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My brother’s connection ended up getting changed because his flight from Rome was wayyyyy late. He didn’t get here until 11pm, so my dad went and got him. I’m glad I didn’t go because my mom said they got home at 1am. He met a Turkish girl on the airplane, and he’s going to hang out with her while she is here on vacation. He also met a German girl in Ireland. He is for real a chick magnet. I think he has a thing for foreign girls too. I love foreign guys, but I never end up meeting any. I loved Dede for his accent and his innocent ways. I guess because he wasn’t American, he trusted people too much and didn’t know about a lot of stuff. He had NO CLUE what bipolar was, and I tried to explain it to him, and he didn’t get it. He didn’t get why I took pills. He would also give people his check card and pin number, and he gave me his pin for his voicemail. I would never screw him over, but he should be more careful. He needed help doing a lot of stuff though. We could communicate just fine, but there was lots of words he didn’t know.

I have forgiven Apple… a little bit. I guess my laptop problem was software related, and I’m glad I complained or else I would have had to pay $50. I decided I’ll get the new iPhone (if I even have the money). The only thing I like about the iPhone is the web and applications. Those two things makes it worth it… I guess. I like the wifi too.

I am going over Christy’s now. She got home last night too. She doesn’t want to go to Crue Fest though Mostly because of the money. The freaking thing that bugs me is the $10 convenience fee and the $6 parking fee for each ticket. If you buy two tickets, just that shit alone is over $30. I haven’t bought a concert ticket in forever, and I keep forgetting to ask the guys I know if you have to pay the convenience fee if you buy it from Farm Fresh (a grocery store here). I’m not sure. I know I get charged a convenience fee if I pay my electric bill online. It’s $50 for each ticket. Same as Disturbed. Projekt Revolution is only $35 a ticket though, thank God. Woohoo, 3 Doors Down (Hinder and Finger Eleven) is $37.

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Happy!!!!!!!!!

Of course Andrew is the one that dreams of killing me. He has mentioned killing me a few times before. He has said it before as a joke, but sometimes he doesn’t say it as a joke… like when we are fighting. That confused 2 people, and I thought it would be obvious, but it came out of no where when I haven’t talked about him in a little while. I did seriously tell him I would not answer my door if he comes to it, and I meant it! That’s why part of the dream he was saying he knocked on my door, and I asked who it was, and he said it was Steve. I opened the door and saw that it was him, and I tried to close it, but he forced himself in. He started to strangle me and beat the shit out of me, and my dogs comes up to me and he stomps on him. I am telling him to kill me, and he decides that torturing me is more fun. The cops come and we go to court, and he gets one year. I throw a fit because he gets a year, and I get 5 years for contempt of court. There was a little more about how he was telling the judge what a cunt I am, and that’s part of the reason the judge gave me 5 years. I was a bitch to him, but whatever. It doesn’t matter.

I hope Christy will go to Crue Fest with us. At least Andrew won’t kill me with Jake there But I am sure if any guy fucked with a girl there, they’d get their ass kicked.

I bought two Wii classic controllers yesterday. Then I brought them back because I’m an idiot and didn’t realize you were supposed to plug them into the other controllers. I didn’t bring them home or anything, I just looked at the cord, and I thought it was short as crap. I went back and bought them again once I read online that they connect to the other controller.

Sam’s club is cool!!!! I got 24 Slim Fasts for $20, and I paid $30 for 18 of them at the grocery store. I got 48 AA batteries there for $15 a while ago. I hate rechargeable batteries. They don’t hold charges for very long.

My cousin is like a closet binge eater. She was flushing food wrappers down the toilet. My mom finds all kinds of food wrappers in a basket in her closet yesterday. Apparently she stole Slim Fast from my apartment because there was 2 cans of Slim Fast in there. She’s going to be 300 pounds by the time she’s 18. She already weighs 200 pounds (she’s 15).

She is also a major liar. She lies about everything. She steals too. She has been accused of stealing by so many people.

