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I just got back from the gym. Of course I got yelled at by the guys there for not going in so long. I am so thirsty, but I can only take tiny sips of water. I don’t want to drink while I am there because I am scared I’ll throw up. That would be so embarrassing. It’s kind of hard to not take big bites when you are starving and take tiny sips of water when you are thirsty, even if you know the consequences. I have never had a problem drinking, once, since I had my surgery. I could drink a whole bottle of water in one minute if I wanted to. To be honest, I discovered it when I first tried to drink yesterday, and I was drinking champagne. Yes, I have been drinking carbonated drinks, which is a no-no. The first sip I took hurt, and I thought it was because it’s carbonated because they told me it would be painful to drink carbonated drinks, but it never was for me. So I figured I couldn’t drink anything carbonated maybe because I got my band filled. Then I tried to drink some water, and I couldn’t drink that either.

I get so jealous when I am next to someone running 8mph, and I am walking fast at a measly 3.1mph. I burned off all the calories I am probably going to eat today. I think water is making me full too.

I went to the gas station to get gas, and I got two packages of AAA batteries. I thought that’s what my scale took, but it takes AA batteries, so I just wasted $5.00 I wonder if they’ll let me take them back. I try not to put too much gas in my tank when I fill it myself because my mom usually steals my dad’s gas card for his business and fills my tank up for me. Yes, she steals it. He doesn’t know about it. But since they are married, that business is legally hers too. He has no clue how much money my mom gives me. He’d be real mad if he knew. He can’t even come to my apartment because she doesn’t want him to see my new furniture and TV. He knows she gives me a little. He knows when I come over for money because I am there for 5 seconds then I leave. He yells at me and tells me I need to stop shopping. I tell him I don’t shop haha.

I found out some good info. My band is 10ccs, and I have 5ccs in it. I still have plenty of room to lose all my weight, he said. I suspect I will be down 100 pounds in the next 3 months or less. Maybe less because I think I am going to lose a whole lot of weight this month.

Ha, Andrew called me last week. I was being really mean to him, and he started to get mad. I said “it’s not very nice when people are mean to you, is it?” Then he hung up on me.

I am cooled down now. I need to go take a shower.

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