. I’m so bad, but I’ll look up the price of it when I get home. I don’t care how much it cost, I am just curious. I would like it even if it was cheap.
I am going to be paying for my new laptop for probably about 20 years lol. I know I will only be able to afford the minimum payment because my credit card is maxed out again. Well, I have like $300.00 some dollars on there. The limit is $5,100. I feel so bad. I even called to cancel HBO and Starz because that’s about the only thing I can live without as far as my bills go. The gave it to me for $5.00 each for 3 months, so I didn’t cancel it lol. I will cancel it in 3 months. I am thinking of getting rid of my Sidekick, but I will have to pay a cancellation fee. I just get so frustrated texting on regular phones. I never practice, though, so I am sure I’d get better at it. Plus the unlimited text messages with Cingular is $20.00 a month 
And .15 per message without it Rip off.
You know, I don’t even know how Andrew pays his phone bill. I don’t know if his parents pay it or it gets taken out of his bank account. His parents don’t help him with bills, but I wonder. I HAVE to run his minutes up every month, plus I text him a million times. I am not bringing up up because then he will realize that he’s spending a lot of money talking to me. I did bring it up once, and he said that he doesn’t think I am running his bill up because I have a local number… idiot lol. I don’t think he reads my site anymore, or at least he hasn’t in a little while, which is a good thing. He used to come her EVERY DAY, RELIGIOUSLY! I’ve NEVER said ANYTHING to him about it either. It’s so easy to figure out IP addresses. First I knew it becauase I would see him online and he would go to my myspace every day. He is the only one that comes here from the area. You can insert images from your site into myspace (with the regular img tag). You name it something unique, and then you look at your raw access logs for the file name, and it shows the only ip that looked at the file. Then I had a real tracker on myspace. It’s broken now because myspace fucked it up (profiletracker.us), but it used to tell you exactly who would come to your myspace. It actually worked, trust me. It’s $5.00 a month. I never said anything about it before because myspace would delete my profile if someone reported me, and I didn’t want Andrew to know. Now my profile is deleted anyways, so I don’t give a fuck.
I know I am such a stalker, but if you REALLY, REALLY liked a guy, wouldn’t you want to know if he was coming to your site? It’s funny that he doesn’t come here anymore, but he acts more interested in me that ever.
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