Feeling psycho
I am really annoyed, and not by what I am about to post.
They want 300 freaking dollars for the simple tattoo I want. It pisses me off. Getting a tattoo here is like highway robbery. Probably because of all the tourists, and there are not that many shops. Emily showed the tattooist at where she works. I told her I want it to be 5 inches. He said $100-$125 for 5 inches. Then he asked who it was for, and she told him me, and he said he’d do it for $50.00.
So I will probably seriously go to Savannah, GA to get the tattoo. A plane ticket is $317.00, and $50.00 for the tattoo, plus I’d give him a big tip. It’s not much more than getting a tattoo here, and I get to travel and see Emily. The only thing is that my mom said not next month since she will be watching my dogs half the month, and Emily is going to be SUPER BUSY with school and work in June.
So… maybe not. Then I was thinking I would go to some tattoo shops when I am in Maryland. You know, I’ll probably just end up getting the tattoo here. I just have to convince my mom. She doesn’t care that I am going to get a tattoo anymore, now she just doesn’t want to give me $300 for a tattoo.
I have no clothes that fit me, or at least fit me right, so she has to take me clothes shopping this weekend. Well, the shorts that I just bought fit me.
God, I sound like such a baby whining about money from my mom.
I am in a really psycho mood right now. I just want to scream at anybody and everybody. No one is living up to almost unrealistic standards I set for everybody. Yeah, I told you… I am psycho. Steve is pissing me off because he isn’t talking to me, but that may be because I keep saying “yeah”, “lol”, “oh” to every single thing he says. I don’t care. He should still talk to me grrrrrrrrr. I am so mad. He doesn’t even pay attention to stuff I say anymore. Every time we talk he is like multitasking. Emily just ordered some crazy desert thing from Outback, and I just posted how I hate seeing people eat unhealthy. My mom just said she was going to smoke a cigarette, and she is probably going to fucking die of lung cancer. She doesn’t even care about how I will be in a mental institution when she dies. She doesn’t care about how she will feel when she is on her death bed from smoking.
I realize I do all this shit, but it still pisses me off when other people do it. I am probably incredibly selfish. I always have been.
April 18th, 2008 at 2:34 am
Me again, lol. I don’t think you should be so hard on yourself… we all have our hangups but you shouldn’t focus on them cause it will just make it worse.
If you do make it to Savannah, or even if not maybe you could take a small trip somewhere. I always feel better after I’ve had a break from the same ole same ole.
You can always hit me up when you’re feeling yucky, I dunno if I’d actually be any help, but I’d try
Oh! Are you still not smoking? If so please let me know of anything that helped you quit. lol I’m trying to prepare myself to quit. I don’t think getting over nic fits and shit will be too hard, at least I hope. I think the hard part will be getting out of the habit.
Whew, I still haven’t been to bed yet, it’s making me ramble
April 18th, 2008 at 5:17 pm
That was the first time I had anything sweet in months.
I cant even remember when the last dessert I has was…
So, Im sorry shmare, I just had a craving
I wont do it again… for a while!
April 21st, 2008 at 9:34 pm
Come here. My boyfriend is a piercer who works in a tattoo shop..ill get you the hook up..holla if ya hear me…uhhhhh