I can’t wait to see Drew. I want to know what he looks like now. He doesn’t have myspace. I saw him maybe 3 years ago. He said he’s gained 40 pounds since his surgery. It probably isn’t that big of a difference because he got really skinny after his surgery. He had like an entire body lift. The only thing he didn’t get before the last time I saw him was his thighs done. He got his chest, stomach and arms done. His parents give him anything he wants. I don’t even know if he works. He didn’t before, but he had nice stuff, including a brand new mustang. He did web design jobs, and he is good with graphics. He has a site still. I wish I could link it, but I don’t need to start drama on this site again with my real life friends. He says he has his own apartment. He did a few times, and then would move back home again. He’s pretty crazy like me.

I am soooooooo happy. I feel one million times better. I am always happy in the summer too. That’s why I am sure I have Seasonal Affective Disorder. I can remember being depressed every winter since I was 12 years old. I knew nothing about it back then, so I thought I was depressed because it was cold out or something. I noticed it when I was maybe 15 or 16, that it was a pattern. But I feel sooooooooo good and I am so happy.

I drink Slim Fast 2-3 times a day, and I eat 1-2 times a day. It’s becoming two times a day more. I don’t think I’ve gotten sick in maybe a week.

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Ugh

Drew wants to hang out tonight. I said if it’s not real late. He asked how late is real late, and I said past 9-10:00. Haha. I am getting tired really early and my medicine is working again. I do not want to fall asleep with him over here. I honestly do not trust him at all.

Why am I going to hang out with someone like that? I am such an idiot.

I guess he was always nice to me. Well, yeah, he was, until he had gastric bypass surgery. Now he’s totally hot and all, so I guess he can be a dick (sarcasm).

I only IMed him that night I posted about it. I really thought he’d still hate me. He still had to bring that night up. Why the hell is it a big deal for me to call your cousin to get your drunk ass out of my apartment???? She wasn’t mad or anything. Seriously, he threw a fucking FIT over that.

I didn’t IM him once after the night I wrote about IMing him, but I kind of figured he’d eventually IM me and want to hang out.

He said he doesn’t think he’ll be able to get here before 9 or 10, so I am going to bed soon, and I am not going to wait up for him. It’s not even possible because of my meds. I want to see what he looks like now. I just asked him if he has myspace.

Damn, he’s going to take forever to answer. I am going to bed.

“Displaying 1-10 of 500 results for andrew t—– in Virginia Beach, Virginia, US ” Damn, his name is popular as shit. Yes, I used his last name too. There’s 300 some if I use “drew”. Screw that, I don’t want to know what he looks like that bad.

Grrrrr. I should have went to bed. Now he’s saying he wants to come over now.

Drew (9:16:56 PM): hey i can still come through if its not too late
Drew (9:17:23 PM): i got a buddy with me, hes cool
Me (9:19:52 PM): i dont feel like it now… and last time you brought a buddy over here… he was a major dick
Me (9:21:39 PM): and you are not as nice as you used to be
Drew (9:24:20 PM): damn if thats how you feel
Drew (9:24:49 PM): but my buddys def not a dick, thats for sure
Me (9:25:14 PM): i want to… i am just too tired
Me (9:25:16 PM): seriously
Drew (9:25:18 PM): but yeah i know that stuff i said to you the last time i talked was pretty messed up
Me (9:25:29 PM): what stuff?
Me (9:25:34 PM): oh
Me (9:25:42 PM): when though?
Me (9:25:45 PM): when we argued
Me (9:25:50 PM): after that night?
Drew (9:26:05 PM): nah
Drew (9:26:11 PM): the last time u im’d me here on AIM
Drew (9:26:14 PM): a week or so ago
Me (9:26:17 PM): oh okay
Drew (9:26:36 PM): im actually not a dick anymore believe it or not
Me (9:27:03 PM): well you were so nice when we first met, and not to be mean, and i am the same way kind of, but after your surgery, you changed
Drew (9:27:11 PM): much more mellow these days
Me (9:27:15 PM): coo
Me (9:27:33 PM): cool*
Drew (9:27:36 PM): i know
Drew (9:27:50 PM): i was a prick, im not gona deny that
Me (9:28:27 PM): okay… well i am tired, so you should im me another time. i do want to hang out, i am just tired
Drew (9:28:54 PM): ok

I’m going to go to bed after I help Emily find out the meaning of life lol. And Jake just called me back and said he’d go to Crue Fest with me. He wasn’t planning on going, so I feel bad. I didn’t try to convince him at all. He just said he’d definitely go, and maybe Andy will go.

