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I now have lost more than half of the weight that I needed to lose in the beginning. I lost a pound today. I am starting to get worried about losing so much weight. I have lost 10 pounds in half a month. You are only supposed to lose 4-8 pounds a month with Lap-Band. If you lose more, you don’t get filled. I am not going to get filled next time either. That’s a good thing because I can barely eat anyways. I haven’t thrown up since the morning two days ago. I KNOW I would not be losing this much weight if I wasn’t eating healthy and exercising.
My dogs are at the groomers. It’s so lonely without them. They need it BAD. I always wait until they need it real bad to take them. I hate taking them there. Most of all because I have to carry them. I’ve never put Frenchie on a leash once. I know she would run away if I didn’t carry her because they hate the groomers. She is getting so fat too. She got sick of the light Science Diet, so I am feeding her regular. And Kelley was right. Science Diet makes them shit SO much. They go poop almost every time I take them out to the bathroom. I don’t really know how many times a day dogs are supposed to poop, but they poop a lot. I was good for once and just picked up all the poop in the yard. I usually take forever and my neighbor does it for me. She has a dog too.
My mom’s friend that she works with had gastric bypass 6 months ago. She is having complications and has a 50% chance of living. She has had two emergency surgeries. The first one she was rushed to the hospital, and they were literally running her down the hall on a stretcher to get her into surgery to save her life. She has been in the hospital for almost a month… I think. I know a few people that know people who have died from it. My neighbor right to the left of me, her mom died from it. I think I would have stayed fat rather than have that surgery. Lap-Band is a great alternative. The only thing about it is that they don’t know what happens in the long run. They think everything will be fine, but it is kind of new, so they don’t have long term studies on it. I don’t know how new it is. I know they were doing it other places before the US. I know Sharon Osbourne got it done a long time ago (and had it removed).
Andrew yelled at me twice yesterday and made me cry. I already didn’t feel good when I called him at night. I called him and he didn’t answer. Then I called him later and asked him where he was at when I called him. He said he was at the gym, and I told him that I didn’t believe him. He got so pissed off and started screaming at me. I was just joking… seriously. I hate him sometimes. The other time, earlier in the day, I told him that he better not change his mind about me moving with him. He started screaming at me saying that he has a choice. I know he does. God. I started crying. Then I told him that he still better not change his mind… just to piss him off. He didn’t get mad that time. He says that I drive him crazy, but I am glad I do because he drives me crazy too. I bought him the Family Guy Star Wars episode (Blue Harvest or whatever the hell it’s called). He loved it. He told me that he had it in his hand and he was going to buy it himself, but he changed his mind. He does make me happy most of the time. That’s why I always call him when I am depressed, but sometimes he is such an ass. He is nice to me too. He’s not always an ass, but I always blog about all the bad things just to vent. He can be really sweet. And things are a lot better than they used to be. At least I don’t feel the need to go psycho on him anymore because he is being better. He does a lot of things to make me happy. I know he does stuff that he doesn’t want to do just to make me happy. He hates going places and is very anti-social, but he hangs out with me to make me happy. Not that he shouldn’t. But everything for him is hard. He is so weird. He HATES talking on the phone, but he will talk to me for hours to make me happy. We talked on the phone for 4 hours like a week ago. He doesn’t get mad about me calling him all the time anymore. He says sweet things. I know he’s still difficult, and he still isn’t as great as he should be and compared to other guys, but he tries. He is just weird. You have to be patient with him. He is an original.
I am talking about him a lot again. Oh well. I love him, and he does make me happy most of the time.
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