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Sooooo… today has been the day from HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First of all, Andrew did go out the other night. He drank some absinthe that he got from Spain. I am not too happy about that. He drank it at like 7:30pm, and he doesn’t remember anything that happened after that. He said he is never drinking it again. What he explained to me was pretty crazy. All of it was what his friends told him, since he doesn’t remember anything.

When I talked to him yesterday, I was back a asking my ridiculous questions. I asked him if he would ever cheat on me… which I have asked him a million times before. He has always said “No!” firmly. Last night he said that he would if he thought he wouldn’t get caught. I was so pissed off, but I let it slide. So today I get this hair up my ass and decide that I don’t want to be with him anymore. I call him and he answers. I tell him that I need to talk to him about something in person. He kept bugging me to tell him what it is. I wouldn’t tell him. So he says “fine, if you don’t want to tell me then there’s no sense in us talking on the phone.” He didn’t hang up on me, we just got off the phone. So I call him later and he is still mad that I won’t tell him, then I ask him about the cheating on me thing again, and he says that he wouldn’t. So we make up, and I told him that I didn’t want to be with him anymore, but I had changed my mind. I said “aren’t you going to say something smart ass about it, like ‘too bad’?” He said “no.” So everything is fine, and I do believe that he would never cheat on me, but he is a guy, and I don’t trust ANY guys. If he cheats on me, it’s okay… because I will go PP-SS-YY-CC-HH-OO!!!!! I will leave him and take everything we freaking own… including Mr. President (the dog he wants). He claims I can have everything but the dog if I leave him. I guess you can’t worry about it until it happens. I just have to trust what he says. If it does happen, it will be fine, seriously, because I will lose all feelings I have for him at that very moment. It will be something right out of a Carrie Underwood song. I don’t know what to do or think… I guess. I don’t even know if he was being serious about cheating on me if he would never get caught. I will talk to him about it more some other time.

He is in Baltimore right now. He has a job interview tomorrow morning. He was driving up there the first time I talked to him, then the second time he was in his hotel. He has a job interview in Richmond, VA on Tuesday. So he won’t be home until Tuesday night. Then I think he has something here on Wednesday. I forget. I never remember what he tells me.

I was all depressed even if I was the one who decided I didn’t want to be with him.

The second part of my day…

My mom, my cousin and I go to Target. I was SO tired because the doctor is fucking with my medicine. I asked my mom if we could go, and I didn’t even see anything that I wanted. She says that she doesn’t need the stuff we picked up, so we can just leave. I was arguing with her in the car, and we were driving my car. My dad had her truck, and she couldn’t drive his because there is no back seats. So we take my car. She is backing out and her and this other lady hit each other. The other lady was also backing out. My mom was freaking out because she’s never been in a car accident in her life. I call the cops, and they don’t come on private property. So both the lady and my mom are freaking out. They weren’t yelling or anything, but they were two idiot women drivers wondering what the fuck they should do. I am trying to tell them to exchange insurance information, but they were being retarded. The lady calls her insurance company, so my mom tells me to call mine. I call mine, and I can barely even think because I am so tired because of my new medicine. I was arguing with my mom about her driving me home and my dad following her because I am so tired because of my meds (when the accident happened). I have an appointment with my surgeon tomorrow, so I need my car. Anyways the two dumb ass drivers exchange information and we leave. I don’t know whose fault it was; they both were backing out at the same exact time. At this moment, I don’t really care. There’s a dent in the other lady’s car, and a small scratch on mine, so it was probably my mom’s fault. If it was, that’s fine. We are not trying to argue about it and dispute it. Whatever they decide is fine.

I can still barely even think. This post is long, and I don’t know if it made much sense. I don’t know if I am going to be able to stay on this medicine. I CANNOT think.

Seriously, though, my mom and that lady were retarded. They acted like it was the end of the world. How hard is it to copy down your insurance info? I told them that that’s what the cops said to do. Also, if my mom was the driver… who pays for it? My insurance company or hers? She says hers, but I think it’s mine since it was my car. My fucking insurance just went down from like $80.00 to $65.00 too. I only have liability, but there’s nothing wrong with my car anyways.

The only good thing that happened today is that I lost another pound… even after I had one meal and water all day.

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