Geeze. Too many freaking Andrews. 4 of them!!!!! Andrew, Andy, Drew and Andy (my dog). What is the deal with that????? Every last one of them are dysfunctional as fuck. Even Jake’s friend Andy and my dog.

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Drowsy

Someone let me know about the dreams he has about killing me (strangling and beating the fuck out of me), stomping on my dog (he said “him”, so I am guessing he was talking about Andy), and blowing his brains out in front of me… in very disturbing detail. Didn’t he learn after what I did the last time he emailed me and said he started driving to my house with a knife (that was supposedly true, not a dream)? But I guess these were just dreams, and he doesn’t have a Navy boss anymore.

I made out with my friend Shane. We hug out yesterday. I promised myself I’d never have sex with him again after last time, maybe 1 1/2 years ago. I might though. We agreed we need to hang out more. He’s totally hot, and all my friends over the years have liked him, but we will never be together. He is a major man whore. I thought he kissed my friend Courtney when I was in the car with him once a long time ago, but he said he didn’t. I remember I was drunk as shit, and she was flirting with him, and we were stopped at a stop light, and I get out all pissed off. Then he drives around trying to convince me to get in the car, and of course I do lol (not going to be stranded somewhere). He had sex with Sarah. I don’t care at all. It just kind of grosses me out. Sarah and Courtney were both major whores.

My cousin is a liar and totally insane. Why in the world would your teacher forge my mom’s signature? Why in the world would you throw away every one of your bras that were all almost new? Why in the world would you flush food wrappers down the toilet?

Must sleep

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Concert

Emily says maybe I’ll meet a douchebag at the concert. She hates that kind of music. I don’t understand why because she used to like crazy music. She liked music like that when we were younger, and then she got into punk shit not that long ago, and now she says she listens to hip-hop. I think she likes emo shit too. We looooved Korn when we were teenagers, and now she hates them.

I said hopefully I don’t see douchebag there. But yeah, I am going to meet tons of douchebags there. For some reason I am into those kind of guys right now. I am sure because they remind me of someone. I don’t want some old (in their 30s) guy right now, now that I think about it.

I’m going to be a little whore there. Maybe I’ll have sex in the bathroom. Ha… that was a total joke, but I will be a little whore there and try to meet hot guys with tattoos. Maybe I’ll bring a guy home. Sometimes I can be a whore, but I am not usually like that, but I really think I may that day. There will be SOOOO many hot guys there. Yeah, they’re all pretty much douchebags, I agree, but I don’t care.

8 hours later…

My cousin wants to come with me. I thought about it for a second, but NO! I am going to be drinking, and Jake and Andy are too. Plus she would totally cock block me haha.

I saw hot UPS guy today, and as soon as I closed the door, I remembered I forgot to see if he has a wedding band on or not. I don’t know how I always forget when he hands me the thing to sign and my package. It probably doesn’t matter anyways because I’ll never say anything to him. I could at a concert; I don’t have to see any of those people ever again. Hot UPS guy is not young. He has to be in is 30s. Other than him, I’m looking for young douchebags. I like drama and games.

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Yayyy Disturbed!!!!!

Last night was fun. I actually drank a lot, and I wasn’t even too drunk. I still had my dad take me home though. My parents should be here in a little bit to take me to pick up my car.

It wasn’t as fun as it normally is. Yeah, Jake and Andy were being stupid as usual, but Jake wanted to talk about stupid crap all night. We basically had marriage counseling with Jake for a long time. Christy was sleeping inside, and Jake was asking my mom and I to tell us what she says about him.

There’s not many bad things she says about him. I told him a little, but I definitely couldn’t say everything. Christy was my friend first, but it still doesn’t matter. I won’t tell Christy the crap Jake said last night. I basically told him that Christy said he was a lot nicer to her when they were younger and crap like that. The only thing I would tell her is if he cheated on her or something like that, but I wouldn’t tell him if she cheated on him. I love, love, love Jake so much, but I couldn’t do that to her because, of course, she is more of my friend than he is, even though I know him well.

I know some stuff that he would absolutely bring up to her if I told him, and she would know that I told him. I can’t even tell Christy about the talk last night. I would love to say something to her about how much he talked about how he loves her and everything, but I’m scared if I say something, she will say it to Jake, and Jake will assume I told her more than that. I can’t break the “circle of trust” Jakes drunk ass was talking about last night.

I just got home from getting my car.

I am waiting for that stupid authorization to drop off my account. I am going to buy tickets to the Rock Star Energy Drink Mayhem (Slipknot, Disturbed, Dragonforce, Mastodon, Five Finger Death Punch, 36 Crazy Fists, Airbourne, Black Tide, Suicide Silence, The Red Chord, Underoath and Walls Of Jericho). Jake and Andy told me I should come with them, so I guess I will. Maybe I should offer to drive since they get drunk as shit and drive. I don’t know if I’ll drink or not. I probably will and pay like $8.00 for a freaking small cup of beer. I haven’t been to a concert in forever, but that’s how much they used to be there, so it’s probably gone up. If someone is going to drive drunk, we are not driving my car since I only have liability. It’s stupid to drive drunk in the first place, I know, but I still don’t want my car getting wrecked. Of course I would care about human life first, but if we survived, I need a fucking car lol. I know, it’s still stupid, but the Virginia Beach Amphitheater is not far from all of our houses. It’s not like we are going to a concert out of town. It’s so awesome that we get every awesome concert right here in Virginia Beach or sometimes Norfolk (30 minutes or less away). Emily and I went to concerts ALL THE TIME. We had so much fun.

We went to this one when we were teenagers. For some odd reason we decided we wanted to change shirts. It was hot as shit outside, like it is when all the concerts come. They had a water hose out there and we were standing in it getting wet and everything. It wasn’t a huge concert. I think it was Local H and The Bloodhound Gang with lots of others. It was a concert for a local radio station here. So for whatever reason we decided we wanted to change shirts. We go in a porta potty to change, and some asshole outside, God knows who, freaking almost tips the porta potty over on us. That would have sucked SO bad if it tipped over. That was fucked up.

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Ummmmmmmmmm

You can see and smell smoke outside today from the wild fires in the great dismal swamp. I don’t even know where the the great dismal swamp is, other than it is not very close to here. It’s in south eastern virginia and north carolina somewhere. That’s crazy you can see and smell the smoke all the way over here.

Lots of people are coming over my mom’s today to go swimming and stuff. I call my mom when I wake up, and she’s like “I cut the watermelon , I cleaned the pool, blah blah blah” for minutes, and I’m like “I can’t handle it, I have to go” lol. I am such a grump in the morning sometimes… most of the time.

I guess I’ll drink because Jake is SO fun to drink with. Lord, I can’t start drinking until way late though. They always stay there until really late at night, sometimes past 1am. I am done after 3 beers. If I drink early, I’ll feel like I have a hangover a few hours after I stop drinking (I’ve never had a hang over after I wake up, if I get enough sleep). Jake gets out of control when he drinks. It is SO funny. Christy HATES it. Every time he drinks, she gets SOOOO pissed off at him, and he drinks a lot. He drinks every weekend, and he drinks A LOT of beers and sometimes liquor. Gosh, last weekend he said he had 30 beers, and I believe it. He actually started to drink water. That was the first time I have ever seen him do that. And him and Christy got in a huge fight because he said he was driving home. “I’m not drunk, I’m not drunk.” They came in separate cars. I left before him, and he probably didn’t do it because she said if he did that she was leaving and going to a hotel as soon as he got home. He drives really drunk a lot, and so does two of my other friends. I won’t do it. I’ve done it a few times from Sarah’s, but I’ll stop drinking a while before I leave, and I still don’t like it. I could care less about a DUI (well, I do, but that’s not my main concern), I just don’t want to kill myself or anyone else. I know Christy will get pissed tonight. It happens every single time.

Christy is more my mom’s friend than she is mine now. Seriously, my mom talks to her more than I do. I feel like I am just not compatible with my two friends that I have here. The only person I feel like is my real friend is Emily. I LOVE her!!!!! We’ve been best friends for 16 years now. We are friend soulmates. I love everything about her. I truly love her, and I have never loved any of my friends. We never get sick of each other. She never makes me stop laughing. I can tell her ANYTHING! She tells me everything. She told me last night how much shit I have against her. Haha, I would never tell anyone. She gets completely out of control when she is drunk too, and I love it. She could screw me over too with how much shit she knows about me. Well, she can’t anymore, but whenever we have boyfriends, we could completely screw each other over because of shit we do to them haha. We’re both pretty bad with men.

I guess I am going to get ready to leave now. I hope I remember to bring some slimfast. I’m going to try to eat today. I just had 3 slimfasts yesterday. I was just to busy to eat yesterday. Yeah… I’m sure that’s an excuse. Woohoo, that made me think of weighing myself, and I lost a pound. I don’t even like drinking slimfast. It has too much sugar, but I don’t want to feel like shit again, and I don’t want to be unhealthy.

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More Apple problems

So the day before yesterday my charger for my iPhone went completely dead. I thought it was the USB port, but it was the charger, when I would plug it into my laptop and it would disconnect and connect over and over. It worked fine plugged into the wall adapter, until 2 days ago.

I called AT&T and was told to go to the Apple store. I did not feel like driving there, and it would have probably been $15 in gas, so I went to the AT&T store and bought a charger for $30.

I called Apple to get them to send me a new one because of my warranty. They said they’d repair mine. So they authorized my credit card for $49 in case I didn’t send my old one back. I didn’t get that because I just paid $30 for the same thing at AT&T. It totally sucked because it took the money out of my account until it drops off.

While I was talking to the guy, I told him to forget it, that it was too much trouble and I might as well keep the one I just bought. Then he told me I don’t have to pay for shipping or go to the post office. He said FedEx will deliver the old one and wait for me to package the new one in a box and take it to be mailed back to them. I totally didn’t believe him because I did not think FedEx waits for people to open their stuff and all that.

Well, it comes this morning. It was from DHL, and I had no clue what it was, and she gives it to me and walks away. If I were to not send my old one back (I definitely will), it’s not even a new charger, it’s used, so it’s $49?

I cannot stand this!!!!! They are HORRIBLE!!!!

My iPhone froze this morning (stopped responding to touch), and I had no signal. It fixed it when I restarted it. I am 1,000,000% sure I charged it before I went to bed and took it off the charger right before I fell asleep, and it was cut off and dead when I woke up. But maybe I opened the camera by accident when I set it down or something. I have accidentally called people and didn’t realize until I hear noise coming from the phone. And I don’t get it, it has been charging for about 10 minutes, and the battery screen shows it’s about 75% charged, when it was completely dead. That happened last night too.

I have NEVER once used a warranty on any product I have ever owned. I used my plan I got to get the laptop I bought cleaned when I was like 21 or 22. Other than that, I have never bought one thing that has broke on me… EVER, unless it was immediate and I took it back and got another one. My microwave went dead after like 5 years, and that is not the same as owning something for a few months with all these problems.

Haha, the guy said there should be a packing label in there. Umm… nope. They can’t do anything right. And I got disconnected and called back and they both didn’t understand why it was in an envelope. She keeps telling me to put it in the return envelope. Bitch, I just told you, there’s NO return envelope.

Emily just asked me if Scott Peterson went to jail. Ummm… wow… that was a LONG time ago, and she’s just wondering now.

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Psycho women

My stalker hasn’t looked at my myspace profile in TWO days!!!!!! Some days he couldn’t go two hours. He’s only been coming once a day lately though. It’s kind of lonely without him. I also looked at his profile and it say something about how he is in “lub”. Awwwww. AMAZINGLY he’s not putting anyone down on it. Seriously though, I kind of like him. He is pretty funny. I mean, the shit he comes up with. No average person could come up with she shit he says. And when he gets mad and emails me a normal, mean email, you can tell he’s smart.

The funny thing is…. he emailed me asking me why I want to be with Steve because he doesn’t pay child support (major turn off, even if I hate kids and have never been in that situation), he wacks off via webcam (don’t know if it’s true or not), XBOX is his full time hobby (that’s almost true). So why does his ex still want to be with him? She interacts with him on myspace all the time, mostly from that “buy your friends” shit. She has left him 3 comments, and he doesn’t seem to be interacting with her at all. It’s funny of me to realize this because of me wasting so much time on someone. It looks dumb when someone else does it though lol.

Steve told me some shit about how he had a whole lot of money saved in his bank account and he lost communication with his ex wife and he had to use all the money to pay her what he owed her. Bull shit. He talked about how much money he has too much. You may know from reading my site that I don’t give a shit about money when it comes to men. Yeah, it would be nice to have a rich guy, but it doesn’t change my feelings about anyone no matter how poor or rich they are. I like people for who they are. Gold diggers piss me off SO BAD. I think the whole money thing he lied about too. He seems to have a good job, but I still think he exaggerated.

He hasn’t seen his daughter in over 10 years (I think she’s 12). I totally hate kids, really, but that and not paying child support is a major turn off for me. It’s not even because I am scared they will do it to me. I don’t know if I want kids. It’s just wrong, and a real man wouldn’t do that.

Oh… another major turn off. He was sending me conversations with his daughter online and in text messages. She was asking for him to buy her something, and he was telling her that a video game is too expensive and stuff. Well, didn’t you buy at least 5 video games over here, a Wii, a GPS, and you supposedly have all this money? Do you think her mom would buy her a video game or has to pay many times the cost of video games to take care of her?

Nothing in my life has influenced me to feel this way, I just know/feel that it is wrong. I bet he got in trouble and had to start paying child support. I shouldn’t assume stuff, but I am the queen of it, and have been told many times by people that I assume stuff too much. Maybe it’s part paranoia or maybe I just don’t trust people. Most of the time I am right though. I have like the very best intuition, and usually nothing gets past me. I notice shit other people do not notice. The only thing anyone beat me to was Christy figuring out that TJ’s ex was married. That took her less than an hour to figure out. And my brother believed her for so long. I can’t stand naive people.

I think I deceive people a lot though. People think I am the sweetest thing when they don’t know me well like my family and best friends do. They think I am completely normal. It reminds me of my brother’s bipolar friend. I thought she was sooooo sweet and innocent, and then people started telling me the PSYCHO things she would do… like literally try to run someone off the road while driving, to the point the cops came. She tried to kill herself. She kicked my brother’s friend’s ass (who is a guy, and she is TINY), and she tried to say he assaulted her and they both went to jail, but it was found out that she did it with all the witnesses. I know his friends well. They come from good homes. They don’t use drugs. Most of them won’t even drink. The guy she beat up NEVER drinks. It even says on his myspace that he doesn’t drink.

I am not normally, but if you piss me off, I can get totally evil, and Emily has told me that I get dirty. It does not happen often at all, but I can be that way. Most of the time I make up with somebody before it gets bad or I don’t give a shit enough to even waste my time. I still feel horrible for doing it, but I have said some HORRIBLE stuff to Emily in the very few arguments we have been in. I don’t think I could do it ever again, and I don’t know why I did it. I am a lot better than I used to be.

Most of the time I don’t bother wasting my time on people, and you’d have to piss me off realllllllll bad. I won’t ever do anything illegal though. I probably wouldn’t care about going to jail if I was that mad. I just don’t hit people or do anything like that. I’ve thought about fucking someone’s car up, but it’s not worth it. I talked to 2 of my friends about it, and they told me they both slashed their current husband’s tires (Sarah and an online friend I can’t say). Please tell me that I just do not happen to know a million crazy women? Gosh, I hear so many crazy stories about women that go even further than I’d go.

The few hours I went completely psycho on someone… I got almost everything off of a website. I saw it before and I thought it was funny and might come in handy one day. http://makehimpay.net

My brother is as normal as you can get, and all of his girlfriends have turned psycho on him. One chasing someone around my parent’s house with a knife (lmao) and threatening to kill herself on my brother’s birthday. I forget the whole story. I wasn’t there. He was 17, and I didn’t live at home at the time. It happened after I left. I loooooved that girl, and I still love her. She is so awesome. Some girl went psycho on him because he slept with her or something.

I totally believe that women are not normal. ALL OF THEM, but some are worse than others. And I totally believe that all guys are assholes.

I just said something about my friend who cut her wrist because of her husband leaving her home alone. Then she shared with me that she has ODed because her boyfriend wouldn’t hang out with her.

I swear, some people make me feel completely normal. And I feel if a girl does not go psycho on you when you break up with her, then she doesn’t like you that much or give a shit. Women do it on different levels, and yeah, I’m sure there are women who don’t do it at all, but it seems so common to me..

I really can’t blame Steve’s ex all that much. She took it pretty well, but it’s just not fun when you are the person they will not leave alone. Shit, she took it better than I would have if a certain one of my exs got a new girlfriend. Can you use “crime of passion” as a defense in the US? I think you should be able to. No… I actually don’t think that. It is wrong no matter what, but damn do men piss women off. I may be kind of sexist too because it’s not as cool or funny when a man does it to a woman.

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Scary

I was dead asleep, and I woke up to this noise that sounded like a bell… like because of a fire alarm you see on TV in big buildings, not like a personal smoke detector. I’m stupid and sit there for a second and wonder what it was. Then I hear sirens like mad, and I know they have to be close, then I can tell they’re right outside. Also, it was dark out, and I could see the rid lights coming through my window. So I walk outside and it’s pretty smoky. I could see and breathe, but it was thick.

I don’t care about myself because I was out, but I start to freak out wondering if I should get my dogs and cat the fuck out. Frenchie sleeps under the bed a lot, and refuses to come out if she is scared, and I know my cat would be hiding.

But I figured everything was fine because some of my neighbors were in front of their doors, and the firefighters weren’t telling people to get out.

I thought it was the apartment 3 doors down, or it’s 2 doors in between me. I saw him standing outside and asked him, and it’s his apartment, and he said it’s a grease fire. It’s the guy that has a crush on me. And you know what… the same thing happened to him… in the same apartment… 4 or more years ago. I didn’t see it happen or anything, but he told me about it and his kitchen was redone when I went into his apartment.

They’re still out there and they have been for about an hour. I shouldn’t post this because it will most likely be on the news, but I don’t care. They put fires on there all the time, especially apartment fires.

Oh, BTW… THANK GOD… our apartments have a sprinkler system. It happened in his last fire, and in this one. I could see the water pouring near his doorway. He was also soaking wet when I talked to him. His shit must be ruined. I feel bad for him, but TWO times???? He needs to be more careful when he cooks. I don’t know if he fell asleep or what. Sprinklers are great, and who knows what could have happened if we didn’t have them. Before his last fire, I always wondered if they worked, but I guess they do. I saw that my landlord was here a little bit after it happened. He is probably pissed.

http://flickr.com/photos/myownprison/2574570184/ The guy in the red striped shirt is the one that likes me and whose apartment was on fire.

I think they left or turned their lights off. I should go talk him into letting me see it. Actually, no… not if my landlord is in there. I would feel really nosy too. I would do it if I knew my landlord wasn’t in there because I know that neighbor real well.

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